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I clinked the bottom of my glass against the table. I sniffed through my nostrils with tears dried on my cheeks. The club lights strobed and the music thundered in my chest. "You know you should put yourself out there" Evelyn's voice pressed against my ears as she reached for yet another shot glass, handing me another. She was already drunk I could tell. "I'd rather not" I ran my hands through my hair, yelling over the loud music. She looked around the room and her eyes landed on a tall, good-looking man leaning against the wall. His eyes were bright beneath the lights like an eagle in search of prey. I gulped down the glass of tequila, squeezing my eyes shut. I could feel myself getting drunk too. I needed it after the day I had just had. But the thing about alcohol highs is that soon come the lows. "What are we doing here, Evelyn?" And I mean very soon. My best friend turned to me. "What are we doing in Seattle's biggest club?!" She exclaimed. "Because I want you to find someone Hazel. Screw that asshole Elijah. Clearly he never deserved you." She added. In that moment, my eyes fell to the wedding ring still around my finger and a sigh escaped my lips. "Tonight we're going to have fun." Evelyn roped my hands, pulling me to the dance floor. She glided her shoulders, moving her head left and right. Her tinted blonde hair danced to the music. "I have to be up early tomorrow if I'm going to make my flight" I pressed into her. Evelyn shrugged her shoulders like she heard what I said. "You're still serious about leaving Seattle?" She looked up to me. "Of course" I nodded. "I have an aunt I could stay with in Chicago for now. Anywhere but here, Eve. I'd hate to be in the one place that reminded me of the worst day of my life" I added. Evelyn finally stopped dancing, and the realization only just now sank in. "You're really leaving," She mouthed, her voice inaudible. I nodded. She squeezed my hands softly. "Like I said, fuck Elijah!" She screamed. "He isn't worth it. If this is your last night in Seattle then I might as well make it your best one ever!" Evelyn cheered. She turned me around and pressed her lips against my ears. "As they said, the best way to get over a man is to get under another." I trailed her eyes to that same man in the corner of the room. For a second, I was sure our eyes met. "Evelyn," I grunted. "Hold on. I need to use the bathroom" She suddenly said and we drew towards the bar before she took off to the restroom. It didn't take a minute until I felt someone creep up on me from behind. He took the empty seat right next to me and his words, deep and decadent sent a chill down my spine. "Hey," Was all he said. I immediately turned around to the sexiest man I had ever laid eyes on. I choked on my drink, and he handed me a napkin. "What is wrong?" He asked. I wondered if he could see my flustered face in the dark room just like I could barely see his. The light cascading over him only accentuated his features. Tall dark curls that fell messily over his forehead. A jaw that looked sculpted on purpose, and eyes—God—eyes like he'd been waiting to lock onto hers all night. Features you would know no doubt belonged to a beautiful man. He leaned back in the chair and his tight black t-shirt raised to reveal his muscled torso, glistening in the light. "My eyes are up here," He teased, a chuckle escaping his lips. I cleared my throat the moment his hand touched my thighs. He compelled me to look at him. "So what's your story?" He was quite intrigued. He was also a stranger, one I was sure I wouldn't ever meet again. "You know I was supposed to get married today," I said to him. Why don't I tell him the whole truth then? "Today?" He was shocked, contemplating heavily whether or not to proceed with congratulations. "Supposed to?" He then sufficed. "I found out he was cheating so," I shrugged my shoulders, downing another shot of tequila. I could see him lean forward. "I'm so sorry," His voice went low and his gaze burned into the side of my face. I didn't budge, not when he inched closer. Finally, I brought myself to look at him. Our gazes locked and immediately I felt the rush of butterflies in my stomach. My chest started to burn. "It could be the alcohol," I told myself. Or maybe it was the fact that this man, this stranger was now inches away from my face. Close enough that I could feel his heated breath from his next words. "Such a shame," "Who would ever cheat on such a beautiful woman?" He said. The corner of his mouth lifted—dangerous, soft, inviting. My pulse stumbled and I could feel my face grow hot. The tempo of the music drowned my heartbeat. I didn't know him. I wasn't even supposed to be here. But I felt pulled to this stranger, like his presence rearranged the gravity in the room. He reached out, letting his fingers brush my hair lightly. It was then that I sat up, allowing myself one bad decision after everything that happened. At least someone wanted me. And this man, whoever he was one hundred did. "Fuck it" I crashed my drunken lips into his. The kiss landed slow, deliberate—his lips soft at first, testing, tasting before he pulled me even closer to him. I exhaled into it, wrapping my arms around him. His mouth was warm against mine, his thumb stroking my jaw. The careful pressure at first and then the growing urgency. This was the best kiss I had ever had. I pulled away and I immediately