LOGINAs the painful memories of his past resurfaced, Lucien’s brows slowly furrowed. His eyes darkened with mixed emotions, regret, love, and quiet pain.
He still could not understand it. He had always been a strong swimmer. So why, at that moment, had he been unable to move? Back then, it had felt as if his entire body had been paralyzed. He could only watch himself sink, helpless, as the cold water dragged him deeper into darkness. That pond… It had not been natural. It was an artificial one, built on Syran’s request. Syran loved feeding fish and taking walks by the water, so he had ordered the servants to construct a large, deep pond within the palace grounds. And, as always, the Queen Mother had agreed without hesitation. Lucien’s thoughts grew heavier. Was his death connected to Syran? Or was there someone else behind it? Across the room, Lyra watched him carefully. His expression had changed. There was something bitter and troubled in his eyes. For a brief moment, her gaze flickered, but she quickly masked it with her usual cold indifference. Still, something about the way he looked at her made her uneasy. When Lucien finally turned his head and looked directly at her, she forced herself to remain calm. She had been waiting for him to react. To shout. To argue. To lose his temper like he always did. But instead, he spoke calmly. “We are married, right?” he said quietly. “Even if you don’t love me, you should have some conscience. I just woke up from a coma. I don’t remember anything, not even my own name, and the first thing you ask for is a divorce?” He paused briefly, then continued. “If you want a divorce, fine. I will give it to you. But I have a condition.” Lyra narrowed her eyes slightly, trying to understand what was going on. Before she could respond, her assistant, Ruth, stepped closer and quietly explained the situation to her. At Lyra’s instruction, Ruth had already spoken to the doctor and confirmed his condition. Lyra had been in the middle of an important meeting when she received the call that Lucien had woken up. She had left immediately and come straight to the hospital. Now, hearing everything, she looked at him again, her expression unreadable. Was he pretending? Or had he really lost his memory? She studied his face carefully, trying to find a clue. Their marriage had never been built on love. Her grandfather had made it a condition. If she wanted to become CEO, she had to marry him. So she did. At first, she thought things might improve with time. But his possessive nature only pushed her away. They argued constantly. She began spending more time at work just to avoid him. In return, he grew suspicious. At times, he even complained to her grandfather, accusing her of cheating. That only made things worse. By the end, she had grown so distant that even his suicide attempt felt like nothing more than another act. Her expression turned cold again. “Condition?” she repeated. She let out a short, mocking laugh. “Now you’re talking some sense. I was wondering how someone like you could even mention conscience.” She crossed her arms. “So tell me, how much money do you want? I’ll give it to you. After all, money and status are the only things you care about. Love? Conscience? Don’t joke with me.” Lucien met her gaze without flinching. His dark brown eyes were steady. “I will divorce you,” he said calmly, “but only after my memory returns.” He held her gaze as he continued. “Right now, I don’t remember anything. You could make me accept things I never did, and I would be at a disadvantage.” He paused, then added, “Give it six months. If my memory does not return by then and you still want a divorce, I will agree to it without asking for anything in return.” Silence filled the room. But inside, Lucien was already regretting his words. He was not even the real owner of this body. What if the memories never came back? If he walked away with nothing, how would he survive in this world? Still, he could not take back his words. His pride would not allow it. He steadied himself and looked at her with quiet confidence. Lyra studied him, confusion flashing across her eyes. Did he lose his memory… or his mind? Was he acting? Or was this real? No matter what, he was still her husband, at least in name. And despite everything, she was not completely heartless. Giving him time was not unreasonable. After a long pause, she raised an eyebrow, a hint of amusement appearing as she noticed the calm confidence in his expression. “Deal,” she said.Lucien felt too drained to move.He lay back on the bed and closed his eyes again.Sleep came quickly.He did not know if it was the medication or the weight in his chest, but he had no strength to wake up.The whole afternoon passed like that.David came to call him for lunch, knocking several times, but Lucien did not respond.He heard him.He just chose not to move.His chest felt hollow.There was no appetite, no desire to see anyone.Only the memories kept repeating, over and over again.When he finally woke up in the evening, he lay still, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes.A knock sounded at the door.“Master, it’s already six,” David’s voice came from outside. “You haven’t eaten anything. Please come downstairs.”“You’re still weak. You need food, and you need to take your medicine. If the mistress finds out, she will scold us. Please come out.”Lucien stayed silent for a moment.Then his stomach growled.Loudly.Only then did he realize he had not eaten since morning.Th
