Mag-log inThe night air was heavy with heat, yet my body shivered.
“Come with me,” he said, his voice low, bringing a promise I couldn’t name. Every urge screamed to walk away, but my legs failed me. I followed him up a narrow staircase that led to a rooftop pool, hidden above the chaos of the city. The city of Los Angeles stretched before me, glittering, living. It mocked the silence I carried inside. I said in a whisper, "Why here?" He said, "Because freedom tastes different at night." "You look like you haven't had it in years," he said. My throat got tight. I hid my face because I was worried that he would see too much. The rooftop was empty, and the water was shining a soft blue light. He threw his jacket away, rolled up his sleeves, and leaned against the edge as if he owned the place. He joked, "Calm down." "This wasn't meant to drown you," she said. I almost laughed, but the sound stopped in the middle. “That’s not funny.” He studied me, his face softening. “You’re right. Forgive me. I forget what it’s like… to be touched only by fear.” The words pierced me. “How could you know that?” “Because I lived it,” he said simply. Silence pushed around us. I walked to the pool’s edge, looking at the glowing water. My image rippled, broken, like the woman I had become. He moved closer, his presence wrapping around me. “Tell me what you’re thinking.” I shook my head. “No one wants to hear my thoughts.” “I do.” Something inside me cracked. My voice shook. “I feel… dead. Like every breath is stolen. Like every day, I wear a mask that’s killing me.” His jaw stiffened, his hands curling at his sides. “Then take it off. At least for tonight.” My chest ached. “I don’t know how anymore.” He reached for me, fingers brushing my face with respect I hadn’t felt in years. “Let me remind you.” The world blurred. His lips touched mine, soft at first, then deeper, hungry. My heart thudded fiercely, and for the first time, I felt alive. The kiss turned into fire, into surrender, into something that swallowed every scar inside me. His hands slid down my arms, pulling me against him, grounding me in a reality I had long forgotten. I gasped against his mouth. “This is wrong.” “Then let it be wrong,” he whispered, his face pressed to mine. “For one night, choose yourself.” The rooftop disappeared. There was only heat, water lapping as we fell into the pool fully dressed, laughter and gasps echoing against the night. The coolness of the water clashed with the fire of his touch, and I clung to him as though dying, as though he was the only air left to breathe. He kissed me like he had been hungry, like he had been waiting his whole life. And I kissed him back, spilling every secret ache, every broken dream, every scream I had buried in silence. When we broke apart, breathless, I whispered, “I don’t even know your name.” His eyes glimmered with something unreadable. “Maybe that’s better.” Later, as the city hummed beneath us, I lay in his arms on a beach chair, wrapped in his warmth. For once, I wasn’t Mrs. Charles Donovan. I wasn’t a prisoner in a golden cage. I was just a woman. He drew circles on my hand. “What are you afraid of most?” I swallowed hard. “That I’ll never escape. That I’ll die for his wife and never… myself.” He looked at me then, something dark and fierce in his eyes. “You will escape. Even if you don’t know it yet.” The confidence in his tone scared me, but it also wrapped around me like a tether. The horizon changed. Dawn was coming. The spell was breaking. I sat up suddenly, fear rushing in. “I can’t” He caught my hand. “Stay.” I shook my head, tears burning my eyes. “If I stay, I’ll want more. And I can’t want more.” His fingers tightened around mine. “You already do.” I tore my hand free, standing shakily. My clothes stuck damp to my skin. My voice barely carried. “Forget me.” He rose slowly, water dripping from his shirt, his eyes locked on mine. “I couldn’t, even if I tried.” I turned away before the sob escaped, before the truth in his look trapped me completely. As I slipped down the stairs, the sun bleeding into the sky, I whispered into the dawn, “Forget me.” But deep down, as the city woke below, I knew the stranger on the rooftop pool would haunt me forever. And worse something told me this was not the last time our worlds would meet.My mother was supposed to be dead. That was the truth I had lived with. That was the lie I had buried. That was the pain I had already lost. But now she was on my phone screen. Bound. Bruised. Breathing. Alive. My hand shook as I stared at the picture. My mind refused to accept it. My heart refused to let go of it. Every part of me felt like it was breaking and healing at the same time. “She’s real,” I whispered. “She’s not a memory. She’s not a ghost. She’s alive.” Nathaniel leaned closer, his jaw tight. “And she’s in danger.” “No,” I said, and my voice cracked. “She’s always been in danger. That’s what this is. That’s what all of it is.” He looked at me carefully now, as if I might break apart if he spoke too loudly. “Ava, listen to me. We need to slow this down and think. Charles is playing a game. This is a trap.” “It’s always a trap,” I snapped, then relaxed when I saw his face. “But I can’t ignore her. Not again. Not after hearing her voice.” He said my name softl
My heart knew before my mind did. Something inside me had already started to remember. Before the pictures came. Before the names formed. Before the truth dared to breathe. My heart was ahead of everything. I stood there, still holding the phone in my hand. The screen was dark now, but the message burned in my mind. That voice. That familiar breath between each word. That voice that I hadn’t heard in years, but somehow had never forgotten. “It can’t be you…” My lips shook. “It can’t be.” Nathaniel was standing in front of me. I could see the tightness in his jaw. His eyes were searching mine, like he was trying to hold me here, in the present, before I slipped too far into the past. “You heard it too,” I whispered. “Didn’t you?” His voice came out low. Careful. “I heard a woman’s voice. I didn’t want to assume anything.” A sharp laugh left me. Bitter. Shaking. “I don’t want to assume either. But my heart… it already knows.” I closed my eyes and suddenly, the memory hit.
