"What do you think would be our punishment?" I asked to Gina. While scribbling nonsense on my notes.
"I don't have any idea. Pero light punishment lang siguro. Late lang naman kayo, e."
I nod slowly.
"Dapat nga wala ng punishment, e. He should have just scold you. O ganon nga ang gagawin niya pero sa office niya kayo papagalitan dalawa."
I nod again and played with my ballpen. Kinagat ko ang dulo 'nun habang nag-iisip kung ano nga ba ang gagawin ni prof mamaya.
First day, first meeting namin mapapagalitan kaagad ako sa kanya. E'to kasing si Will atat na atat. Sabi ko ng mamaya na kami mag-usap. Kung hindi niya siguro ako nilapitan baka hindi naman ako napansin ni prof. Baka hindi niya nahalata na late ako.
Saka bakit parang galit na galit siya na nalate kami? E, hindi naman kami kaagad nasabihan na may papalit na teacher sa sub naming ito. Alam namin ay wala kaming pasok.
"That's all for today." Sambit niya at iniligpit na ang mga gamit. Nagligpit narin ako ng gamit.
"Mr. Orosa and Ms. Aves. Come with me in my office." Matigas niyang sabi at tumitig ng matalim sa'kin bago isinukbit ang shoulder bag sa balikat at naglakad palabas sa room.
Bumuntong hininga ako at tamad na tumayo. Kaagad na sumabay sa lakad ko si Will. Kinantyawan pa kami ng iba naming kaklasi. Kinawayan ko lang sila.
"Ikaw kasi, e!" Bahagyang naiinis kong sabi kay Will habang naglalakad kami, nasa unahan namin si prof.
"Why me?" Natatawang sabi ni Will. Inirapan ko siya, hindi naman talaga ako naiinis sa kanya.
"You gave me a hickey kase." Malanding sabi niya, bumulong pa sa tenga ko.
"You gave me one too!" Nangigigil kong sabi saka itinuro ang leeg ko na may namumulang marka. He laughed at me.
"Hindi ko namalayan. Nanggigigil kasi ako sa'yo." Inirapan ko siya, nangingisi. Napakalandi!
Tumikhim ang lalaki sa harapan namin. Tumigil na pala siya sa paglalakad. He pointed the door beside us. Suplado ang mukha.
Binuksan niya iyon, pinauna akong pinapasok ni Will, naramdaman ko pa ang kamay niyang umaalalay sa likod ko. Kunwari gentleman pero kanina gusto na akong kainin.
Inilibot ko ang tingin ko sa opisina niya. The walls are painted in the shade of black, white and red. Kapansin pansin ang malaking itim na sofa sa gilid. Pagkapasok sa loob ay bubungad ang malaking desk na may dalawang armchair na kulay black sa harap at isang mamahaling swivel chair. Hmm. I think he likes color black.
Nabasa ko ang glass stone kung saan nakasulat ang pangalan niya.
Mr. Nicholas C. Morton
May mga maliliit na details pa doon gaya ng title na natapos niya.
"Sit." Utos niya at kaagad na umupo sa swivel chair niya. Sumunod kami sa utos niya at umupo doon sa harap niya.
Umupo ako sa bandang kanan at si Will naman ay sa kaliwa.
"I guess you two know why you're both here." Aniya, suplado, walang ngiti sa labi at nakapalamig ng mukha. Gwapo siya, kaso suplado. Etong si Will ay napakafriendly ng mukha, hindi naman nakangiti pero parang nakangiti.
"We we're late, Sir." Sabi ko at pinagkrus ang paa. Sumulyap siya saglit sa akin tapos kay Will. Si Will naman ay kanina pa nakatitig sa akin. Akala niya yata mawawala ako kapag inalis niya ang tingin sa akin.
"You we're late because of what?" He asked coldly.
Bumuntong hininga ako bago sumagot.
"We weren't informed na may papalit kay Mrs. Mason. Ang alam namin ay wala kaming pasok 'cause she's on leave." I answered casually while playing with my nails. Not looking at him, I'm afraid with his stares. Nalulunod ako sa mata niya.
"Where were you before you entered my class?" He asked suddenly.
Napataas ang kilay kong bumaling sa kanya. Why is he asking about this? Hindi niya naman kailangan malaman iyon.
"Restroom." Tipid kong sagot, pinagmamasdan ang mukha niya dahil nagtataka ako sa tanong niya.
