I should have felt relieved. The moment the kidnapper let me go, I should have been desperate to get home, to escape the nightmare I had just endured. But there was no relief. Just a numb weight settling in my chest, like a heavy stone pressing down on me.
My wrists still ached from the ropes that had bound them hours ago. I rubbed at the raw skin absently, staring down at my hands. They trembled slightly, though I wasn’t sure if it was from fear, exhaustion, or something else entirely.
I glanced at the man in the driver’s seat. His face remained unreadable as he steered the van through the empty streets.
"You okay?" his voice cut through the silence.
I hesitated.
Was I?
I lifted my iPad, my fingers moving over the screen. I don't know.
He let out a quiet breath, his hands tightening around the wheel. "Yeah. Figured."
Silence stretched between us again, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. Just heavy.
I let my head rest against the window, watching as the buildings passed by. My home was coming closer, but instead of feeling safe, a sick feeling settled in my stomach.
I wasn’t walking into a warm embrace.
I wasn’t going to be met with concern or relief.
Louis wouldn’t even care.
For five years, I had lived in that house, and not once had it felt like home.
The van slowed, pulling up a few feet away from the massive gates. My chest tightened.
This was it.
"Here we are," the man said.
I hesitated, my fingers gripping my iPad just a little tighter.
I could still turn back. I could ask him to take me anywhere else.
But no.
I had to go in.
I swallowed hard and reached for the door handle.
Just as I stepped out, his voice stopped me.
“Remember,” he said, “you’re not just a victim anymore.”
I stiffened.
Not just a victim.
I turned slightly, looking at him over my shoulder, but he was already looking ahead, his focus no longer on me.
I didn’t say anything. I just closed the door behind me and started walking.
The gates loomed over me, tall and intimidating. I took a breath before pushing them open and stepping inside.
The mansion was just as I had left it. Immaculate. Cold. Lifeless.
I walked through the front doors, my footsteps soft against the marble floor.
And then—
I stopped.
A scent drifted through the air.
Something floral. Sweet. Overpowering.
Not mine.
My stomach twisted.
My feet moved before I could think, carrying me up the stairs. My heart thumped with every step, but my mind was eerily calm.
I already knew.
I knew what I was about to see.
And yet, when I reached the bedroom door, a small, foolish part of me still wished I was wrong.
I pushed the door open.
And there he was.
Louis.
Lying in our bed.
With her.
A woman I didn’t recognize, her bare shoulders peeking out from beneath the silk sheets, her body pressed against his.
I didn’t make a sound. I didn’t gasp or cry or scream.
I just stood there.
Watching.
Louis’s arm was draped lazily over her waist, his face turned toward the ceiling, his expression utterly relaxed. He hadn’t even noticed me yet.
How fitting.
Even when I was standing right in front of him, he still didn’t see me.
The woman stirred first. She shifted slightly, her fingers brushing against his chest before her eyes fluttered open.
And then she saw me.
Her body tensed immediately, her eyes widening. "Oh my God."
Louis frowned at her reaction before finally turning his head. His gaze met mine.
For a brief second, confusion flickered in his expression.
Then it was gone, replaced by irritation.
“Evelyn?” His voice was rough from sleep. “Where the hell have you been?”
My fingers curled around my iPad.
That’s what he wanted to know?
Not if I was okay. Not why I had been gone for hours.
Just where.
Something inside me snapped.
I lifted my iPad and typed. You didn’t care when I was gone. Why do you care now?
Louis's jaw clenched. His body shifted, and he sat up, pulling the sheets over himself as if that would make any of this better.
"I asked you a question," he said, his voice sharper now.
I held his gaze, my hands steady as I typed my response.
And I asked you one, too.
Silence.
The woman beside him looked between us, clearly uncomfortable. “Um… I should go,” she muttered, gathering the sheets around herself as she slid off the bed.
Louis didn’t acknowledge her.
His focus was entirely on me now.
For the first time in years, I had his full attention.
But it was too late.
I wasn’t the same woman who had walked out of this house hours ago.
I wasn’t the same woman who had spent five years waiting for him to notice her.
I had changed.
And he had no idea what was coming.
"Are you okay?" he asked, his gaze locked onto mine.
The concern in his voice only made my blood boil. Why did he care now?
I turned to leave, but before I could take a step, his hand wrapped around my wrist, stopping me.
"Are you sure you're okay?" he pressed, his grip firm but not painful.
I exhaled sharply, yanking my iPad from my bag. My fingers flew across the screen.
I'm fine. I just went out to meet my new boyfriend.
I turned the screen toward him, watching his expression shift—first confusion, then disbelief, and finally, anger. His jaw clenched, his eyes darkening.
For the first time in years, I felt a twisted sense of satisfaction. So this is what it feels like? To watch him suffer the way I did?
The thought startled me. Where had that even come from?
His voice dropped, barely above a whisper. "What?" He took a step closer. "You have a boyfriend?"
I met his gaze head-on and typed again.
Yes. And I had the best night with him last night.
The words barely left the screen before his entire body tensed. His nostrils flared, rage flickering across his face like a spark ready to ignite.
Before I could react, his hand shot out, grabbing my arm and shoving me against the wall. My breath hitched as my back hit the hard surface.
"How dare you?" His voice was low, shaking with fury. "You're mine. Only mine."
Then, without warning, he leaned in, forcing a kiss on me.
