Samantha Point of view
My mate wanted to bring me back to our home. At first, I was hesitant. It's crazy, I know. Why would you not trust your mate? I don’t just give my trust away just by claiming that they are someone I know. But I guess it's the only way to move forward and to get my memories back.
I agreed to come back with him but only if I could bring Lily and her brothers with me. Ryder agreed and we all traveled back to where my “home” was. We arrived at a big house that was called “the packhouse.” Ryder explained that it was a place where werewolves meet and live when they needed somewhere to sleep.
When we got out, I was immediately hugged by an older couple. Again I stiffened. I am not comfortable with the idea of people hugging me without an introduction first. They quickly brought me into the house and sat me
Samantha Point of ViewLevi took me to the pack hospital. When we arrived, I noticed that there were both humans and werewolves inside. Levi explained that this hospital was actually built for werewolves to heal and for humans when they get involved in any werewolf business.Levi was just about to explain more until an ambulance came and paged Levi to come help. “It’s okay. Go. I can find his room myself.” I gave her a reassuring smile. She nodded and gave me his room number and ran off to help the patient wheeled in on a gurney.I stood there for a second, trying to figure out which direction to go. I decided to go straight down the hallway until I either see someone at a nurse station or see a nurse I can ask. I walked for a while until I found a girl my age, blonde hair, in front of a soda machine banging
Samantha Point of view I laughed at the story my twin told me. All the fun times we had as kids. He also told me stories of my parents. I couldn't stop smiling as he talked. It was knowing my parents through his stories. Made me tear up that I could not remember them. When the others arrived, they took turns in telling their stories. I smiled and laughed the whole time. So far, it was just me, my brother, Christina, Linda and her mate who by the way is also nice. Everyone was so nice and told me what I needed to know. "If Ryder was here, he would have a hell lot more stories about you," Xavier said. We all stopped laughing. "He just blames himself for everything that happened.” "Ryder was blaming himself for what?" I asked. From what I remembered from what Lily said, I was the one who tra
Samantha Point of view I kissed Ryder. I don't know why but it felt great. It felt like fireworks just being this close to him. My heart starts to melt as my arms wrapped around his neck. His arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me close to him as if he wanted to know I was still here. Like he was afraid if he lets go of me I might not come back. I don't want that, I don't want to leave his side. I just want to remember everything and be with him. My mind is telling me he's a stranger but my heart is telling me something else. My heart is telling me that he is someone special to me. The most important person in my life. I just want to be in his arms every day. It makes me feel safe with him. A noise from the back made us break apart and stared at the person behind us. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" Lily apologized as she bowed her
Ryder Point of view"The car is not working," I said. I saw Sam looking at me. I could see panic rising through my mate's eyes. I knew Sam was afraid of lightning but I never thought she would still be scared even without her memories. I tried to call but my phone died the second I turned it on. Ugh, shit! I haven’t changed since this morning.I turn to look at my mate. She was looking at the sky. She must have seen the lightning. Her eyes searched with fear written all over her face. It hurts just watching her. It reminded me that I couldn't protect her. It hurts that I couldn't protect her.Every time I look at her makes me hate myself even more. It was my fault she was kidnapped. It was my fault she lost her memories. It was all my fault she w
Samantha Point of View It was raining for 2 hours. It's already 12 and the rain won't stop. I can hear the rain slamming through my window and hear the trees swaying from the strong wind. I looked at the rain, worried if the others are okay. A knock was on my door as I can hear Ryder behind the door. "You can come in." The door opened and Ryder came in with an extra pillow and a blanket. He walked towards the bed and set them in front of me. He didn't need to though. Two pillows were enough and the blanket was warm enough. But it was sweet of him to bring me those. "Thought you might need this." He said. I murmured thank you and waited for him to say something or leave but he stood still till he sat down. I looked at him waiting for him to say something-anything. "I-" He stop
"Hey, Sa-.... Wake up. We have to go now." The light immediately hit my eyes and I groaned. My eyes adjust themselves to the light. "Okay," I said obediently and got up. He left the room and I notice my clothes from yesterday were clean and dry. Ryder must have cleaned them while I was sleeping. I got up and changed. When I was done, I walked out of the door to see him waiting for me. When we walked into the empty hall I kept thinking about the dream I just had. No. Not a dream. It's a memory. It was a piece and I'm slowly picking up the rest. I sighed. I better pick them up faster. As we reached the living room Ryder tripped over things but didn't fall. Déjà Vu. I smiled when I remembered what I said when he tripped. That takes pure skill to trip over nothing, Jackson.
Samantha Point of view "Did you have another memory?" He asks. I looked at him shocked that he knew. Is he a mind reader now? I nodded in reply. We just got out of the car then walked silently to the hospital. We got in an elevator. He pressed his thumb on the 5th floor. "What was it about?" I opened my mouth and quickly shut it. If I told him he would just say okay or walk away. In these past 2 days, I observed Ryder. I learned that he was completely shut down. Not like when he was in my memories. The Ryder in my memories was the opposite. He changed and I want to change him back. "What's wrong," Ryder asks, worried why I was silent the whole time. I mentally prepared myself. If I want to change him. If I want to get my memories back. If I want everything the way it should be. I have to do something different and stop waiting in the
Samantha Point of ViewChristina was the one who explained what the term, “heat” meant. Just like actual regular wolves, werewolves have cycles of heat, in which they have a strong desire to mate.This usually happens only with female werewolves. Unlike wolves’ heat cycle which occurs once a year during winter, werewolves’ heat cycle occurs to those who found their mate but were unable to complete their mating process. The mating process includes the male having intercourse with his mate and biting their mate in the neck.The point of the bite was to mark that that werewolf was taken and for the heat cycle not to happen again in the future. The ones who are affected by the scent of heat of the female are unmated werewolves and their mate. Family or mated werewolves are not affected at all.