My room remained exactly the same as when I left it seven years ago.
I smiled at the thought of sleeping in my warm cosy bed again.I dumped my suitcase on the floor, stripping my clothes before making my way to the bathroom.After a relaxing hot shower, I dried myself with a towel before rummaging through my clothes and taking out an oversized shirt and leggings.They are comfy and would definitely allow me to take a good nap.I collapsed on my bed, loving the all familiar lavender scented covers.Alex POVI have been on edge ever since I realised that she will be coming home. Although I am the one who pleaded with her father to ask her back to the pack.I am not sure whether I am ready to face her. I Know that I am excited to see her, but a part of me is actually anxious.Seven years ago, I brutally sent her away from the pack. I didn't hate her, quite the opposite, I could not seem to be able to stop myself from claiming her as my own.Tessa is a Silver wolf who and her shifting surprised us. She shifted early, something that's unheard of among werewolves. Usually, one shifts at the age of eighteen when they are ready to meet their mates.That's not the only surprising thing, her wolf was silver coloured. There is a legend associated with silver wolves. It's said that they are a miracle from the moon Goddess. They have special abilities like possessing magic or being healers.I had Just shifted when her intoxicating scent hit me before my wolf, Ryker howled in my mind, identifying her as our Mate.The shock and the disbelief made me start avoiding her until my father noticed it.I did not hide the truth from him and it's then we pleaded with her father to send her away. I was afraid I won't be able to stop myself from claiming our mate who was by then thirteen years old. She was barely a child.It did not help that after her shifting, rogues started being spotted around our pack.Her father expressed the concern that they must have sensed the power from her.I have been peering through the window to see if my mate has already arrived." Will you stop that? We will know when she arrives. Father will definitely tell us." My beta, Leo said for the hundredth time.Leo is my mate's brother and my Beta. I took over the Alpha position from my father at the age of nineteen. That was a few months after my mate left." I want to be the first person to see her when she arrives." I grumbled.He has his mate beside him so he would never understand my predicament." Then why don't you just go and wait for her at the entrance? I am sure you will be the first she sees then." Leo challenged. I could tell he was enjoying my situation." I can't do that. She hates me." I replied, defeated.Tessa hates me for what I did to her years ago. She had confessed her Love for me but I turned her down. The moon Goddess knows how I was dying to pull her into my arms that day and tell her that I like her too. But I could not do that.After she left, she blocked me on all social media accounts. She hated me and didn't want anything to do with me.Over the years, she never asked anything about me. Everytime she talked with her family,I would be anxious to know whether she asked about me. She never did and that made me conclude that she really hated me.I could not blame her because I behaved like an asshole to her.It hurts everytime I think that my mate doesn't want anything to do with me. Leo doesn't stop to remind me that it's all my fault.The only person who gives me hope is my mate's father. He tells me that Tessa will never forget about me.I stalk her on social media through Leo's phone, wanting to see how much my mate has grown.I made sure to like her pictures until I liked one of her pictures and that made her block Leo too.She looked sexy in a shirt dress exposing her milky thighs and long legs and I couldn't help myself." I Know you are an asshole but Tessa will not hate you for rejecting her. She is open-minded and too sweet to bear grudges for so long." Leo said, a smirk on his face.Looking at him, you could not tell exactly whether he was consoling me or making fun of me."If so then why did she block you?" I shot back." Blocked you? Why would your sister block you Leo?" Susan, Leo's mate asked, confusion evident on her face." That's because that asshole liked one of my sister's pictures that I would not like as her brother." Leo accused." I don't understand though. You like her so why didn't you go see her and confess about your mating bond? Why should you suffer?" Susan asked.I was in no mood to explain anything to her so I let Leo give her the answer.I could see the two of them arguing through the mindlink. I wanted nothing to do with their argument so I shifted my attention back to the window.I could never understand a lover's quarrels, I have never had one because I have been waiting for my mate to grow.I watched as the cab pulled a few metres from the house before a man stepped out and retrieved something from the boot.The passenger door pulled open and out stepped her, my mate in all glory.My wolf howled, demanding we go to mate but I held myself back." Don't even think about going there Alex. She's tired and needs to sleep." Leo's voice boomed behind me making me turn to look at them. They stood behind me, Leo and his mate." I can't wait to meet her." Sarah said cheerfully and I fought the urge to growl at her.Tessa POVI woke up later to the sound of my door being knocked." I know you are tired but don't keep us waiting , baby." My father's voice sounded from the door clearing all the sleep off my head." Coming." I said, jumping to my feet before walking to the dressing table to comb my hair.I am no fool. I know what Dad means by us. There's no way in hell it's just him and Leo and probably Leo's mate. That asshole had to be there.I brushed my hair quickly, packing it into a ponytail before picking my lipgloss to smear at my lips.Sasha chose that moment to snicker at me." Look who is eager to please someone." Her mocking voice sounded in my mind, halting my hands that were ready to apply some lipgloss on my lips." Bitch," I cursed, slamming the item on the table before walking away.I had taken a bath and changed out of my jeans before donning comfy pants and an oversized shirt.I made my ways l downstairs, my heart racing in my ribcage.For seven years, I had avoided looking at his
