LOGINHAZEL.
Six years had passed since I last saw Evelyn and we were still as close as ever. She was running a bar back in Seattle while I owned a very successful bakery here in Chicago. Life was good turning twenty-nine with two six-year-olds. We had moved into a much larger house, with a stable income and most importantly, peace of mind. But it wasn't always like that. At least not for the months that followed the birth of the twins. That was the hardest year of my life. I had to take on multiple jobs while trying to take care of my children who by the way hated to be quiet. Luckily, Agnes was there for the most part. I don't know what I would've done without her. She helped with the little she could. I started HazelNutz after two years in Chicago, a startup bakery that was barely thriving for a while. But I had a vision, it was more than making ends meet, being a baker was something I wanted to do ever since I was a little girl. Business was slow at first on this side of the town, Geneva wasn't the busiest of places here in Chicago but that all changed with the Annual Baking Fair where I won top prize. Live-streamed to millions of people around the world, it really put us on the map. In no time, I had hotels chasing after me. One went as far as to offer me a store in New York City but I always said. "I can't leave my twins." So I stayed. I chose to. The offers died down a month later but the customers never did. HazelNutz was always filled and I was always just constantly expanding. Finally, it felt like my dream was a success. I was doing exactly what I loved and I was good at it. A smile curled to my lips as I closed our door that evening, flipping the closed sign to face outside. A breath of relief escaped my lips. We had just closed for the day. "Sorry," I gestured to the man on a bike outside my windows. "We're closed for the day" He face frowned with disappointment as he wheeled away. I crept up to the counter, on which was a clear plaque engraved with my name. Hazel Bennett. Baker Of The Year. That was four years ago. Four years since my life changed. Winning the championship was how I secured my second job—delivering cupcakes every day to a big chain of hotels here in Chicago. So once I was done here, I usually tossed off my apron, grabbed my keys and was soon headed out. It wasn't that far of a distance to their headquarters half an hour away. I parked my car in the driveway and made my way up the steps with the cakes in my hand. "Shit" I cussed, trying to get there just in time for the dinner buffet. I brushed through the kitchen and arranged the cakes on the table. I was just in time but Richie, didn't seem so pleased. I turned to the restaurant manager. He folded his arms across his chest with a half-hearted smirk. "My bad Richie, I was caught up in work" I apologized, walking towards him. "What do we have here today?" He gazed at the cakes. "The usual," I gestured. "I know you love your red velvet and then I still have some chocolate in the car if you want." "Go. Go!" Richie exclaimed. "Go get it. The doors open in five." I rushed through the doors and down to the car, getting the rest of the cakes as quickly as I could. I locked the doors and was soon up the stairs but as soon as I turned into the kitchen, a man charged in my direction. I crashed into him and the cakes fell to the ground. "Fuck!" I exclaimed, looking at the mess that was my shoes. I crouched towards the floor, realizing there was nothing to savor. "Are you blind?" I stood up, placing a strand of hair behind my ears. I was furious. "You ruined it. Everything is ruined!" I gritted my teeth. "Watch where you're going!" It wasn't the man who said but one of the guards around him. "You watch where you're going!" I snapped back at him. The man was pulled back and I was faced with his guards. "Watch your mouth, young woman" He clamored. I wasn't one to shy away from intimidation. "You watch your manners!" I might have been barely five foot five but my voice was loud enough. "It's okay," The man finally gave in, walking through his security. He had his phone in his hands which he was very clearly so engrossed in that he hadn't seen me coming. He pocketed his hands and rolled his eyes to the back of his head. "Here" He tossed a wad of cash in my hands. That should cover it." He quickly turned around, strands of his glistening dark hair cascading over his shoulders. "You keep your money," I let it fall to the ground before brushing past his shoulders. I heard his words beneath his breath. "Such an ungrateful piece of shit" But before I could say another word which trust me I was going to, I heard my name echo from across the halls. "Hazel!" I faced Richie who had his hands on his hips. I bit down on my teeth, making my way towards him. "My office. Now!" He commanded. "I swear he bumped into me and he ruined the cake" I argued up