Louis’s POVShe didn’t say a word.Just stared at me, her eyes frozen wide. I couldn’t read her face. Couldn’t tell if it was shock or heartbreak or something in between. My heart pounded so loudly in my chest I was sure she could hear it.I waited.Waited for her expression to crack. For her to speak. For anything.But she just blinked, slow and heavy, as if the weight of everything had finally caught up to her.“I signed the papers,” I said again, softer this time, like maybe she hadn’t heard me right the first time. “Like you wanted.”My throat tightened, and I had to clench my jaw to stop the words from trembling. I didn’t want to sound broken. But I was.She still didn’t speak. Her fingers fidgeted on the sheets, twisting the fabric like it was the only thing grounding her. Her lips parted slightly, then pressed back together. Her eyes, red-rimmed and tired, locked onto mine, searching for something.What, I didn’t know.Forgiveness? Closure? Or maybe one last reason to stay.I
Evelyn’s POV“No, no, no… this can’t be real… Mom…” I wept.My body collapsed beneath the weight of the truth. The cold, sterile floor caught me as I broke, knees slamming down, arms wrapped around myself like I was trying to hold all my pieces together. My cries echoed off the morgue walls, raw, desperate, and endless.Then I felt it.Arms, strong and familiar, wrapped around me. Louis.He dropped to the floor without hesitation, gathering me into him like I was a fragile bird with broken wings. His chest rose and fell unevenly, his voice trembling as he whispered, “I’m here. Evelyn, I’m right here. I’ve got you.”I clutched at his shirt, burying my face into the fabric, sobbing so violently I could hardly breathe. “She’s gone… Louis, she’s really gone.”“I know, I know,” he murmured, pressing his cheek to the top of my head. “I’m so sorry.”We stayed like that, just us, huddled on a cold linoleum floor while the world around us froze in time. The officer in the room respectfully tur
Evelyn's POVI got up abruptly, my chair scraping against the tiled floor with a sharp screech. The sound pierced the air like my own awkwardness. I couldn’t stand being so close to him anymore, not with my heart pounding like this, not with the weight of his gaze still on me.I needed space.I needed to breathe.So, without saying a word, I turned away and walked toward the kitchen, anywhere that would place a wall between me and Louis. My steps were quick but uneven. My palms felt clammy. My skin too warm. I tried to focus on anything else, the counter, the shine of the faucet, the sunlight on the floor, but all I could feel was his eyes following me.Then I heard his footsteps. Steady. Approaching.“Evelyn…” his voice came gently from behind me.Before I could turn fully, I felt it, his hand, firm but careful, resting on my shoulder. It grounded me and rattled me all at once.I froze.Completely.My spine stiffened. My breath hitched. I stared blankly at the sink in front of me, af
Evelyn’s POV I didn’t know why I was feeling this way for him.This way I didn’t want to feel.Not for Louis.Not for the man who made me question everything. Not for the man who cheated on me constantly. There's no way I still saw and liked him. I must be crazy to be feeling this way.My hands trembled as I sat there in his bed, his oversized shirt draped over my body like a soft, heavy reminder. It was way too big, falling halfway down my thighs, swallowing my frame completely. The cotton clung lightly to my skin, warm and freshly laundered, like him.And God help me… I kind of liked how it felt.I stared down at the fabric, pulling the collar gently up to my nose.His scent was still there.Clean. Masculine. Faintly spicy, like cedarwood and something else I couldn’t name. The kind of smell that made your stomach flutter even though your mind screamed at you to stop.I sat frozen on the bed, the silence around me buzzing with thoughts I couldn’t contain.This wasn’t my room.I was
Evelyn's POVI shoved him hard.“What the hell are you doing?” My voice cracked with fury, the words flying out before I could stop them. “What the heck do you think you’re doing?”Louis looked stunned for half a second. His lips were parted, his chest heaving from the kiss, or maybe from the shock of my reaction. He tried to rise, one hand braced behind him like he was going to stand, but instead, he grabbed my wrist again and pulled me back.And before I could stop it, my lips were on his again.Not softly. Not romantically.Just chaos.My eyes flung open, and I froze in horror. His lips were on mine, again, just because I’d lost my balance and fallen back onto him. Again.My heart slammed against my ribs like it was trying to claw its way out. I scrambled, trying to get off him, humiliation and heat crawling up my neck. “Get off—get away—” I pushed his chest, but he didn’t budge.Instead, he laughed.Laughed.His whole face lit up, like something beautiful had just happened. Like t
Evelyn's POVI had told him I wanted a divorce. The words were sharp, deliberate, final. I watched them cut through the air and land between us like a shattered glass bottle, dangerous, irreversible.But the next thing he said?“I’ll go with you to the station.”And just like that, the air tightened again. My breath caught in my chest. I stared at him, stunned.Who the hell says that?Why didn’t he say, “I understand”? Why didn’t he say, “I’ll give you space,” or even just nod and walk away? Why couldn’t he accept it—that I didn’t want him anymore? That I needed out?Why does this man keep inserting himself into chapters I no longer want him to be part of?I don't want him. I don’t want us. Not the memories, not the guilt, not the weight of his presence that feels more like a chain than a connection.Why can’t he just see it?Why can’t he let me go?He stood there, like a shadow I couldn’t escape, eyes wide, brows furrowed. There was disbelief in his expression, like I had just spoken