In the room, Lucien lay asleep, but his rest was far from peaceful.His brows were tightly furrowed, deep lines forming on his forehead. His hands trembled slightly, and his lips quivered as if holding back something heavy.Sweat gathered on his skin, and his breathing turned uneven.He was dreaming.No, reliving.In his nightmare, he stood in the middle of the palace hall, on his knees, his body pressed against the cold floor.“I didn’t do it,” he kept saying. “I didn’t do anything wrong.”But no one listened.He looked around.Every face was filled with disgust.Judgment.Cold indifference.Then his eyes landed on Syran.Standing to the side, watching.Smiling.A quiet, cruel smile that no one else seemed to notice.But Lucien saw it.He remembered it clearly.That same expression, the one Syran wore when everything was falling apart for him.When his life was being destroyed.Then Lucien turned his gaze to the one person he wanted to believe him.Anna.But what he saw made his ches
After they stepped out of the shop, Lucien gently removed her hand from his arm and moved a step away from her.Lyra’s expression immediately turned cold.Lucien did not notice. His attention was already elsewhere as he looked around the mall, taking in everything with quiet fascination.Once they left the mall, Lyra decided to send him home first before heading to the office.She had already texted her assistant, Ruth, to postpone all meetings until the afternoon.At the office, Ruth was busy preparing for a meeting with the heads of departments, arranging files and reports neatly on her desk when her phone chimed.She picked it up and read the message.“Postpone all meetings to the afternoon.”That was all.Her hand froze.She stared at the screen in disbelief.“What made her come late today?” she murmured.Lyra never came late. She worked nonstop and often stayed back long after everyone else had left.Because of her, Ruth rarely got to leave on time.Now this?A slow smile spread
Lyra picked out several sets of plain clothes for him, along with flat, comfortable shoes and sneakers after noticing how uncomfortable he had been in the boots.She did not like his previous style at all, so everything she chose reflected her own taste, simple, clean, and refined.Lucien nodded slightly as he looked at the clothes.He approved.At least these were wearable.There were a few men in the shop, regular customers from the same social circle.They were used to seeing all kinds of people here.Men who relied on their looks to spend wealthy women’s money.Men who got dragged out and beaten by angry husbands after using someone else’s card.It was all common.And it always turned into gossip.Now, their attention was on Lucien.He did not look like someone from a powerful background, and the way he observed the clothes with quiet curiosity only made it worse in their eyes.At the same time, they could not ignore the woman beside him.Beautiful, composed, clearly wealthy.Jeal
When Lyra was waiting in the living room, Lucien finally came downstairs.He was wearing a light blue shirt paired with black jeans and white boots.It had taken him a long time to find something like this in the wardrobe.The outfit was simple, but on him, it looked striking.His black hair framed his face, and his skin seemed to glow naturally. Without any effort, he looked like someone straight out of a fashion magazine.He was tall, well built, and perfectly proportioned. When he smiled, faint dimples appeared, softening his sharp features.For a moment, Lyra was caught off guard.She was not used to seeing him like this.Before, he always dressed in flashy, exaggerated styles, even at home. But now, dressed simply, he looked calmer, more refined.Her eyes stayed on him as he walked down.Meanwhile, Lucien was struggling.The boots felt stiff and uncomfortable.How did he even walk in these?He had wanted something simple, but this was the best he could find.He had practiced walk
The next day, Lucien woke up early, as he was used to the strict routine of the palace.He shifted slightly and glanced at the clock beside his bed.It was only four in the morning.He turned over, trying to go back to sleep, but no matter how much he tried, sleep did not come.After an hour of restlessness, he gave up and got out of bed.He went to the bathroom, washed his face, and brushed his teeth. When he looked into the mirror, he paused.His hair was black, but not like before. It had soft curls.His skin was fair, but it lacked the clear, polished look he once had.He studied himself for a moment, then stepped out.As soon as he opened the door to leave his room, the door opposite his opened as well.He paused, slightly startled.Lyra stepped out.She was dressed in a black T-shirt and sports trousers. Her hair was messy, yet it somehow made her look more attractive.She looked at him in surprise.It was only five thirty in the morning.He used to sleep until the afternoon.He







