ログイン********Tessa***********Three nights in a row that was exactly the number of nights that I had to stay all alone without him.Isabella wouldn’t stop saying that she knew he would be here soon but I knew Killian too well. If he wanted to speak with me he would be in this room now and that only meant that he didn’t want to speak to me and he was still mad at me.Isabelle had classes and yet again I was left all alone in this house but the only difference was me getting ready for some stupid hearing that I didn’t want to listen to in the first place.The lawyer had called in last night and even though he had sent me couples of messages over the days , I still didn’t want to go but somehow I was dressing up and going to the same place I should never go to.Since I had left my car at Killians I took a cab to the location that the man had given to me.The first thing I noticed was the residential roads that followed. I did need someone to tell me what I knew, he was rich so right
*******Tessa******The morning sunlight was just enough to break the billions of thoughts I have going through my head all in one second.Every single sound of a vehicle I heard was just enough to get me off the edge and each time I looked out the window hoping that it wouldn't be another random person passing but him.Isabella penthouse was that fair into the city but it was placed in a perfect view, a few other students stay around and those were people whose parents could afford it.I knew her parents were fucking billionaires and each time I had spoken to her mom I desperately wanted to meet her, she seems so sweet from the way she talk to me. I could tell that she liked me. I looked at my phone for the 100th time staring at the text messages that I had sent but none of them had been replied to I had tried to reach out to Killian but it seems he wouldn’t speak to me.There was so much that I wanted to say, so much anger inside of me. I hated the fact that I haven’t b
******Tessa*****Killian's face held so much anger that I couldn’t even explain.I was the one that got slapped, the one that got into a fight with her stepfamily but Killian was so pissed.“ Are you going to speak to me or keep that long face till we get home?” I asked him.The car stopped at the side of highways and before I could even tell what was happening Killian was getting out of his car, it didn’t take long before the other side was pulled open.“Get off”I looked at him unable to be believe that he was saying that to me, he had done that when we first started living together and I only excused that behavior because I thought we didn’t really have that kind of relationship but there’s no fucking way in hell that I’m going to let him do that to me.Tessa, don’t fucking make me repeat myself.You’re acting like a fucking child now.Killian ran his hands across his hair almost in disbelief that I would say that . “ for fuck sake Tess, I’m the child, I’m the one acting lik
******Tessa*********The voice of the priest filled the whole graveyard as he said some words over the body.My eyes fell on the woman I had seen the other time, clutched tightly to the hands of two other girls and a boy.They had this striking resemblance to me and I didn’t need anyone to tell me they were step siblings .I watched them take their stand to take one last look at the body before the casket was lowered.It was a good thing no one asked me to take a look because I didn’t care but somehow I was standing there watching it all unfold.After about a depressing hour, the body was finally laid to the ground and I stood up just about to take my leave.I didn’t know what I was doing here in the first place but somehow I wanted to be here.I could vividly remember the day I went to find him in his office and he told me he wanted nothing to do with me and even lied to his wife about my identity.I still cannot process the look on the woman’s face when she sees me. The hatr
******Tessa******Sunlight shined directly into the room and my eyes opened almost immediately.The little groan tore out of my mouth as I tried to get used to whatever that was going on in that moment.The voices in my head was enough to make a man go crazy.The moment my eyes opened the first thing it fell on was the silhouette of a man sitting on a goddamn chair.The familiar dark hair fell across the face mixed with the sticking tattoos that moved dangerous close to his neck.My eyes were just in time to catch the bastard because when our eyes, I saw the way Killian looked away in defeat.For a moment I only stared at him with my blurred vision and he didn’t make a move to even come close to me, his eyes had this longing in them that almost made me helpless but yet I just couldn’t feel it.When I finally found my voice I straightened myself up as I stared at the man in front of me with the duvet hanging low below my waist.I could noticed a little cut on the left corn
Tessa I started at Luca watching him like this was some sort of movie, I just didn’t get it.My heart still ached from all the stuffs that I had to do yesterday and you can imagine my shock when I woke up to meet an empty bed and walking to the living room just to meet his best friend was sitting here going download on one fucking glass of wine.The eye bag he got from staying up all night was so fucking obvious but yet I could tell that this man have no intentions of going to sleep anytime soon.Luca ran his hand across his hair for the third time before glumping down a glass of wine.I didn’t say anything, I only walked casually to the kitchen to get myself a glass. Where is he? Luca raised up his head and then stared at me as if I haven’t asked the most common questions.“ I know you don’t want to hear this but trust me if he wanted to tell you about whatever he had going on in this moment he would.Luca , my voice rang across the room making him stop talking as his whole f
I walked in the heavy rain that fell, drenched and soaked from head to toe.But even the rain couldn’t wash away the pain I felt in my heart.Every step and every moment that passed by kept me in a state of denial.My father's words had pierced into my soul in ways that I could never imagine ever.
~~~~~~~ Killian~~~~~~I watched her stare at me as the nervous look pulled up to her face.The way she swallowed nothing down her throat and the way she tried to look at my eyes. Her face was red and the embarrassment was eating deep into her.Somehow I found myself texting her and seeing her c
~~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~~~My mom stood outside the mansion waiting as we drove in.Her both hands were on her waist and the hard glare I got from her wasn’t what I expected, I knew I was in a deep mess.Killian lets out a deep breath as he moves back and then turns to look at me before staring back at
~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~~Nic looked at me for a moment before he let out a deep sigh and then pulled me up to stand with him.I say nothing as I watched him curious to hear the words that he had to say.Nic looked at me again as he used his hands to slide down his hair. “You spent the night in Killian y







