Quarter to 2 am nang matapos namin ang movie, Elijah insists na dito nalang din matulog sina Riz and Jemi but they both refused dahil may mga lakad pa daw sila early in the morning kaya naman wala na rin nagawa si Eli kundi ang pumayag. Eli offered na ihatid sila kahit hanggang sa parking lot lang at ako naman ay nag umpisa nang magligpit ng mga kalat sa living room.After cleaning the living room I strolled to Elijah's room and make my way through the bathroom to brush my teeth. I heard Elijah's footsteps entering his room as well and it's not late before he swung his head to the doorstep of the bathroom as he stood there without his shirt on and just his black cotton shorts while watching me through our reflection in the mirror. He stared at me for a minute as he crossed his arms against his broad chest while leaning to the door frame before he decided to open his mouth to talk.. "Carlo invited me to his party next week," he started, voice deep and low.Carlo? Oh, Amber's boy b
"First of all, who says friends can't fuck each other?" The way my jaw-dropped to the floor upon hearing his words was beyond madness. Baliw ba siya? Oh my god!Is this what break up can do to him?! Damn, I will kill Amber for what he did to my bestfriend!! "Naririnig mo ba yung sarili mo Elijah Zachery?!" mahina ngunit may diin kong tanong sa kanya habang kinakalma ang sarili ko. "Antoinette--" "Do I sound desperate to you?" I asked dangerously slow before I settled my gaze to him. "No!" mabilis niyang sagot kasunod ng mabilis na pag-iling. I pursed my lips as I stare at him. "Listen, Antoinette. I'm the one who proposed it, don't think of it that way!" he added. Nanatili akong nakatayo doon at tinititigan siya, both of my hands were on my hips as I stood there and watching him gets nervous. He sighed. "What I'm really trying to say is.. the fact that you're considering to look for a fuck buddy why can't you just do it with me?" I didn't respond right away as I wait for h
Magkahawak-kamay kaming naglalakad ni Elijah habang papasok sa nasabing club, the one who rented by the birthday boy Carlo. It's been a week since Elijah and I talked about the proposal and right now I'm glad that Eli was respecting my decision about giving a time to think about it thoroughly. Alam kong hindi rin biro sa part niya yung mag-suggest ng ganoon especially if tungkol sa aming dalawa at sa pagkakaibigan namin ang nakataya. In my part, though I find his idea and suggestions odd and unusual I honestly appreciate his effort. I don't think he's taking an advantage of my situation, he was compromising and it is something that I always admired about him. He was just giving out ideas while trying to help me out on my issues without me being offended or embarrassed, and knowing Elijah I knew he would do anything just to help me. I also understand his point of view in this matter, he respects me so much just as I respect him as well. I know he's just trying to make me see the possib
"What the hell is that supposed to mean Antoinette?!" frustrated na reklamo ni Elijah sa akin nang makapasok kami sa apartment ko. Mabilis lang din kaming nagpaalam matapos ang nakagugulantang na anunsyo ko kanina. By the look of my bestfriend I knew he wasn't pleased at what I did. But he can't blame me, ayaw kong makitang kinakaawaan siya ng mga taong iyon! I walked through my bedroom, ignoring his whines and I heard his heavy footsteps following me behind, basta ko nalang inihagis ang clutch bag ko sa aking kama saka siya binalingan."Stop acting like it's fucking big deal, Elijah." walang gana kong sagot habang isa-isang hinuhubad ang mga jewelry at accessories na suot ko at ipinatong sa console table. "Of course it is a big deal, Antoinette! You just told them that we're dating!" frustrated niyang sabi habang sinusundan ng tingin ang bawat kilos ko. Pasalampak naman akong naupo sa dulo ng aking kama habang hinuhubad ang high heels ko. I know, I know the impact of what
