LOGINCassianHer heels clicked down the corridor, quick and sharp, then stopped outside the door.She's deciding whether to run.I kept my eyes on the window.Below, trucks moved around the loading docks while workers in orange vests went about their business. I'd spent forty minutes that morning on the phone with Northgate's sales director, arranging a contract that had been sitting untouched for a year.It had cost me four calls and very little effort.Julian had looked at me as though I'd lost my mind.He called it reckless. I called it calculating.Either way, it had given me a reason to be here, and I'd learned a long time ago that when an opportunity presented itself, I didn't waste it."Mr. Rooke."I turned at the sound of her voice.She stood in the doorway wearing a gray blazer, her hair pinned up, and a folder held against her chest. Her expression was composed, but I noticed the way her eyes moved to mine before quickly shifting away."Ms. Veyne." I kept my expression neutral. "
ElaraNobody moved.Cassian was still holding my hand beneath the running tap, his thumb pressed against the cut. Behind me, Lucien's chair rocked slightly from where he'd shoved it back.Then Cassian let go.He turned off the tap, pulled a dish towel from the oven door, and placed it in my palm."Hold that," he said. "Press down."His voice was flat, almost bored. It was the same tone I'd heard him use at countless dinners, and somehow, that made it hurt more.My hand was shaking. My eyes burned, though I couldn't explain why."Relax, Lucien." Cassian turned to face him, wiping his fingers with a paper towel. "She cut her hand. I'm not a monster.""You don't even like her," Lucien replied."I don't have to like someone to stop them from bleeding all over your floor." He dropped the paper towel into the bin. "Next time, keep her away from the knives."It was exactly the sort of thing he'd have said to me a week ago. The same dismissive tone, the same suggestion that I was a nuisance.
Cassian Lucien's car was turning into the driveway when I parked at the curb. Adrian stepped out and opened the back door before it had fully stopped. Lucien climbed out tugging his tie, and froze when he saw me."Cass?" He checked his watch. "We left your office an hour ago.""Legal sent revisions. The bank wants ink tonight.""You could have sent a courier.""Julian said it couldn't wait."Lucien studied me a moment too long. Something moved behind his smile, curiosity or suspicion, I couldn't tell. Then he laughed."Fine. Elara's in the kitchen. Make yourself at home. I'll change. Adrian.""Sir." Adrian took Lucien's coat and bag and followed him up the steps.I walked down the hall alone. The kitchen light was on. A knife thudded softly against a board.She stood at the counter with her back to me. Her hair was pinned up, and a scarf was wound high around her neck. A basket of fruit sat beside her, and she was cutting a strawberry as if it had insulted her.I knew exactly what th
ElaraI stood in the quiet kitchen with smoke drifting through the open door, my pulse racing, a slow shiver crawling down my spine.*Take today, Elara. But you won't forget last night, and I won't let you.*I read it once. Then twice. By the fifth time I wasn't reading it anymore. I was just staring at it.I didn't type anything. If I answered, it would turn into a conversation, and I wasn't ready for that. I turned the phone face down on the counter. A moment later I turned it over and looked again.Ten years of cold looks. Ten years of nods aimed at the wall. And last night, the gentlest hands I had ever felt, and two words whispered against my ear.Happy birthday.My lips still felt like his. I pressed the back of my hand against them, then pulled it away like I'd touched a hot stove."Ellie!" Mara called from the patio. "Is it rude to roast marshmallows over a dead handbag?"I shoved the phone into my pocket and went outside.The fire had burned down to glowing embers. Mara sat o
Chapter 5 The doorbell rang at ten.I had showered twice. I had scrubbed my skin pink and pulled on the loosest clothes I owned and changed the sheets, and none of it had helped. When I opened the door, my stomach dropped through the floor.Lucien stood on the porch in yesterday's shirt, wrinkled and open at the collar. He had two shopping bags in one hand and a bouquet tucked under the other arm."There she is," he said brightly. "Morning."I couldn't speak.He strolled past me into the house like he owned it, which he did, and dropped the bags on the dining table beside the melted candles. He didn't look at the candles. He didn't look at the table at all."I can't stay long. I've got a meeting at eleven. But I wanted to swing by.""Lucien.""About last night." He turned, rubbing the back of his neck with a boyish, rueful smile. "I was drunk. You saw me. I was completely out of it. You know how I get when the guys drag me out.""You kissed her," I said. "In front of me.""I was drun
CassianI didn't give her time to answer.My mouth crushed hers, and she answered with a sound that tore straight through me. Fingers dug into my shoulders, then tangled in my hair, pulling me closer, desperate as if afraid I'd vanish. I lifted her onto the counter; the cake slid sideways, forgotten."Cassian," she gasped."Again."Her hands slipped under my shirt, tracing my bare skin. I swore into her neck, her skin burning beneath my lips, her pulse racing. Ten years of longing, now here she was wild, trembling, calling my name like it was hers."Bedroom," she whispered."Hold me."Her legs locked tight around me as I carried her upstairs, teeth grazing my jaw. Halfway up, she bit my earlobe, and I stumbled, laughing rough and hard. Her breathless laugh filled the space between us real, raw.Lucien's house. His bed. His wife.I set her beside the bed, moonlight catching her wild hair, swollen lips, dark eyes.The voice inside faded."Turn."I slid the zipper down, inch by slow inch,







