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Author: Ink Maestro
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Asher’s POV

I cried myself to sleep.

The pillow was damp. My throat felt raw. I had pulled the blanket over my head to muffle the sound, but I knew he probably heard me. The silence in this apartment didn’t leave room for secrets.

Sometime in the middle of the night, I felt it—movement. The faint creak of floorboards, the soft hush of slippered steps. A shadow passed the couch. Slowed near me.

I didn’t open my eyes.

I didn’t want to.

I didn’t want to look up and see Xander watching me. Not like this. Not in this pathetic, broken state. If he was going to feel anything, I didn’t want it to be pity.

The shadow lingered for a moment… then moved on.

By dawn, I was already set for work but I couldn’t bring myself to take the car.

The thought of sitting behind the wheel, stuck in traffic, trapped in my own head—it felt like a death sentence. I needed air. Space. Something different.

So I walked.

The morning wind bit into my face as I left the building. I wrapped my coat tighter and shoved m
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