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Chapter seventeen

Author: Ink Maestro
last update Last Updated: 2025-05-22 03:02:28

Xander’s POV

The flash went off again, straight into my eyes.

“Xander, just a little more to the left,” the photographer called out.

I turned slightly, adjusted my jaw, narrowed my eyes, and gave them the usual expression. Cold. Confident. Unbothered.

I was none of those things.

My knees were shaky. My hands were sweating. My chest felt tight like a belt had been strapped around it. I tried to blink the feeling away. Maybe it was the lights. Or the layers of clothes. The heat in the studio was unbearable.

“Hold that pose,” someone yelled.

I tried.

But the floor shifted under me.

It didn’t actually move, but it sure as hell felt like it did.

I took a step back.

Too late.

My ankle wobbled and I almost tipped over. I caught myself, but it wasn’t smooth. Everyone noticed. Sophia especially.

“Xander?” she called, walking over with that usual panicked look in her eyes. “Are you okay?”

“I’m fine,” I said quickly, but my voice didn’t sound right.

Too thin. Too hoarse.

She reached for my arm.
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