realized that. A beat passed and then another. The music was pounding, bodies moving all around us. It felt like the two of us were in a still pocket of air, everything slowed down. "Dance with me?" She broke the silence, his fingers intertwining mine. I didn't answer. I just took his hands. He pulled me into the crowd, our bodies finding rhythm almost instantly. My back to his chest and his hands firm around my waist. Even our breaths were syncing like we already knew each other. Then I saw Evelyn standing at a distance from me. Like a proud mother, she smiled in the arms of a man too. I turned around to him. We kissed yet again and it was like the first time. "Come with me," He finally said. I pushed a hard lump down my throat as he whisked me from the dancefloor and down the stairs. We walked into the suite. His, from the looks of it. I wasn't uneasy actually in that moment, I realized Evelyn might have been right. I needed to put myself out there, even if it was just for tonight. So I walked into the room and he closed the door behind me. Morning came fast and I was wrapped in velvety silk sheets and with the weight of a stranger's arm wrapped around me. I sighed, it felt like forks bashing against my temple. I got out of bed, looking back at his face buried into his pillow so I could still see only half of it. However, he did have this large tattoo across his back. Of a phoenix. "Shit!" I scanned the room hurriedly for my clothes. I would hate for him to wake you up right now. Last night was a dream, the best I had ever had. It was a shame I was never going to see him again. I put on my clothes and silently made my way through the door. Luckily, Evelyn was already waiting for me by the bar. "Look who it is!" She could barely contain her excitement as she embraced me. "We both scored tonight" She said in my ears and I looked at the bartender with whom she was just now flirting. "We need to go" I said, rolling my eyes to the back. I pulled her out of the club by her hands. "He was hot, Hazel. Like really hot" Evelyn said. Of course he was. "We are never speaking of tonight again" I hushed her, scrambling for my plane tickets. I looked at my watch, and we still had about an hour before my flight. I had just one suitcase, which I was able to pack in the back of her car. "Now, drive me to the airport." I said to her. Evelyn climbed into the car and it wasn't long until we reached the Seattle airport. It was when we got there that Evelyn fought back her tears. "How long?" Her voice broke. "How long will you be gone for?" I didn't know. I shook my head and she embraced me again. Tighter this time, and for longer. "I'm going to miss you, Hazel." "I love you" Tears filled my eyes. "So so much and I'm going to miss hanging out with you." We bade our goodbyes and soon I was sitting on the plane, looking outside the window. I was a little nervous but I still heaved a deep breath, one that held a thousand possibilities. I couldn't believe how my life had changed in twenty-four hours. Here I was, headed to Geneva. I needed a new beginning. A fresh start. My eyes fell to my finger again and this time, I wasn't with my wedding ring. I immediately shot my eyes open, realizing I had left it in that stranger's suite. I couldn't turn around. Besides, what use was keeping it going to be? Three weeks in Geneva, I couldn't stop thinking about the ring and about that night with the stranger. Each passing day, I grew sicker. Nausea and I had barely even had any appetite. Her aunt Agnes had to take me to the hospital and we found ourselves at a clinic soon enough. I was seated behind the doctor's desk as he walked back into the room, my test results in his hands. "You're pregnant, Hazel." His words choked my throat as I looked back at him. "What?!"DONNA."Donna Bennett."A hoarse voice called over the phone I placed against my ear. Slouched against a cabin light-shed, I lifted my feet to the wooden portico before taking a breath. "Yes, Tyrique it's me," I muttered. "And I’m alone." As if knowing his next question, I added and his voice was followed by a bereaved breath. Tyrique was many things to me, he was my insider from the District Attorney's office and he was also the lawyer who found a way to free Elijah.He was also the one who lent me this desolate cabin in the center of a desert that wasn't really anywhere on the map. And he usually called from time to time when there was something to worry about, so when I picked up this call, I already knew his next words."I'm afraid I have bad news." He said. I lit up a cigarette between my lips before blowing it out. "What is it?” I cleared my throat. "I just got a call from the Seattle Penitentiary where your daughter is being held." He said and I froze. I hadn’t heard about L
HAZEL"Say something," My mother whispered.Her shrill voice pierced the silence between us as I just sat there, taking it all in before shaking my head in disbelief. "Hazel." She stood to walk across the room to me but I pulled away from Beth."I don't..." I stuttered."I don't know what to say. I don't know what to feel." My eyes watered as they locked with hers. "I'm shocked and I guess I'm a little disappointed—""I know you're angry too and you have every right to be." Beth said and a hard lump slipped down my throat. "I'm not angry, Mum but I’m hurt. I'm hurt and I'm terrified. I can't believe you're here.""I can't believe you've been here all this time.""Hazel." The tears stung the back of her throat where her words emerged from and we both stood apart from each other like strangers. "I'm here now." She stretched her hands."Why!""Why now did you decide that it was time—was it because of Agnes?" I asked. "Or was it the article that showed I bore your grandkids for a billiona