The sound never came. I expected the gun to go off. I expected the sharp crack, the fall of a body, the sudden end of breath. But the sound never came. There was only a click. A cruel, empty click. And then quiet. Thick. Heavy. Impossible to breathe through. My grip tightened around his wrist. I did not think so. I did not plan. My body moved before my mind could catch up. Rage took control. Not the kind that destroys without thought. This was focused. Sharp. Cold. The kind that decides when to end something instead of when to explode. “You don’t get to touch her again,” I said through tight teeth. Charles fought, but the weakness in his hand revealed him. The gun slipped from his fingers. It hit the floor with a small, ugly sound. I almost wished it had fired. Almost wished it had ended him. But Ava’s voice echoed inside me. If you do, you become him. I would not become him. Behind Ava, another figure held a weapon at her head. I felt it without having to see it. A quiet
My hands would not stop shaking. The sound of my own breathing was too loud. It filled my ears. It filled my chest. The gun was still pointed at me. Steady. Cold. Certain. His finger wrapped around the trigger, ready, waiting, like it had all the time in the world. Nathaniel was on the ground beside me, blood spreading slowly across his sleeve. His jaw was tight. Pain lived in his eyes, but it did not break him. He did not beg. He did not look away. He looked at Charles with the kind of anger that burns without fire, the kind that never dies. Charles was breathing hard. Too hard. His chest rose and fell like he was fighting against something inside him. Madness. Fear. Maybe regret. But his eyes did not soften. “You should have stayed quiet,” he said. “You both should have listened.” I swallowed, but my throat was dry. My voice came out softer than I expected. “You don’t have to do this.” A pause. “You always say that,” he responded. “People say it right before they lose e
They kept asking the same question, and each time, it hurt more. “Do you understand why you’re here?” “Yes,” I said for the third time. “I understand.” “Then tell us again. In your own words.” My hands were cold. Not from fear. From memory. From the memory of everything that had just happened. “You want me to say that I planned it. That I wanted payback. That I went there to kill him.” I took a slow breath. “But that is not the truth.” “Then tell the truth,” the voice answered. “The truth is… he didn’t leave me a choice.” Silence followed. I swallowed hard. “He cornered me. He had Isabella. He told me lies. He pushed me until I could not breathe. I did not pull that trigger with power. I pulled it with survival.” A moment passed. “And Nathaniel?” “He tried to stop it from happening,” I whispered. “Even when he wanted it to end too.” They let me repeat the story. Again. And again. And again. I spoke of fear. I spoke of manipulation. I spoke of what it is like to be cha
I didn’t scream. I just moved. I don’t remember thinking. I remember breathing once. Then I remember my finger tightening. A shaking finger. A tired finger. A frightened finger. The sound was sharp. Final. Too loud to be real. Charles jerked backward. Shock filled his eyes. Not fear. No regret. Only surprise. “You…” he whispered. “You really did it.” He staggered. Time slowed again. Again. Then he went down. Silence crashed over everything. My hands stayed raised. The gun weighed more than it should. My entire body shook. My ears rang. My heart beat so loud I thought it would burst. “Drop it,” Nathaniel said softly from behind me. “Ava… it’s over. Drop the gun.” I turned to him slowly, like I was afraid of my own hands. I watched the weapon fall to the floor. “I shot him,” I mumbled. “I… I really shot him.” “You saved yourself,” he said. “You saved us.” “But I could’ve chosen something else,” I said, my voice breaking. “I could have tried to talk. I could have let him







