BeatrixWITH so much going on in the past few days and what Byron has done, I don’t know how else I’m going to act that I can still stand on my own. I was so stressed with things and I couldn’t control my emotions that even if Rayton wasn’t doing anything wrong, I bent my anger to him.I felt even more guilty because of his response, he did not show any anger and he is more patient now toward me. Maybe he felt sorry for what had happened, this is the most I don’t want to happen, the pity of other people. I can’t accept if Rayton sees me like that.After what I did to him, I would be just weak in front of him, eventually, the leadership of the pack would not be mine either. Even though, I am still dominant it cannot be changed that I am a woman there is nothing I can do against Alpha males.“If you don't have anything to tell me, you can leave now. You don't have to watch me all day like a sweet lover, I don’t need your pity if you’re just doing all this because of what you’ve witness
BeatrixHE didn’t force me to speak or answer his confession, He just stay in the room and sat quietly next to me. Whatever I tried to suppress the sounds of my sobbing I could not do, I was too overwhelmed and shocked at the words he said to me.I didn't expect this to happen, at first, I tried to stop myself from liking him forever because I was the only one who would be hurt in the future. But I can't deny that I also once dreamed that this would happen.Say, who doesn’t want to be loved? Anyone would want to be loved by the person they love… And that counts me as one of them.“Did you calm down now? You are crying for almost an hour now and I’m worried.” Rayton caresses my hair gently, a sample gesture of a caring man to his lover. “Do you want me to give you some water?”“Yes, please,” I whispered and sit up, I can feel the puffiness of my eyes.He immediately fetched water and helped me to drink it, “look at yourself, this is not the Bea I know. You should hurry and come out, ev
BeatrixA few days passed and my heat finally subsided, Rayton did nothing but take care of me for the past few days, even though he had been also busy taking care of our upcoming official wedding ceremony. The awkwardness between the two of us has gradually disappeared, we have also become more open to each other and we can laugh at simple stories whenever the two of us are together.We become more than a mate to each other, as time goes on, I look for his presence next to me every day, less than a few hours without him I am bored, and I let myself be attached to him more than I expected. And every time I'm with him I feel weird feelings but I don't hate it at all.Ever since his confession, I can finally laugh sincerely and become more relaxed because I know, I have someone now on my side.“Bea… Bea!” I turned to the owner of the hand waving in front of me, Rayton who frowned and seemed confused looking at me. “I've been calling you over and over before but you don't answer or look
BeatrixRayton said nothing, he just smiled at me as if to say he was just by my side no matter what happened. From the time we left the room until we started walking toward the dining hall, he did not let go of my hand. But I’m content with that, and at least now I don’t really feel like I’m alone anymore. I have a partner in every problem that comes my way.With every step, I took I heard the sound of my shoes on the floor, quite refreshing since I stayed in the bedroom for a few days. There were also only a few servants there and most of them were those close to Alpha Gregor, which is not surprising. If we talk about what happened and what Byron did to me, only those he can trust should hear so as not to tarnish his name with others.“Are you okay? Are you sure you can bear to see Byron's face? We can postpone it first, I'll just talk to Alpha Gregor that you can't leave the room or your heat cycle isn't over yet. "Rayton said worriedly, his grip on my hand tightened. he was even m
RaytonI don’t understand how Alpha Gregor could tolerate letting his son do that kind of thing, I understand that they are a family full of Alphas, but shouldn't they be good influences to other wolves? When I heard the words, he said to Bea I couldn't stop the anger that quickly flowed through my veins.“Pardon me, Alpha Gregor. Your son almost raped my mate, did you hear the word you were saying, or did you even think that would be okay?” I say while clenching my teeth and trying to suppress my anger.Forget? He just wants Bea to forget everything because they are siblings, they are hardly blood relatives! Knowing the real story behind this family, I can’t afford to turn my back on what Byron did to Bea.I heard a snort from Byron, “what right do you have to intervene in their conversation, low-rank Alpha? Do you think you have a right to the south because you are her mate?” He pointed his finger at Bea as if she were just a servant. “She can do anything to keep her throne as the c
ByronI still feel the pain from the wound on the side of my lips because of my fight with Beltran the other day, I didn't expect him to react so strongly because of what I did but I also can't blame him because he doesn't want to ruin the image of our family.But what happened to me and my father was the most unexpected of all, I never thought he would be able to hurt me in front of others. I feel like my whole being has been trampled on in front of Beatrix and her low-ranked Alpha.It's like when we were kids, I always hid behind Beltran so I wouldn't be scolded whenever I did something bad. Beltran always shares the punishments that should have been mine alone, he proved to be a brother to me, he became my friend, my protector, my guardian, and it should be our Father’s duty.But even so, he did not complain or resent me. He never tired of scolding and correcting me for all the wrong things I was doing, which until now he was still able to block himself just to save me from our fat
BEATRIXI don't understand if the weather is hot or cold, sweat keeps coming out of my forehead but the coldness of my hand makes me want to laugh at myself, I don't know why I'm nervous about what he will tell me. I said I would let him explain but can I really believe what he says and just forget what I heard from Byron?Did he feel the same way when he found out about me using him? The feeling of being betrayed and used? I'm not sure if what Byron said was true, and I don't know if Rayton has the reason why he said something like that.I know for myself that I should not think this way, Rayton is different. The man in front of me is pure and lovely, he will never use someone for his sake. I should stop myself from overthinking without hearing his explanation yet my whole body shaking with the thought what if he meant his words that time?Too many ‘what ifs’ lingering in my head, but I can't bear to hear the answers to each of those what if's.The negative emotions I hardly tried to
Back to the third point of viewA few days after, no one tried to talk about what happened even those servants who were present at that time kept their mouths shut as if they were mute and deaf in favor of Beatrix and Byron. They don’t need to put an effort to stop any issue outside the family.Another thing is that the event for different packs where there will be a tournament will be held earlier than what Beatrix expected, this will happen before their wedding ceremony. Byron who still has bruises on his face did not dare to face all the representatives of different packs who had already gone to the south.Beatrix tried her best to accommodate everyone though, as expected, different wolves from different packs are still not favorable to her as the chief of the south. Some of them prefer Beltran rather than her to welcome them.In this situation, Beatrix felt more depressed. Rayton hasn’t talked to the woman ever since that day until now, which makes her mood even worst. She doesn’t