NICHOLAS.PRESENT DAY."150 million dollars!"I swept my hand through my hair as I retired behind my desk. My advisor, Harry was speechless and so was I for the first few seconds."Where the fuck am I going to get that amount of money?" I asked."Even the inheritance doesn’t cover it—this means we have to hold off on any plans we have for this building and the future of Pearsons," I added and he heaved a deep sigh. "It's going to require more than that, Nicholas." He said "150 million dollars means we might have to sell the company." His words rammed through my chest like a sword and I arose from the chair. "That's not an option, Harry." I clenched my jaw.I grabbed his jacket, sliding my arms through the sleeves before facing him squarely. "I might have to remind you that we don't have many options." Harry muttered. A hard lump slipped down my throat."I'll find someone I can talk to.""Buy us some time, I mean I could get across to them—" "Get across to the mob?" He interrupted m
ELIZABETH. STILL THIRTY YEARS AGO.The night was long.So long that when Agnes opened her eyes, she realized it was just a little past midnight. She turned to her side to find me holding onto my child. I pressed her against my chest and placed soft, gentle kisses all over Hazel's face. When she looked at me, she chuckled.And I did too because I don't think I'd ever been as happy as I was in that moment."I thought you were sleeping." I said from across the room and Agnes stood up from the bed. "Actually, I was hoping that you were not." I added and a crinkle appeared between her eyes. "What happened?" Agnes could tell that something was off. I heaved a deep breath and looked at my daughter in my hands, her face was pale red and she was asleep. She'd been asleep for the last few hours yet wrapped in a blanket.Peaceful.Not a lot of them were."I think I know what I want to do." I then lifted her gaze back to Agnes as she sat into the bed. "But first, I need you to promise me that y
ELIZABETH.THIRTY YEARS AGO."You have brought nothing but shame to this family!"Dean was outraged as his eyes wandered over me. I stood in the far left corner of the living room with my hands held tightly together and my chin facing the ground. There were shrill murmurs that echoed in the household and Agnes was the first to step forward."That's enough." She pulled my hands but Dean struck her away. "You stay out of this, unless you want to be sent packing as well." He threw her a death glare and she let go of me as I sobbed. My hands slid over my bulging stomach as I avoided his terrorizing eyes. Dean inched closer and grazed my chin with his cold, callous fingers. "You are carrying a child for a man who's yet to be married—a man who you knew was engaged. Now, what is society going to say about you?" He questioned."What are they going to say about us?" He gritted his teeth, turning my face harshly away. "Dean!" My mother called his name with a scared expression across her face.
ELIZABETH.THIRTY YEARS AGO."I met someone."Agnes arose to lean against my bed. I grabbed a fistful of the duvet in my hands as my eyes met my sister's. I twirled my hair and my cheeks had gone red just thinking of Harold. He was perfect and unlike anyone I had ever been with."I left you for one night," Agnes rolled her eyes and we shared a chuckle. I stood up from my own bed, sauntering right into Agnes’s own and tucking myself beneath the sheets. "He's gorgeous, he's funny and sweet. He’s gentle and when we kissed, it was the first time I felt these butterflies.""Like the ones in the books." I gleamed and by the way she looked at me, Agnes could tell I was already gone. That I was completely swooned by this man I had only just met. My descriptions weren't bad, in fact they were nearly perfect but Agnes had a crinkle come between a cautious gaze."What is it?" I tugged on her arm."I just want you to be careful, you know." She whispered but I blew raspberry while rolling my eyes
HAZEL. Evelyn had downed her hundredth glass of champagne that night. We sat around the table, she was dressed in a strident silver gown accessorized with a lavender scarf. I put on the same colors, the theme for tonight but with a lavender gown instead and silver heels. Playing behind was an orc
HAZEL. The winds rushed through my hair as I made my way down the arrival unit. I stared up at the large sign. Welcome to Seattle. The familiar scent of my hometown hit me in the face and my heart sank to my stomach. Not a lot of things had changed since I was here, six years ago. I clutched the
HAZEL. Six years had passed since I last saw Evelyn and we were still as close as ever. She was running a bar back in Seattle while I owned a very successful bakery here in Chicago. Life was good turning twenty-nine with two six-year-olds. We had moved into a much larger house, with a stable incom
HAZEL. "Is it Elijah's baby?" There wasn't a single thought or question that didn't pass through that hadn't passed through my mind. I was just twenty-two, already with a failed marriage and now a fatherless child. "Are you certain the doctor tested well?" Evelyn asked. I held the phone against m







