MILES
The house was on the nicer side of town, which meant three damn bus rides for me—my wallet reeling with every stop. It would’ve been two, but I had to pause and patch up my knees first. They’d busted open when I fell, and bloody knees aren’t exactly party accessories. Gauze patches looked ugly, but at least they were better than a face full of blood.
I trudged from the bus stop, walking at least two miles to reach the mansion at the given address. An uneasy feeling gnawed at me as I approached the place—a sprawling mansion that could’ve easily been a fucking castle with its imposing brick wall. I couldn’t fathom how Kenzie managed to get into a party at a place like this. Hanging out with a bunch of rich pricks in an ancient 1800s home? That wasn’t my scene. I pulled out my phone to text Kenzie that there was absolutely no way I was attending this party.
Maybe I could make it to the diner and work a shift.
Before I could hit send, I heard Kenzie in the distance.
"There's my girl!"
My head snapped up. Kenzie was barreling toward me, her short red hair bobbing, and her round lips stretching into a bright smile. When she reached me, she pulled me into a tight embrace. I tried not to wince as she squeezed me—though I must've failed, because she quickly released me and searched my eyes. I think I gave her something between a smile and a grimace.
"What the hell was that?" she demanded. Kenzie was more like a mother to me than my own. She’d been my best friend since third grade—ever since she punched Chance Porter for pulling my hair.
Kenzie was the most beautiful person I knew, inside and out. Her pale green eyes complemented her almond-brown skin perfectly.
"Nothing," I answered, trying to sound innocent.
She crossed her arms and squinted at me suspiciously. "That bitch did it again, didn't she?"
I didn’t answer, instead glancing over at the mansion looming behind her. "How did you get into a party like this, and why did you think I'd wanna come?" I asked, disinterested. "I should've grabbed a book."
She rolled her pretty green eyes at me. "Nice try. I know something happened—but fine, we can deflect for now. But you will tell me by the end of the night!" She pointed her finger for emphasis.
I nodded once and gave a firm, "Yes, ma'am!" before smiling. Kenzie draped her arm over my shoulder—thankfully, I managed not to wince this time—and led me inside.
Guilt settled deep in my chest. Kenzie always wanted to help. She cared about me more than anyone; honestly, she was probably the only one who truly cared. She was my favorite person.
"Conner, the college guy, invited me. There are also a few people from school here. I'm honestly surprised you didn't hear about it," she confided.
"You're the only person I talk to, Kenzie."
She opened her mouth to protest but then closed it again. "That's true." She squeezed me, though it hurt, and added, "But I don't like sharing anyways!"
I gave her a once-over. "You look great." She wore a black leather skirt paired with a lacy black corset—a stark contrast to my very casual, plain outfit.
"Thanks, boo! I like your sexy cowgirl fit, too."
We walked through the imposing double doors of the mansion. The foyer was bustling with people. Laughter and loud music filled the space, and the marble floors were so polished I could see my reflection—an ugly reminder of who I was supposed to be.
To my right, a parlor room buzzed with drinkers and a few heated make-out sessions. To the left, a large hall opened into a living room where people danced with wild abandon.
"Pretty nice, right? Now come on! Let's get lit, bitch!" she hollered.
I laughed as Kenzie led me through room after room, handing me shots and mixed drinks. After three shots and a couple of mixed drinks, I was on a good buzz—then the alcohol took over, and soon I was almost drunk.
The buzz was a welcome distraction from the constant numbness I felt. Even though Kenzie dragged me from room to room, nothing really registered: not the laughter that spilled from my mouth, not the sway of my hips, not even the idle chatter about a college guy's invitation whose name I couldn’t recall.
After a while, we found ourselves in a game room.
"Alright! Who wants to challenge the pool champion for a chance to win some money?!" a voice boomed.
Pool? I stumbled through the crowd, swaying toward the challenge. There, next to a beautiful pool table, stood a man with shaggy brown hair and a shit-eating grin, casually waving several hundred-dollar bills.