until we walked into his office and the doors closed. Richie stood behind his desk, two fingers pressed into the table. "It's okay" He muttered. "No, no it's not" Obliged to prove a point, I still insisted. "That man whoever he was reeked of privilege. He thinks he could just buy himself out of anything?" I was livid but the moment Richie tossed a piece of paper to me, I fell quiet. "You have an offer, Hazel" He said. "What?" I pushed a lump down my throat. "Good news." He replied. "There's an opening back in Seattle. I just got word from my partner. We're expanding there and one of our hotels is just finishing up. He was around the other day to taste some of your cakes and he loved them, Hazel. He loved HazelNuts so much." "So much that he offered you a full-time job full time in the new hotel. Do you know what this means, Hazel?" Richie was beaming with excitement. I narrowed my eyes in disbelief and the frown on my face turned upside down. "You could have your own bakery with Earls. You wouldn't have to go back and forth. You'd be a fully contracted baker and that's not even the best part," He paused, placing one more piece of paper on the table. "You have a blank cheque, Hazel. All you have to do is name your price" He continued. I widened my eyes. "Seattle?" The name of that place escaped my lips simultaneously with my heart dropping. "Now I tried to change his mind about Seattle, giving your history with that place but—" "I will," I blurred out. It might have just been the excitement. The adrenaline pulsing through my veins but I knew this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. "You will?" Even Ritchie was surprised. "I will. It's been a dream of mine to be fully contracted with Earls. It could put me on the map, Richie. A thousand times more than the championship. It could put me in rooms that could change my life." I said. "Wow. Way to throw me under the bus" He teased. "You'll be fine, Richie" A scoff escaped my lips. "You'll do just fine without me." Richie folded his arms again. "Well, he's just paid off the rest of the part-time contract here with us so I can't even hold you back even if I wanted to" He smirked. "You really worked hard for this, Hazel. I've watched you grow over the last few years. You deserve this" That was the sweetest thing he'd ever said to me. Our eyes met and there was a light flutter in my chest. I had thought of it sometimes. Of both of us in a world where he wasn't my boss and I wasn't a baker. That we'd met and we fell in love. Richard was the kind of person you fell in love with. "I really hope you take it" He whispered. I pressed my lips together, nodding at him. I made my way back home after a long day and the first thing I did was call my best friend. "Well are you going to take it?!" Evelyn yelled over the phone. I took a sip of water, looking at David and Elizabeth in the living room. "Mummy!" David called. And then his sister. "Hazel?" Evelyn called my name. I was deep in thought. For the first time, the thought of moving back to Seattle with them seemed to intimidate me. I remembered why I left. Why I swore to never return. "You know how hard you've worked for this, Hazel" Eve was quick to remind me. I felt a lump build in my throat. "But Elijah?" My voice broke. I knew he was still there. Evelyn saw him sometimes. I hadn't reached out to him ever since I left, nor have I spoken to my family. All I really had were Agnes and the twins. "Screw Elijah. You'll have me" And Evelyn. "It will be like old times, Hazel" She cheered. The thought of that brought a smile to my lips. "Old times" I echoed. The truth was it wasn't just meeting Elijah that scared me. It was the possibility of meeting the father of my children. But that was a slim possibility. Right? "Right." Or so I'd thought.HAZEL."Giselle loves the new designs!" Evelyn said from across the room with relief in her voice. She'd just gotten off the call with Giselle after resubmitting some of her more authentic designs. She told me how their last meeting went and I watched how hard she worked her ass off these last few days. "I'm so happy for you, Evelyn." I walked across to her. "I never got to thank you, Hazel. This was all because of you." She replied. "Oh please. This was Giselle and if it wasn't Giselle, someone else was always going to catch on with your talent." I said and she squealed, unable to control her excitement in her bedazzled blue dress. Evelyn was trying to pick out an earring to match her dress for the dinner party later today. I glanced back at Nicholas's cake tied and boxed on the kitchen counter, far away from the kids.Today was his Mother's dinner party and although I'd already arranged someone to pick up the main cake, Nicholas had ordered a separate mint green just for himself. I
