تسجيل الدخول**********Tessa*******Another week alone making what my new life had thrown to me or the new terror I now face.Since I turned my back on my mother had been pure torture on its own.Firstly my mom turned down the payment for my apartment and since I hadn’t lived to three months they were able to refund her and given a 24 hours evict notice.That was the first time I realised the kind of mess that I had just gotten myself in.Isabel asked me to live with her till I was comfortable leaving and even though Killian had made it his life mission to text me every fucking minute of his life, I still couldn’t let it go.A part of me thinks it’s his fault but another part of me feels like I have done absolutely something right.After a week I have realized that my mother didn’t want to see me anymore and I have totally made my peace with that.Isabella and I took the last classes for the day as we walked out of the building again.Isabella had been blabing about the party she was
The world of the mafia *****killian ******Rico was seated in the midst of the table when we arrived.From the tight securities to the flashy cars and back to the people sitting down there was the least thing my eyes caught.My eyes met the man sitting at the tight side of the table. His potbelly overshadowed his whole physique and the greed was so evident in his eyes.My eyes traveled to the man in a dark suit on black glasses. I knew who he was, it was Arda Viktor , the same man that ran the Russian mafias.It was said that his father was the leader and somehow when he died he was made the leader instead of his elder brother who had become his obvious rival but for some obvious reasons he didn't seem to mind about who hated him ,I could tell his basking in the tales of his triumphs.There were two other men who sat by the left and for the first time when they looked at me there was this contemplation in their eyes that I should have known but why would I ? And then my eyes l
*******Killian***** I don’t know exactly what’s wrong with me and I don’t know how long I was going to keep up with all this.Zade stood by the window, he had this look on his face and with Luca behind him glaring out, I knew exactly what was going on.The walks have ears, they say and now we have decided to be calm.It’s been a whole fucking week since the whole incident that happened at home, from Nicolas finding out anoky us to Tessa telling her mom off just to stay with me.Honestly I know she’s hurting and the last thing I wanted was to see her hurt in that manner of which I cannot control.Zade and Luca are so pissed at me in a way I had never seen them be at all and they said I shouldn’t have gotten get into this in the first place.Staring at it all over feels like a damn dream that’s turning into reality.The same I felt when I left that miserable house and the rage and anger I had for my dad was just enough to turn my face on them.I didn’t wait for Tessa tha
*******Tessa*******My mom stood right in front of me, the rage and anger in her eyes was different from every other one that I have seen before, I could tell how mad she was.The silence in the room was totally caused by my atrocities and for the first time I wished I had never let my feelings get in the way of things.Isabell's grip on my arms is the only thing that brings me back to reality and I know that both her and my step dad are looking at me.Tessa, she whispered my name barely enough for anyone to hear as she stared at me.Tell me all of this is some kind of sick joke and you’re just joking , don’t tell me Nicolas is saying the truth.I tried to say something, maybe defend myself but when I opened my mouth the only thing that came out was muffled and a low groan. My mother looked like she could smack my brains out in an instant and Nicolas looked like he had just worn a trophy.“Tessa, we need to leave” Isabel whispers as her grips on me tightened even mo
********Tessa******** I stared at my phone for the 100th time as the caller kept calling over and over again. My eyes caught the familiar pair of brown wheels that I had seen the first time that I found this coffee book reading shop.All my life and living with my step dad this has been one of my favorite spot considering the fact that I loved reading whenever I felt bored at home and broken I always come here and what hurts most is the fact that Nicolas was the person who brought me here before I turned 13 because he saw how much I loved reading.Everything about this place reminded me of him, the stupid messy face he would make whenever I asked him to pick me.I had betrayed him ,he was hurt and broken comfort but yet I was still amongst the person that broke his heart .After Nicolas left ,I didn’t wait for Killian to comfort me. I walked away and somehow he let me go with interrupting as if he knew exactly what I needed.I met Abigail, the daughter of the owner of
****** Tessa******* Nicolas looked like he would pass out, the look on his face haunted me and even as I tried to act strong my heart was breaking.The only thing I had wrapped around myself was his t shirt on the table as I ran after him, there was no fucking way I was letting him go out in anger.“Nic , nic please just listen please I beg you in whatever we have, please I planned to tell you after the wedding” I cried desperately as I grabbed his arms but my touch on him was faced with a hard impact as he swung my hands away and turned to stare at me.For the first time, this wasn’t the Nicolas that smiled at me or made me feel comfortable or the Nicolas who would do everything for me, this time he looked like a different person and there were marks of tears sticking at the corner of his eyes.“Please, I beg of you, please”“You lied to me” you fucking lied to me Tessa, you looked me straight in the eyes and showed me how dumb I was. I didn’t mean to, I didn’t know how to







