Kyle was smiling at me when he saw me walking towards them.
The girl next to her is prettier than I imagined. She's wearing a simple pink top and jeans. Her shoulder length curly brown hair tied in half added to her mature aura. You can still appreciate her beauty because of her simplicity.
I felt a sudden pain in my heart again. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I shouldn't be feeling this way. I should be happy for him.
I tried my best to smile and tease him. "Is this Lily? Nice to meet you! I'm Emily."
I kissed her on the cheek as a greeting. She gave me a sweet smile as a response.
"Lily, this is my friend Emily Blair of the Nitori Clan." Kyle formally introduced me to her.
"My name is Liliana Garcia. You can call me Lily." She smiled at me again.
"So shall we go girls?" Kyle asked.
I walked directly to the passenger seat in front when I bumped into Lily. I was surprised. Our hands were both holding the car's door handle.
"Sorry. Old habit." I said laughing to hide my embarrassment.
Kyle chuckled and started the engine. I sat quietly at the back while Lily was chatting with Kyle. I didn't understand anything she said. Sometimes, I can see Kyle glancing at the rear view mirror but I can't look directly into his eyes.
When we arrived at Northbay City Mall, Xander was already waiting for us at the cinema lounge.
He walked towards me and kissed me on the cheek. Kyle introduced Lily to Xander.
"You're somehow different from the other day. You look great man!" Xander complimented Kyle.
"Thanks. It's because of Emily. She helped me to dress up today." He said.
"You really want to impress Lily that much?" Xander teased.
Kyle scratched his head while Lily blushed. I was just observing them and was quiet the whole time.
We watched a love story about two best friends who fell in love. They didn't end up together because the girl was married off to someone else by her family. It was a tragic love story and I was crying the whole time.
Xander was being a gentleman and gave me his handkerchief. He even gave me his jacket because I was cold. I didn't bother to look at Kyle and Lily, it'll only make my heart ache more.
After the movie, we decided to eat at a Japanese Restaurant. The food there is expensive and I sensed Kyle was restless. I secretly handed him the black card Luke gave me.
"So are you a couple?" Lily suddenly asked.
"Oh he's -"
"Soon to be." Xander cut me off and held my hand. I was surprised and looked at him. I didn't understand what he meant.
I looked at the people in front of us. Lily was smiling but I couldn't figure out Kyle's expression. Is he mad?
Our date went smoothly but I didn't talk much. I don't know why but I feel awkward.
At last, the day ended. We went to the parking lot so we could rest for the night.
"I'll take you home." Xander said. I was about to say that I'll go with Kyle since we lived at the same house when I saw Lily kiss him on the lips.
I felt like I was stabbed a hundred times. I wanted to cry. Why am I feeling like this? This is already what I expected. I know he might end up with Lily. Kyle was just a friend. I can't imagine our relationship beyond that.
Without a word, I went inside Xander's car.
"Are you okay? You've been quiet for a while." Xander asked.
"I'm fine. I'm just tired. Can you take me home?" I said.
He nodded and started the car.
All the way to Queen's, I rested my head and closed my eyes. My heart was broken, I wouldn't deny it anymore. For a short time, I fell in love with him. This wasn't my plan. All my life, I've set a specific standard for the man I will fall in love with. Kyle was the exact opposite. If we didn't help him to dress up, he's still the nerd old fashioned Kyle. He's poor and way out of our league. But I fell for him despite that.
I felt Xander's hand in mine. I was startled. I opened my eyes and realized Xander stopped on the side of the road.
I looked at him confused.
"You're in love with him right?" He asked.
I was surprised and for a moment, I was just looking at him. Then tears flowed from my eyes.
Xander let me cry and didn't say a word. I don't know how long I cried. He was my first love. And it turned out to be one-sided.
Fate was really cruel. Even if he was in love with me, my family wouldn't allow it.
The Nitori Clan follows traditions for generations. One of those is arranged marriage. They wouldn't allow the first born of the current generation to be married to a low class family. No one has ever broken the rules.
"Emily?" It was Xander's voice. He's worried, I know.
"I won't ask you if you don't want to talk about it. But if you want to cry, I'm here. You can call me anytime. I can help you forget." He said.
"I'm sorry Xander. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I didn't expect it either. It just happened. I'm sorry." I said in between sobs.
"Don't apologize. I understand. How about we go out again tomorrow? Just the two of us." He said, smiling at me.
"Wouldn't it look like I'm using you?" I asked.
He chuckled and pat my head. Somehow I felt at ease from his gesture. He's really a gentleman.
"Honestly, I like you. I want to know more about you, that's why I was planning to ask you out again. It's just that I didn't expect this to happen. But at least I know who I'm up against." He said.
I felt guilty but I needed a distraction. Xander offered to be one, so I agreed.