"You?" He asked to Will.
"Restroom." Sagot din ni Will. Pinanlakihan ko ng mata si Will. Mahuhuli kami ne'to sa ginagawa niya.
"Hmm." Our prof hissed and leaned back on his chair. A smirk is plastered on his lips.
"You did it in the restroom?" He asked. I know what he's referring to. May ibang tono ang pananalita niya nang sabihin niya iyon. Nakaramdam ako ng inis. Bago pa sumagot si Will ay ako na ang sumagot.
"Not yet." I said lazily and brush my hair up. I heard him repeat what I said and let out a small laugh.
"If I didn't attend your class, you'll do it?" He said while leaning on his desk, clasping both of his hands.
"Probably." I answered honestly. Totoo naman, e. Baka nagsex na kami ni Will kung hindi ako tinawagan ni Gina. I saw Will licked his lips and brushed his hair. Mukhang nag-iinit nanaman dahil lang sa sagot ko.
He probably wished we have done it.
But I'm not sure kung matutuloy nga kami doon. I only make out with guys but don't have sex with them. They don't turned me on that well. Not to that point.They can't even touch me down there. Iniiwan ko na sila kapag init na init na at hindi na mapirmi ang kamay.
"You both know that sex is forbidden inside the school." He said cooly, hindi man lang nagalinlangan banggitin ang salitang 'sex'.
"I know." Sagot ko, naiinip na dahil alam kong sesermonan na niya kami.
"Hindi naman namin iyon ginawa, Sir." Ani Will.
Sinulyapan niya lang si Will at ibinalik ang atensyon sa'kin.
"But she said you we're about to have sex." He said emphasising the word 'sex'. Ngumisi ako, amused by him.
Hindi siya pangkaraniwang prof, ha? Why does he sound like he wants us to tell the whole thing that we did earlier? Parang interesadong intresado siya, ha?
"Why do you sound so interested, Sir?" I asked smirking.
He looked at me while leaning his back against the chair. He tapped his fingers on the desk.
"I'm not interested. I just want to know some details so that I can know what I should report to the deans office." He said coldly.
I got pissed a bit. So, he have a plan to report us, huh? Ang init yata ng ulo niya samin at hindi mapalampas ang ginawa namin. Nalate lang naman kami sa kanya. Hindi naman siya ang binastos ko, hindi naman niya kami nakita sa restroom at hindi naman siya naabala sa ginawa namin ni Will.
"Isn't that too much, Sir? Nalate lang naman kami sa sub mo. Hindi ka naman naabala sa ginawa namin sa loob ng banyo." I said bravely. Naiinis ng bahagya.
Pakialamero na, sumbungero pa.
"Kailangan maabala muna ako bago ko kayo ireport, ganon ba ang ibig mong sabihin Ms.Aves?" A amused smile is plastered on his face. Hindi ko alam kung anong iniisip niya. Baka minamaliit ako ng isang 'to o pinag-iisipan ng bastos.
"Intimacy is forbidden inside school, specially having sex. Weren't you informed that you will be expelled if you were caught having sex?"
Umirap ako.
"Well, we didn't really had sex. At kung nagsex man kami wala ka ng pakialam don, Sir." I said straight.
Ngumisi siya sa sinabi ko at mukhang natutuwa sa attitude na pinapakita ko.
"I have a say with that because I am your teacher." Aniya, he lick his lower lip. Napunta doon ang atensyon ko. He's f*cking hot, more hotter than Will.
"But I will not report you two today." He said it like he's doing us a favor.
"Di mo naman talaga kailangan magreport, Sir. You don't have a proof that we did it and you didn't caught us in the act. At nalate lang naman kami ng ilang minuto sa subject mo. Ewan ko ba kung bakit kailangan pang papuntahin mo kami dito, Sir. I little scold will do. Or just write late on our attendance." Malumanay kong sabi at nginitian siya pagkatapos magsalita.
"Next time I caught you doing intimacy Ms. Aves and Mr. Orosa, I will not hesitate to report you to the deans office." He said coldly. Tinitignan ako sa mga matalim niyang mata at mukhang seryoso sa sinasabi niya.