Before I could think, I raised my hand. "Me! I'll do it!"
The man arched his eyebrows in surprise. "Well, well, well, little lady, we don't discriminate—so come on up!" he drawled.
I giggled; the alcohol had my head fuzzy.
He looked me up and down, his tone questioning. "You sure you're still game, little lady?" He wanted to know if I was sober enough for his challenge.
I ran my finger along the top rail of the table. It was beautiful—crafted from slate with vintage charm. I smirked and tilted my head, letting him know I was definitely still in it. I could play pool in my sleep.
"It's a hundred to enter," he announced.
I gaped. That much? Did he think we were made of money? I almost smacked my head in disbelief. Of course, he did—we were in a mansion. Rolling my eyes, I pulled out my old, worn leather wallet and slapped 40 bucks on the table.
"It's all I got, but I guarantee I'll win," I challenged.
The man laughed, raising an eyebrow as if he was scanning the crowd behind me. I caught whispers about how the hell I ended up at such a party.
Finally, he met my eyes and said, "Challenge accepted."
I smiled wide and extended my hand. "The name's Miles, and you are?"
He took my hand, and to my shock, placed a kiss on my fingers. "Marcus," he greeted, his hazel eyes—almost green—locking with mine.
"I look forward to beating you," I said confidently.
Marcus chuckled. "Oh, I'm not the one you're playing."
I tilted my head, confused. "What? Then who—"
"That'll be me," said a deep voice from behind me. My heart skipped a beat as I turned around.
There, at the far end of the pool table, stood the most handsome man I'd ever seen. Everything seemed to slow down as an unfamiliar intensity erupted in my chest—a cocktail of anxiety and terror, yet compelling in its rawness. I was drawn to him immediately. He was like bait, and I was the fish.
His eyes were golden like honey, framed by thick lashes and brows so dark his irises seemed to glow. His dark hair was swept back, with a few loose strands caressing his forehead. A five-o'clock shadow softened his chiseled jawline, and his lips… oh, his lips were dangerously inviting.
Kenzie practically leaped to my side in a flash. "Oh no," she gasped, gripping my arm. "That's Dominic Black, the owner of this house."
I hadn’t known who Dominic Black was, but I faced him regardless. I extended my hand. "Miles," I said, trying to sound cool.
His sunset eyes bore into my hand, then lifted to meet my gaze.
Fuck me.
Why did I find that so sexy?
Kenzie tugged on my arm, pulling me away as the weight of the moment crashed over me.
So Miles has a type. Maybe she'll keep him. xoxo
MILES Miles: Marcus Miles: Where are you? Miles: I swear, when I lay eyes on you, your balls are going in a vice. Miles: Don’t make me find you. I sighed and tossed my new phone into my bag, the screen blacking out like it was tired of me too. Marcus was avoiding me like the plague, and Dom—he was holding something back. I could feel it. Taste it in the silence between us. See it in the way his hand would twitch like he wanted to reach for me... and didn’t. “They’re probably pissed at you,” Kenzie had said earlier over the phone. She had called to “check in,” which in Kenzie speak meant scold me for not dying harder. “I know I was,” she went on. “If you hadn’t already flatlined and come back, I would’ve killed you myself.” “I’m still alive, you know.” “Yes, and you’re lucky.” Her voice cracked just enough to make my guilt spike. “You flatlined for a full fucking minute, Miles. Don’t think you hid that from any of us.” “You talk to them?” Another sigh. “Of course. You can’
DOMINICI didn’t realize how loud it was in my head until everything else went quiet.The sound of lockers slamming, cleats against tile, water running in the showers—none of it touched me. I was stuck. Floating somewhere between rage and guilt, fear and this fucking ache in my chest that wouldn’t go away.Marcus walked in, tossing a water bottle onto the bench beside me.“You’re spiraling.”“Wow. Thanks for the diagnosis, Dr. Phil.” I didn’t look up. “Where the hell have you been?”He sighed and plopped down next to me. “Dealing with Mommy Dearest.”That was all he said. I didn’t pry. Not here. Not yet. Not with our teammates still around. The walls had ears.He patted his lap. “Come on, lay back and tell me all about it.”I grimaced. “Dude, no.”“You know you want to. You’ve been giving me those ‘comfort me’ eyes for days. It’s calling to me.”The way my eyes were slapping his face—over and over—“Don’t deny me.”I didn’t want to talk about it. But fuck—I needed to. Everything from
