LOGIN'Ronan, these past years, did you ever, did you ever love me? For once?'she found herself asking, and her voice sounded odd to her ears. It sounded like a little child, desperate for love. But she had to know. She simply needed to. 'No, Isabella. Not even once.' he bit out and tore out her heart But she snorted. Not even once. ~~~~~~ Ronan Patterson is the president of the Patterson company. He is rich, he is handsome, and just what Isabella Sullivan needed when her grandmother had an accident and needed to pay for her bills. The lack of money to pay for those bills leads to Isabella being vulnerable to Ronan’s mother’s plan to get them married in order for those bills to be paid. For three years they were married, and it was no happily ever after. Not when Ronan never could love Isabella and all but treated her like crap. And so she leaves, but there is no way Ronan is letting her go. Will Ronan find Isabella? And if he does will he love her right or continue to hurt and use her?
View MoreNot everyone was aware that the handsome and noble young Ronan Patterson was married, and what was more? had a child.
At least, not until one winter morning, he cornered her, with reporters all around them. His woman, he thought. The woman who had taken his child away from him, “Alas, I've found you.” He whispered close to her ear. She looked up at him with wide eyes, “Let me go, Ronan,” she said, struggling against the hold he had on her. “Your days of running and hiding have come to an end.” He said and she shook her and had her trembling against the wall where he had her pinned, “Damn you.” CHAPTER ONE "Isabella! I am pregnant. And you would never guess who the father is…” Isabella Sullivan, the secretary to the president of the Patterson company looked up at the woman with confused eyes, “Er…” “Ronan, Isabella. My Baby’s Father is Ronan.” the woman rolled out before Isabella had the chance to even respond. The woman shoved her pregnancy test right under Isabella's nose, so that she was forced to do nothing else but actually read it. 'Pregnancy test: positive.' Isabella read it and felt her heart all but sink Ronan, How could you? She thought sadly. But in spite of her heart breaking uncontrollably, She looked up at the young woman with a placid face, void of emotions. "So, what is it that you would like me to do for you? Fix for you an appointment with a gynecologist?" Isabella asked carefully. Later on, she would rage and cry about what was happening. But not here, not in front of this woman. Not in front of anyone for that matter. The woman smiled and shook her head, "No, not at all Isabella. I just came to let you know that I am with child. And that my child's father is Ronan." she said dreamily, her hand moving to cover her lower abdomen. She wasn't showing any sign of a bulging tummy yet. But eventually, Isabella knew. She would. Oh, Ronan, Isabella thought sadly. She gazed up to face the young woman. Miss Vanessa Campbell was her name. She was quite popular, being a model as she was. And there was a time, not long ago when the media had circulated much news about Ronan and Vanessa, rumors of an affair, pictures of them entering and leaving a hotel. But then Ronan had silenced such news, seeing as he was a very powerful man, who had more than enough financial means. "And so now that you've done just what you set out to do," Isabella started slowly, picking up the pregnancy test where it lay on her table. And taking another look at the test, what she suspected was confirmed. Vanessa had conceived around that period the media had dogged them. "what next?" As though keying into Isabella’s thoughts, Vanessa with a catlike smile on her lips, pounced, "it's just what you're thinking. It happened during those moments when we had a lot of eyes on us. But even with it being all so public, it was a very beautiful time." she all but purred Anger laced with her sorrow as Isabella sat upright. She wasn't going to let this woman harass her in her own office. " that's all fine and good. But what do you need me for? To call him for you?" When Vanessa said nothing, Isabella nodded with understanding, "oh, I see. You really can't contact him yourself, can you? so you were expecting me to do it for you, weren't you?" She watched as Vanessa’s demeanor grew violent. Isabella was right though. She really had no access to Ronan. He had blocked her number from contacting him. But having his child was the biggest opportunity of her life and she was by no means going to pass it up. not even this stubborn-chinned Secretary was going to stop her. "I've done my investigations, I know you are always with him, so you can't say you don't have the means to contact him." "That’s not any of your concern." "Now, you listen," Vanessa said, the cute little act she displayed earlier long gone, "This pregnancy right here is my warning to you. Don't take it lightly, for the moment Ronan and I get married… for I will marry him, let it be known. And when I do, do you know the first person I’m going to get rid of?" Isabella didn't reply, just looked at her, her patience growing very thin. "you." "I see. Do you truly believe that you could become Ronan Patterson’s wife? And perhaps you know the thing Ronan despises the most." Vanessa said nothing, just stared at her in confusion, and Isabella smiled, "Ahh, so you don't know. Deception, Vanessa. Ronan hates deception. And I suppose I could add a not-so-pretty face." Vanessa gritted her teeth in response, "What the hell are you talking about?" "Let's start with that little pregnancy of yours and how you mean to use that pregnancy as a way to make Ronan marry you. And let me not get started on what you look like underneath all those layers and layers of color you put on your face." Isabella said with a bite. Vanessa’s blood curled, "how dare you?” she snapped, “and to think, that I came here with the intentions of rewarding you for your help, you little piece of-" "Be careful vanessa." Isabella said coldly, making chills run down Vanessa's spine. "Damn you." Isabella didn't reply. She had had enough. She simply reached for her phone and requested for security to come to carry Vanessa out of her office. And out of her life. ~~~~~ Less than an half hour later, after Vanessa had been sent out of her office. She had nearly found