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When I woke up I felt heavy,..

I couldn't breath.I pushed my eyes open and a tear fell..,

something I got used to after years of passing out,I always wake up with a feeling of disappointment..

I don't know in what but it's always there...

and it's bugging me,I hate it..

I don't know why I always feel sad for waking up,

it's almost as if I don't want to wake up...

and it's true,I never want to wake up when I faint I always feel at peace that it scares me...

I sigh and I feel so bad

like someone is pushing my chest down, it hurts so much.

I gather all the strength in me and sit up.

I scan my surroundings and noticed I'm in my room

A smile crept up to my face,and I blush profusely at the thought that he carried me, to my room

I scanned the room to look for him but disappointment washes over me that he left.

I tried to get off the bed and I quickly got site of my favorite novel.

I picked it and smelled it.

it smelled just like him...

lime and...

honey..

creepy l know

' That bad honey '

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