Three days. Three days after that incident, Elijah refused to talk to me. All of my texts and calls were purposely ignored. Okay, he's not mad pero disappointed siya, and I understand why. When he told me to reflect on my actions, I did all the possible things para ma-justify ko yung action ko but it turns out na parehas kaming tama at parehas din kaming may mali. Tama siya in a way na that was his personal issue and I shouldn't have acted out that way, mali naman siya sa part na hindi siya nagsabi agad kung anong plano niya. And in my case, tama ako in a way na ang tanging motibo ko lang naman ay ang makatulong at mali naman ako sa part na hindi ako nag iisip ng tamang hakbang para gawin ng maayos yung intensyon ko. "So you mean, you just told their entire circle that you both were an item?" Riz asked me while taking out a slice of pizza. Pasalampak naman akong naupo sa couch after ng attempt kong tawagan ulit si Eli, they were here because obviously they wanted to hear what happ
Kinabukasan ay para akong zombie nang pumasok ako sa trabaho. Elijah's still ignoring me, but I already stopped calling him. He needed time and I understand that. Tamad na tamad akong lumabas ng sasakyan ko at naglakad papasok ng building namin. I frowned when I saw Kairus grinning while walking towards me.."So.. I heard from a friend of a friend----" I lifted my index finger to shut him up. "Shut the fuck up, Kai. I'm not in the mood." diretsong sabi ko. Narinig ko naman ang pagsunod niya sa opisina ko. At nasisiguro ko nang hindi niya ako titigilan sa maghapong ito hanggat hindi niya nakukuha ang gusto niya. Tsk."Come on Anjie, just tell me what happen I want to know.." pangungulit niya. I rolled my eyes and placed my things above my table as I turn on my computer.. "There's nothing to know.." maikling sabi ko saka pasalampak na naupo sa swivel chair ko at pagod na tiningnan ang mga nakabinbin kong trabaho. God, I really hate Mondays.Napahawak ako sa sentido ko nang makit
Tahimik kami pareho hanggang sa makarating at makaakyat kami sa unit niya. Pinapakiramdaman ko pa yung sitwasyon, Elijah was cool. He's not mad pero hindi rin siya gaanong nagsasalita. I bet he's just letting the situation goes, I know he wants me to be comfortable first before we dive into our serious talk. Pagpasok sa unit niya ay dumiretso ako sa living room at naupo. Siya naman ay dire-diretso sa kwarto niya para yata magpalit ng damit. Iginala ko ang mata ko sa buong unit niya, his house is clean as usual, Elijah is very keen when it comes to cleanliness, he likes his apartment to be always scrupurously tidy and fragrant. I turned my neck once I heard the bedroom door swung open and revealed the very fresh Elijah in his white shirt and black shorts. His dark doe eyes settled on mine before he licked his lower lip and walked towards my direction. "Do you want to... change first?" he asked silently, eyeing me sharply while I sat here on his long black couch. Sag
"Now let me hear what my little girlfriend has to say.." The moment those words came out of his mouth my mind started to go haywired. I'm suddenly out of words, tila nalunok ko na pati ang basong hawak ko dahil sa sobrang pagkabigla. Actually hindi ko mahinuha yung tono niya noong sinabi niya 'yon. Hindi ko alam kung galit ba siya o masaya ba o nang-iinis ba siya o seryoso siya. Wala! Wala akong maintindihan at feeling ko nabingi ako. Wala na yata akong ibang marinig at parang paulit-ulit na nag e-echo ang mga salitang 'yon sa tainga ko. Pakiramdam ko huminto ang lahat sa paligid ko sa sobrang tahimik, kahit ang sarili kong paghinga ay naririnig ko. Ang malakas na dagundong ng dibdib ko ay nagri-ring sa tainga ko noong mga oras na 'yon. Did he just said.. girlfriend? Is he teasing me? Mocking me? Making fun of me? Or was he trying to make me feel guilty for what I did? Does he want me to beg for his forgiveness? The heck! This idiot is really making me go insane! Why does it f