Kinabahan ako ng bahagya. Ayoko ma report, baka magasgasan ang records ko at hindi makagraduate. Isang taon nalang at makakaalis na'ko sa school na'to kaya hanggat maari ay ayokong magkaroon ng record. Although I know, gumagawa ako ng kalokohan. But this is the first time na pinagalitan kami ng ganito ng isang prof at sineryoso ang ginagawa kong kalokohan.
Hindi ko alam kung sanay na ang ibang teacher na nakikita at nalalaman nila na nakikipag-make out ako sa loob ng school dahil hindi naman nila ako pinapagalitan kapag nahuhuli o sinusubukan i report sa deans office dahil hindi naman nila iyon ginagawang big deal.
Itong si Sir, Nicholas lang ang nagalit ng ganito at nagbanta sa akin. Masyado yata siyang conservative at sobrang concern sa mga studyante niya kaya big deal sa kanya ang ginawa namin ni Will. E, hickey lang naman ang nakita niya at hindi niya naman kami nakitang naghahalikan sa akto.
Naiinis tuloy ako sa kanya, gwapo sana kaso sobrang strikto at kumukulo yata ang dugo sa akin. Pinag-initan kaagad ako ng ulo.
"Now for the throwing of bouquet!" Announced the emcee. Napangisi ako. Bukod sa maon ceremony which is ang pagkakasal sa amin ni Kalle ay ito ang pangalawang pinakahihintay ko at pinaka excited ako. "Pumila ang mga single baka sakali magkajowa pagnasalo!" Rinig kong maingay na sigaw ni Gina. Wala talaga hiya sa katawan ang babaeng ito. Umiling akong natatawa sa kanya. I searched for the one girl, who's very important for this part. "There you are." Bulong ko sa sarili ko ay napangiti lalo nang makita na ang hinahanap ko. Laughing shyly, her tiny moves, standing in front of her seat. Not taking any steps to join the game. Hindi yan makikisali kahit na pilitin. Sumali man siya o hindi, salo na niya ang bouquet. "Who's next?! Sino ang susunod na ikakasal?" Said the emcee very lively. Then they started counting. Tumalikod ako pero wala naman talagang balak itapon ang bulaklak.
Full moon, bedroom, stars in your eyes.Last night the first time that I realized.The glow between us, felt so right.We sat on the edge of the bed and you said."I never knew that I could feel this way"Love today can be so difficultBut what we have I know is different'Cause when I'm with you the world stops turning Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more? I smiled, ever brighter and sweeter than before. Yes, I could love him any more. I know, I will fall deeper to him than today. Every day of every hour of every minute, the more I get to know him, the deeper I fall. I will never get out of this hole. This deep hole in my heart filled with love for him. For all the challenges we've faced. There are people who tried to ruin our love for each other. For
Q POV "You are the only perfect woman for me." He said softly and planted a kiss on my forehead. Nabawasan ang pangamba ko pero may mga tanong parin sa isip ko. "Jane was your fiancee before. They like her for you. Magkaiba kami ni Jane." "She was my fiancee because my family know her family. It was just an agreement between our families. I did not chose her for me. And yes, you two are different from each other. I'm in love with you. And Jane is just a friend for me. Ikaw ang gusto kong pakasalan." "What about your parents? Do they like me?" "They will. They do." "Nakilala nila ako as Trevs fiancee. Ano nalang ang iisipin nila sa akin? Tinago ko na may relasyon tayong dalawa. Tapos buntis na kaagad ako. Baka isipin nila malandi ako–" "Hindi sila gano'n mag-isip. And I already explained everything to them. Sinabi ko na na may relasyon na tayo bago pa kayo magkakilala ni Trev
Napangiti ako nang maaalala ang pag-uusap namin kanina ni ama.Nagkausap kami kanina, kaming dalawa lang. Wala si Kalle wala sina Mom "Do you really want to marry him?" He asked, still looking stern while staring at our garden. "Yes, father." I answered certain. Kahit alam kong payag na siyang ikasala kami ni Kalle ay kinabahan parin ako nang tawagin niya ako para mag-usap kaming dalawa. "Will you be happy with him?" He asked, this time staring in my eyes. Bigla nalang akong naiyak. Suddenly, I don't see the strict father I grew up with. The man I see in front me, have soft eyes, gentle face and modest tone. "Opo." Umiiyak ko ng sabi. He nod lightly and looked side way. I saw how his eyes sparkled because of forming tears? "Then I have no reason to oppose." Tuluyan na akong naiyak. "Father," My voice cracked. He looked at me softly. His lips stretch forming a s