her peace when the door to her office slammed open. "What the-" her words froze at her throat when she looked up to find him at her door. He was handsome, but his cold temperament made one cautious of him. He was dressed in a well-tailored couture suit, that perfectly exposed his slender, well-proportioned body. And he was angry. "Ronan?" Isabella heard herself say as she got up and went around her table to meet him. One looked into his eyes and had her stepping backward, but he took steps and was right in front of her in an instant. Dear God, she prayed. Who could have put this man in such an awful state? But before she could so much as ask him, her arm was clutched by him, and she stiffened in his hold. For three years they had been married, but he never touched her. Not when they were in private, and especially not when they were in the public. He barely so much as spoke to her. And so, for this reason, no one knew that she was his wife. No one knew that Isabella Sullivan was Ronan Patterson’s wife. But now he held her. He was angry and held her, and only heaven knew what he meant to do to her.Isabella spoke with a small voice that made Ronan think she wasn't sure about what she said. Not when she looked like she was going to cry. But even with his fears about her doubts, he found that those were the most beautiful words he had heard in a very long time.She was willing to try again.Pushing his fears to the side, his excitement bubbled up and he pulled Isabella into an embrace, held her close, his arms wrapped around her, and he buried his face in the neck, taking in the smell of her with wild pleasure, "thank you, Bella. Thank you so much. I promise you won't regret this." he said and pulled away so he could look at her, his face bright with smiles. The smile on his face had Isabella's heart softening and she smiled back at him in return,"You look like Noah when he gets his way." it was said harmlessly but it only made Ronan sad. He thought of Noah and all of the years he had missed by not being there for Isabella the way he should have been. And he felt as though he was
In spite of her irritation, Isabella still smiled, "You knew, Ronan, I really think it might help for you to see a psychiatrist. Just to get your neurological faculty checked." she said and shook her head, "You're losing it."Rona didn't say anything but simply frowned at her. He didn't understand where she'd developed such a foul mouth from.But whatever Ronan thought about her, was simply the least of her problems. She lazily stood from her place on his legs and reaching into her pocket, she dug out car keys and dropped them on the table, " I believe those are yours. Now nothing of yours is in my possession. You can stop now, constantly making a big deal out of those relationships. There isn't so much between n us to be honest. "Ronan watched her, his hands folded on his desk, his lips pursed, his eyes watching her like a hawk.So then, she hadn't come to coax him, but make things better, but rather to set boundaries and all but irritate him all the more.Well, he had news for her"
His closeness made it hard for her to concentrate. But she fought off the urge to be oppressed by him in any way. That behavior belonged to another time, another place, to a person she no longer accepted to be.She set the magazine in her lap and slowly rose her head to meet his gaze."Can I help you, Ronan? Ever heard of personal space?" Isabella asked with a wide smile.Ronan did his best to fight off his growing temper. For close to two weeks! He hadn't seen her for close to two weeks, and she had the audacity to act like everything was okay.Damn her!It didn't matter how much distance and time spanned between them. The woman could be so irritatingly indifferent. And it made him so angry.But underneath all that anger, was hurt and a loneliness. The heartbreaking truth was that she didn't care as much as he wanted her to.She smiled faintly when he didn't respond and dropped her head once more into the magazine and shrugged, "If you don't want me here, that's okay. I only came bec
Isabella shook her head, "you know if Ronan is so unhappy, he is more than welcome to end this contract. I will not be manipulated or bribed. But…" she said, and finally took the keys. Even she had to admit that it was one hell of a ride. She snorted and walked to the car, and Finn followed her,"you're the only one that can calm him down." Finn wanted to say but held his tongue. He wasn't about to make things worse for himself.Isabella sighed and ran a hand down the car, "In the end, it's a lot of wealth the Pattersons have, hmm!"Finn fought the urge to cry, "And if you don't receive the boss, it is my money that'll be flushed down the toilet. My salary and bonuses."Isabella rose a brow at Finn, is it that bad then? Are you indeed, that very much miserable, Finbarr?"Finn nodded sober, "It's getting out of hand. Even if I were to for felt the bonuses, and God knows I don't want to, what about my salary, what do I do if he deducts it? I still have a wife and children to feed. If my
He strengthened the hold he had on her, so that worry turned into fear. Staring into the depths of his eyes she struggled against his hold,"Let me go, Ronan. You're hurting me." she watched the emotions play in his eyes but couldn't quite put words to what she actually saw in his eyes,Remorse? Co
Not everyone was aware that the handsome and noble young Ronan Patterson was married, and what was more? had a child.At least, not until one winter morning, he cornered her, with reporters all around them.His woman, he thought. The woman who had taken his child away from him,“Alas, I've found yo
Isabella had to force herself to breathe.Breathe. She told herself.You can't break down here. You cannot fall apart.She had, in truth, never actually met the woman of which Ronan spoke. But like an ever-present body, the woman was there, between them, a constant nuisance in their marriage. And s
Isabella couldn't even find the right words to respond to her with. She was tired and truly on the verge of being very pissed. Not paying attention to Isabella's brewing mood, August looked out the glass doors of the hotel until she noticed a black Ferrari.Three years ago, when she first met Isabe












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