DOMINIC I heard it. "She's fucking crazy. Like--an actual psycho," said Tanya's friend. Followed by: "Did you hear what she said? She basically risked her life for the adrenaline." "Kinda wicked though. She's got a serious vag on her to pull that kinda stunt and come out with a few broken bones." "Right? I think I love her. Who is she?" Exactly. Who was she? Her shoulders didn’t slump anymore. Her eyes didn’t wander the floor. She didn’t shrink from whispers—she stood taller, looked people dead in the face. It should’ve made me proud. It should’ve felt like progress. But all it did was twist something deep in my gut. Because it almost cost her everything. I watched her walk out of that classroom, head held high like she hadn’t just shaken an entire room of people without even raising her voice. She was becoming someone else. Someone harder. Sharper. And maybe that was the point. Maybe that was how she survived. But it scared the shit out of me. Because I remembered the
MILES Lunch was over way too quickly. The second Dominic and I stepped out of the library, the stares returned like they'd been waiting for us. Silent, sharp. Hungry. Added by the whispers. "Think she's the jumper?" "What kind of psycho jumps off a cliff unless they’re trying to die?" It shouldn't have bothered me. And it didn’t. Not really. But the attention? The spotlight? That made my skin crawl. The worst part was that Dom looked like he was barely holding it together. His jaw ticked every few steps. His hand twitched at his side like he wanted to grab mine. Like maybe that would ground him. Or maybe it would ground me. It didn’t even matter what they said. They were going to talk. They were going to look. Not because of me. Not just because of me. But because of him. Dominic Black. The golden boy, the prince of the campus—was hovering over the broken girl who looked an awful lot like the one who jumped off a fucking cliff. Earlier in class, I heard people whisp
KENNY Miles acted like nothing had happened. Like she hadn’t unraveled in my arms. Like she hadn’t called my name with my hands on her skin, my mouth against her throat. Like she hadn’t begged me to make her feel something. And fine. I could play along. But I wasn’t stupid. The way her fingers hesitated sometimes when she reached for something. The way her gaze flickered, just for a second, when I got too close. The way her lips parted when I made her laugh, like she had almost forgotten she could. She hadn’t forgotten. I could tell my the way her cheeks would flush when my hand brushed hers. She was pretending. And I let her. I still made her coffee the way she liked it. I still teased her when she got flustered. I still called her Mimi, just to see the corner of her mouth twitch in that almost smile. She never pulled away. Never put space between us. But I knew where the line was. And I never crossed it. Until today. I was behind the counter at the diner, wipi
*WARNING EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT* KENNY "You can't take it from me," she whispered. Her voice curled around my ribs. Tangled in my lungs. "But you can give me something else." My throat bobbed. “Miles—” “Something to feel.” And there went my self-control. Miles barely had time to breathe before my hands were on her—gripping her waist, yanking her against me. My mouth crashed against hers, and she took it. Took everything I gave like she had been starving for it. A low moan hummed from her throat, vibrating against my lips, and fuck—I was already gone. I had wanted to kiss her for days. Wanted to feel her. Wanted to take away her pain. Her fingers slipped into my hair, nails scraping my scalp, pulling, tugging, making me groan into her mouth. “Kenny,” she breathed, and I felt it. Felt her heat. Her desperation. The way she arched into me like she wanted to climb inside me, crawl under my skin and stay there. I grabbed her thigh, hoisting it up, pressing my k