EVELYN.Oftentimes, I caught myself looking at Hazel and her kids and wondering if I'd ever have my own children. My whole life has been full of almosts when it comes to love, needless to say I've not had the best luck. It was easy to throw myself into work to avoid disappointments but sometimes I did think about what it felt like to have someone. Even if it was two little kids sputtering around the apartment. "Mommy! Mommy! Can I have ice cream?" David yelled at the top of his voice while I made coffee. Hazel was still prepping for work, this time making breakfast for her kids since Agatha was still asleep. It was unusual for her to be asleep by this time which meant she definitely needed some rest."You can't have ice cream for breakfast, David," Hazel replied, closing the waffle maker. "But you promised yesterday!" Elizabeth joined in the tantrum throwing her hands over her chest. I watched Hazel roll her eyes to the back of her head."Sure! In the evening, I'll get you some ice
HAZEL. "I'm not saying I'm in love with him,""I'm just saying I really, really like him." I sat on Evelyn's bed, crossing my legs behind her back. She rested against me, letting her head fall back into my thighs as I braided her hair. It was a hot Sunday morning, the only day we had time with each other so we usually spent it reminiscing about the last week.Honestly, I just needed something to take my mind off the creepy photos I was sent the other day. Luckily, it didn't happen again. I was still careful, reporting the incident to the police but there was only little they could do. "It could be someone playing a game on you," The officer said since I had no idea who it could be. And Josef had been by my side through every step of the way, making sure I felt safe. "He is sweet I'll give him that," Evelyn said. "But damn girl, you really are down bad for this man—" "Shut up!" I exclaimed, playfully shoving a pillow in her face. But deep down, I knew she was right. Every day, leav
HAZEL.Giselle ended up staying a little longer. I had put the kids to bed and spent the rest of the night drinking wine and talking to her. The TV was on even though neither of us paid any attention to it. "So when will your friend get back?" She asked, her eyes scanning the room for a clock. "It is quite late," It was a few minutes past 11PM. I reached for my phone but there was no message from Evelyn. This was usually the time she came back home so I knew it wouldn't take long now."She should be home soon," I replied. Giselle stood, having downed the entire glass of wine. She had her driver waiting in the driveway so I wasn't too worried about her. "I had a really good time, Hazel.""We should do this more often," She was more in control of herself thankfully than the night before. I nodded, flashing a smile back at her. Giselle's eyes suddenly fell on some of Evelyn's drawings that she hung around the apartment. Her eyes widened with interest."Whose are these?" She asked. They
HAZEL.Walking back home, it was easy to reminisce about my day with Josef. I'd agreed to having another date but no matter how much we liked each other, we decided to slow down the pace. Easing into it would ensure this wasn't just another flame that burns fast and quick. It was about envisioning a future with him.And the only way we could do that and still keep her jobs was to slow down as well. It was clear Nicholas was still out to get us—me especially. The thought of him drove a chill down my spine. I shook him out of my head. But what I couldn't shake was the feeling that someone was watching me as I walked back home. There was this tightness in the air, this odd feeling that crept up closely behind me. The streets were dark and the clicky-clacking of my heels was the only sound I could hear from a mile radius.This part of the town was quiet. Filled with houses where everyone stayed indoors. Occasionally you'd see a car pull up in the driveway when someone got back but that d
HAZEL.I watched Nicholas pull out a stack of documents in a binder before tossing it onto the table. His office was cold and silent. I could hear my heart throb in the back of my throat. I wasn't sure why I was here or just how much he'd seen of Josef and I in the office.Did he see us kiss? Was this about the dinner last night? Was he about to fire me?The look in his eyes showed how much he enjoyed torturing me with silence. Nicholas finally rested against the table, his arms folded."Why am I here?" I questioned with a shaky voice. He looked up at me, running his hands through his long black hair. I pressed my back against the door nervously."There's no easy way to say this" His voice was deep and decadent. "But there's a whole section in here that goes against office relationships. I'm not a cop, it's just that after last night—" He pressed his lips together. "Whatever's going on between you and Josef is something I highly discourage." "Discourage?" I didn't know when I blurted