"I can talk to my parents, Sir. If you will let me marry your daughter I can–" he cut him off. "What about the family of Jane? Isn't she your fiancee?" "I'll talk to her parents." "Do you think I will let you marry my daughter?" "Sir, I love your daughter." "Does my daughter love you too?" Nicholas tongue was cut off by that question. "Does she love me?" Nicholas asked to himself inside his mind. He isn't sure. He doesn't know. "No answer?" Nanunuyang tanong ni Marius sa binata. Nicholas is staring at the floor. Thinking deeply if Quiva does love him. Hindi pa nila sinasahi ang totoong nararamdaman sa isat isa. He is not sure if Quiva loves him too. If she's ready to be in a serious relationship with him.If she's ready to be in a relationship again. "You don't have the answer?" Sambit ni Mariu
Q POV "Kalle?" I called him. May naaalala ako sa usapan nila kanina. "Hmm?" Sagot niya. "You talked to my father before?" Hindi siya kaagad sumagot at dama ko ang kabog ng puso niya kaya inangat ko ang ulo ko at tinitigan siya. He licked his lips and gulp. "Yes." He answered. Ako naman ang kumabog ang puso ngayon. "When? Why didn't you tell me? What did you two talked about?" Sunod sunod kong tanong. He was about to answer my questions but we both heard the footsteps coming from the kitchen towards us. "Krist? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised when I saw him walking out of the kitchen. Mas lalo akong nagtaka nang makitang sanay na sa presensya niya ang mga kasama ko. I glance at Kalle, nagtataka din siya. *** Third Person POV
Q POV "I will not runaway." He said again this time looking at me, apologizing through his eyes. Tuluyan ng tumukas ang mga luha ko. "W-what?" My voice cracked. Parang binibiyak ang puso ko sa nangyayari ngayon. Hindi niya ako pinili? He's not going to runaway with me because my father will imprison him? Sumakit ang puso ko. Yes, I don't want him to be imprisoned, but I don't want him to not choose me! Gagawa ako ng paraan para hindi siya makulong, pero ano pang use non? Bakit pa ako gagawa ng paraan kung ganitong hindi niya ako pipiliin? "If I have to be imprisoned, I'm willing to turn my self in, Sir. It's better than losing your daughter. I will not leave your daughter, Sir. Kahit pa ipakulong niyo ako. I will still choose her." When I heard him say that. I started sobbing. Kalle immediately went back to my side to stop me from crying. Akala ko hindi niya ako pipiliin. Akala ko iiwan na niya a
Q POV Looking at our living room, I suddenly remembered the day I nearly begged to my father just to make him say the name of the man he wants me to marry. And how my world nearly collapsed after finding out the surname of my fiance. He only said Morton, nothing more, then piece by piece, I slowly knew who's he referring to. It was Trevor, I didn't tell Kalle about it. I kept it from him afraid I might lose him. That's what I'm feeling right now again. I'm so afraid I might lose him, but I have to be brave. I have to be brave for me not to lose him. My heart beat doubled when I saw my father and mom walking down the stairs, going to our direction. Nakaupo kami ngayon sa sofa dito sa sala. When we came here ate immediately went to the kitchen. Hindi ko alam anong ginawa doon, nasa taas naman pala sina Mom. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang lumabas na doon si ate. She gave me a signal to calm down and take this easy.&n
Q POV "So it's true." He said stiff. Napalunok ako ng laway. "Are you planning to runaway?" He asked. Not removing his eyes on Kalle, hindi man lang ako tinatapunan ng tingin. I feel more nervous for Kalle than for myself. "Yes." Matapang kong sagot. I successfully turned his eyes on me. Pero nangangatog parin ang tuhod ko kahit gaano ko subukan maging matapang. Its my father and he is with his men and also ate at his back na visible ang kaba para sakin. She's giving me sign not to be stubborn, binalewala ko iyon. "You're trying to escape from me..." I thought he's saying that to me pero kumabog ang puso ko ng may katuglong iyon. "Nicholas." He said firmly to his name. Mas hinigpitan ko ang hawak sa kamay ni Kalle. "I thought you're a decent man-"I cut my fathers off. "He is!" I said strong, anger building up. He's starting to judge Kalle. He's going to make him