Alex POV" What the fuck Alex? What do you do to her?" My best friend yelled, looking at me with anger." I think I messed up." I whispered.Leo punched the wall in my office, leaving a dent." Calm down Leo. Your anger won't solve anything here." Susan, Leo's mate said softly hugging him.It was at that moment I wished I had the same thing with Tessa. I was jealous of my best friend's relationship with his mate.Maybe I should not have kissed her at all.She obviously liked it because she kissed me back so what the hell went wrong.The hate and disgust I saw in her eyes haunted me even now." Will you tell us what exactly happened between the two of you?" Susan asked, turning to look at me.I narrated what happened between Tessa and I and the look they both gave me confirmed that I was screwed." You really are stupid." Susan commented. Her words did not anger me. I felt stupid." I just wanted to see if she feels the same." I defended myself even when I knew that I was just making e
Tessa POVThe door to my door was knocked." Leave me alone." I shouted.Why won't that scumbag leave me alone?I was angry at him but more than anything, I was angry at myself.I allowed him to kiss me and the worst part is I liked his kisses and I even kissed him back.Thinking about it makes my blood boil in anger." Tessa dear, it's me Susan." Susan's voice sounded from outside the door.I dragged my body from the floor, wiping my tears away before opening the door.I forced a smile on my face making Susan chuckle." Oh dear, wipe that off, it's too fake and ugly." She commented, making me chuckle.One thing about Leo's mate is that she's fucking honest and blatant, but I guess I like it that way.I hate pretentious bitches a lot." Ain't you one?" Sasha remarked and I said nothing; maybe she was right." Come in." I side stepped, allowing Susan to step into the room.I went to sit on the couch after she settled down." I guess you already have an inkling why I am here?" She asked
Alex's POV"What the hell!" I shouted as I couldn't control myself when I saw her kiss another man. Ryker was screaming in my mind wanting to be let out. He couldn't understand how our mate had let someone else kiss her, neither could I. After she and Susan got into Susan's car, Leo and I followed them. I wasn't worried because I knew we would be there to take care of them but what I had not banked on was Tessa getting all cozy with a stranger. He came smiling to her and she didn't even talk much to him. She smiled at him and they left to the washrooms and from the way she was smiling at him, I knew shit was about to go down. And I wasn't wrong. There she was. My Tessa was in another man's embrace and they were eating each other's mouths like there was no tomorrow.When they heard my scream, they stopped kissing and Tessa snaked her hands on his waist. The sight alone was enough to have my heart clench painfully and blood boil. It was like she couldn't care less about how I was
7. Tessa's POVWas I happy? No. Did it make me feel better? No. Did I enjoy it? Hell yeah! To be frank, I didn't like hurting Alex. But you have to understand me. For seven years, I have been trying to avoid him and now he thinks I will just smile at him and pretend that all was okay?Hell no. I even wonder why he isn't married yet. Hasn't he found his mate after all those years? How old is he? Twenty three? Twenty four. Yeah, twenty four. Shouldn't he have found a mate already? My brother is his age mate and is expecting his first child. Why hasn't Alex found his? Or didn't he like her and let her down how he did with me? Anyway, it has been two days since that night at the club. I just wanted to have a good time and me and good time means making out with a nice man or a cute girl. When that man came towards me and smiled at me, I knew that I had hit a jackpot that night. I was enjoying myself when I felt Alex bellow. I am not sure whether it was anger or jealousy or even h
8. Tessa's POVFinally, dad came through. My shop is ready and I went there and I don't even know what to say. It's so big and beautiful. Everything is as I specified in my plans and I am good now. I don't know how to explain this. Cosmetology and dermatology come naturally to me. When I see someone, I do not even need to test their skin type or the type of acne one has or anything like that. I can tell by just a look.I have been able to come up with my own formulas for some skin types and the pilot studies were superb.I have been selling them from home and those were some of the money I gave dad and he gave me a little to add to that and that's how I got the capital. Opening this shop will help me reach a bigger clientele and even if I were to get married to another girl, I will be able to provide for us and take care of her. Yes, that's me. Sometimes I wish that the goddess would mate me to a girl. I have a secretary called Monet and she is the cutest. I liked her the first
Alex's POVI am an alpha but I think I will be dead soon. Not due to old age or sickness or even abstract. No. The sole reason for my death will be Teresia Black.I love her. I want her. Ryker is demanding we tell her the truth but how do I get to her. She has made it very clear that she doesn't want me. She would rather have other people. Right now she is dating that human girl. She even kissed her before me. Every kiss felt like a laceration to my heart. Tessa is killing me. I am in my office in our pack working. Everyday, I have to deal with a myriad of things concerning the well being of the pack, attend meetings and all.Nowadays, since Tessa returned and doesn't want anything to do with me, I have put even more work on me. It is only when I am working that I don't seem to think about her. But any other time, she is occupying my mind. I wish I hadn't kissed her that first day she returned because that's what had been occupying me. The kiss was... what can I say? It was h
Alex's POVI can't believe it! She had a boyfriend and asked him to follow her here? In my park of all places! I want to break something. I wonder how Nate's bones will feel under my arms as I break them to pieces. "You okay mate?" Leo asked. He could tell that I was fuming. He knew me so well. "I want to kill someone. I want to..." I couldn't continue. I threw a fist on a nearby tree and it creaked as it formed a crack from where I had hit and the crack ran all the way up to where the branches started growing down to the place where the stem met with the earth. That's how angry I was. "I know mate. I know. Let's wait and see Tessa's explanation. But I agree with dad. You have to tell her. I have a feeling that she still loves you and she is doing all this to spite you and to show you that she has moved on but I don't think she has. Right now she thinks the worst about you. Tell her the truth and see what's going to happen. You have nothing to lose by telling her anyway... b