I went to the garden before going to my room to think. I already agreed to go out with Xander tomorrow. He offered to be a distraction for my broken heart. I went to where the tulips were. They’re my favorite flower because they fascinate me, not knowing how beautiful they will be when it blooms. It gives me a positive effect and my heart feels at ease whenever I see them. The smell of the different flowers in the garden made me feel happy for a moment, as I took a deep breath. "You're here. I was looking for you." I was startled when someone spoke. It was Kyle. Great! The one person I didn’t want to see today. I didn't want to look at him so I just kept on walking, but I can sense that he's following me. "Why did you go with Xander? And didn't even tell me. I went h
Few weeks have passed and I've never set foot in Queen's. The girls didn't ask me and I know they're just waiting for me to tell them what happened. I tried to keep myself busy by going out with Xander and my friends to forget about Kyle. Xander is so nice and has taken care of me ever since that day. He also didn't go out with another woman but me. He didn't ask further about Kyle. Months passed and somehow I feel like Xander is slowly having a soft spot in my heart. I still think about Kyle though and the times that we were together. It was just short but I don't know why I fell in love with him. Maybe they're right. You easily fall when you're young. Maybe because we were together almost everyday, and he was the first person who easily understood me. Xander is somehow different from him. He was serious a
I tensed. I felt my knees weaken. Why is he here? Did Xander invite him? I felt Xander squeezed my waist. I looked at him and he was smiling. As if he understands what I'm thinking. He then got closer to me and whispered in my ear. "Hey relax. Focus on me." He said. I felt his warm breath in my neck. It gave me chills. I nodded and smiled. I took my eyes away from him and just followed Xander as he guided me to our seat. Everyone was so happy and greeted us. Xander introduced me to his family as well as to his friends and business partners. Xander is the eldest son of the Remington. His family owned the largest convenience store chain worldwide named Remington's and various restaurants in the country.
"What?" I was dumbfounded from what he said. Did I hear him correctly? He's in love with me? Why would he tell it to me now? Is he trying to confuse my feelings? "Emily, I've been in love with you for a long time." He said it again. I frowned. My heart was beating so fast but my blood boils. "Why are you telling this to me now? A-Are you playing with me?" I asked, almost shouting. "No I wasn't. It's the truth." He said in a serious tone. "Don't you dare tell me that it's the truth. You have Lily. I saw you kissing after the date." "She kissed me. And yes, we're dating. But she knows I'm in love with someone else. She just didn't
Kyle was crying when he left me in the garden. When he turned his back and walked away from me, I wanted to chase him. But I know it would be harder and more painful to both of us if I did. I broke down crying. If only I have the courage to turn my back from my family. If only I wasn't the first born of the Nitori Clan. I could freely love him. I felt someone touched my shoulder. I thought Kyle came back but it was Alora and the girls. Peggy kneeled and hugged me. I cried and cried. I don't know how long but they let me cry and didn't say a word. I know they're waiting for me to tell them what happened. "It hurts so much. Why does it have to be like this? Why did it end like that? For once, I hated being a Nitori. If only my family would understand this pain. I have so many questions in my mind."
I stayed in my room for a couple of days and never went out. The maids will just bring me food from breakfast till dinner. I know Alora ordered them to take care of me. I decided not to leave Queen's even though Kyle lives here. The girls were trying to cheer me up, asking me to hang out with them but I'm not really in the mood. Xander was very understanding and gave me time to think about everything. He sends me messages everyday reminding me to eat properly, sleep early, he tells me that he misses me and he loves me. I was laying on the bed when someone knocked at the door. It was Alora. Somehow, I feel like she wanted to tell me something. She walked inside my room and I was just looking at her. She was like a queen when she entered, her usual cold aura added to h
I woke up from the sound of the alarm clock on the bedside table. I turned it off and saw it was 7 in the morning. Miriana, one of the servants, went in after a few knocks. She was holding my dress and my shoe. Today is our graduation. After this, we will be college students. "Is everyone downstairs already?" I asked, holding my head. She nodded. I had a few drinks last night with my staff to celebrate my company's anniversary. I went home late. Alora was sending me messages, reminding me not to get drunk and go home early. She was worse than my mother. I was still living here in Queen's. I have my own house like the others but for some reason it became our routine to sleep here everyday. Luke and Alora don't mind at all. Alora was still under psychotherapy and
I was in my room when Alora and the girls came in. "Are you okay?" Alora asked. "I'm fine. I was just surprised that I'll be working with both of them." I said. "I'm the one who asked Luke to give the project to you. Emily it wasn't my intention to mess up with you, I sincerely believe you are the best choice for this project." Alora said while she held my hand. "Thank you. I know that but I wasn't sure if I could face him now." "Are you still in love with him?" Peggy asked. "No. I don't have feelings for him anymore. It's just a bit awkward after what happened." I answered, looking at Peggy. "I think it's more awkward if you wo