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The winds rushed through my hair as I made my way down the arrival unit. I stared up at the large sign. Welcome to Seattle. The familiar scent of my hometown hit me in the face and my heart sank to my stomach. Not a lot of things had changed since I was here, six years ago. I clutched the tickets in my hands. Four. Mine, the kid's. And Agnes'. "You're ready?" I looked back at my aunt. Her voice was gentle as she held onto the last suitcase. I nodded. "I'm so happy you came with me" I said to her. The twins were right next to her, playing on their iPad. "And them too," I added. Maybe Seattle wasn't a bad idea after all. "You know this was the first company that offered to take them along. You know I would never leave them otherwise" I nudged Agnes' shoulders whose lips were always in a smile. "You're just like your Mum," She said. "She would be so proud." "Mummy. Mummy" Elizabeth called. "This means we get to see daddy right?" She asked the question that stopped my heart. My lips fell open, but the words didn't come out. "You know what your Mummy said" It was Agnes who replied to her and then came David. "She said soon" He replied. "Well, it's not the time yet." Agnes said. "You'll see your father someday." I knew it wouldn't be long until it came up again. They were six years old now it was only natural that their curiosity grew with them. I couldn't tell the truth. That their father was a man I'd met in the club one night. That I didn't even know what he really looked like. "Someday," I just always said. Hoping that day would never come. "Let's go look for Aunt Evelyn" I drew their hands, immediately navigating the crowds for her. But just ahead of us was a scene. An elderly man was apprehended by some guards. They slapped him across the face and I gasped, letting go of my bags. "Hazel!" My aunt called but I'd already charged towards them. "Hey!" I exclaimed. "Why would you do that?! What did he do to deserve that?" I dared to yell in the old man's defense whose eyes were glassy with tears. All eyes turned to me, the five-foot petite woman who dared to stand up to these guards. "What seems to be the problem?" Another voice emerged from behind. A man with dark glasses and a newspaper gazette in his hands stepped forward. He looked to the guards. "I said teach this man a lesson." The moment he took off his glasses was when I realized. "It's you!" I exclaimed. It was the same man I had bumped into at the hotel in Chicago. The rude spoiled one who thought he could always buy his way out of things with money. He returned a narrow gaze at me and he was furious. "Are you stalking me, woman?" He struck a finger at me. "Don't flatter yourself" I chuckled, grasping the old man's hands. "Is he your father?" He looked at the two of us. "Will you stop assaulting him if I said yes?" I threw the question back at him and there was a glint in his eyes. "What are you even doing here in Seattle again?" He grunted. "Go!" I let go of the man who scurried away in his ragged clothes. The guards tried to go after him but he halted them with a stern wave. "Let him." He grudgingly muttered. "I want you to know you just helped a thief run away" He looked at me before putting on his glasses. The moment he buried his hands in his pockets, I knew just what he was about to do next. "You know I don't need your charity" I stepped back. He hefted out a wad of cash with a chuckle. "This isn't charity. It's so you can fuck off. You think I don't know your type?" He accused. "You hear of Nicolas, the richest billionaire and you flock around him, stalking his every move. You want in" He said. His words riled me up. I could feel my hands fold into his fist. How dare he? "This is for you to drop it. Quit and leave because it would never happen" He said. Did he think I was some sort of low-life hooker? I watched the man walk away. I still froze in my steps until I heard my name from a distance. "Hazel!" I immediately recognized her voice. I turned around to Evelyn who screamed and embraced me. "I can't believe it's you!" She squeezed around me tightly. "I can't believe you're back." And then she pulled away. "What happened? I saw you talking to Nicolas Vaughn." She arched her brows, looking at the money on the ground, urged to pick it. "Don't." I stopped her. "He's an asshole." "Why wouldn't he be?" Evelyn scoffed. "He's like the most powerful man in all of Seattle. Rose to wealth a couple of years ago after you left. They say cryptocurrency but it's something shady if you ask me" Evelyn said. Her words faded in my eyes as I turned around to his back before he disappeared. There was a sense of familiarity that struck me. From him. Like I knew him. "Come on," Eve pulled my hands. I shook my head but I couldn't quite shake the feeling. I looked at David and immediately repulsed the thought. "It couldn't be" I told myself. It was merely a resemblance in his hair. "Hey. You're okay?" Evelyn pouted. "It's almost like you're not excited to see me" She said. I dropped it. Immediately embracing my best friend. "I am!" I exclaimed with a convincing tone. Evelyn smiled. "Then let's go. I have a lot of things to show you. And the twins" She hugged them. "Aunt Evelyn!" They called her name. They knew her of course and they loved her. We walked out of the airport and the breeze blew into my hair. I was looking forward to my first day of work here. My first day as a fully contracted baker in one of the biggest hotel chains in the world. The next day came faster than light and I picked out my best dress alongside my lucky charm apron. I charged through the doors of the newly opened Earls Hotel, here in Seattle. I was excited, and that was an understatement. I was thrilled. Ready to take on anything. Nothing was going to bring me down. "Hazel Bennett" A voice called from behind and I turned around to a man with a clipboard in his hands. Dark hair with skin the color of caramel. I looked at his tag but he was quicker. "I'm Joseff" He stuck out his hands and I took them hesitantly. But he had a friendly smile. "I'm your supervisor, come this way" He urged, leading me up the stairs. "You should meet the new boss, who couldn't shut up about your cakes" He teased and I beamed with pride. "I'm sure he can't wait to see the face behind such heavenly delicacies." Joseff added. "He has a vision for this place, and we can't wait to see what you do with it" He continued, halting in front of a door. Once again, he stuck out his hands. His face was a bit flushed. "It's an honor" I said before I opened the door and I didn't hear his last words quickly enough. "Nicolas would love you." The moment I saw him, my breath hitched in my throat. I locked eyes with the CEO and the moment he spun his chair around, he arose to his feet. It was the same man from the airport and the one from Chicago. He pressed his knuckles against the hard edge of his table, narrowing his eyes at me. "It's you again" He scowled. Far from thrilled and I wasn't either. "You have got to be kidding me."DONNA."Donna Bennett."A hoarse voice called over the phone I placed against my ear. Slouched against a cabin light-shed, I lifted my feet to the wooden portico before taking a breath. "Yes, Tyrique it's me," I muttered. "And I’m alone." As if knowing his next question, I added and his voice was followed by a bereaved breath. Tyrique was many things to me, he was my insider from the District Attorney's office and he was also the lawyer who found a way to free Elijah.He was also the one who lent me this desolate cabin in the center of a desert that wasn't really anywhere on the map. And he usually called from time to time when there was something to worry about, so when I picked up this call, I already knew his next words."I'm afraid I have bad news." He said. I lit up a cigarette between my lips before blowing it out. "What is it?” I cleared my throat. "I just got a call from the Seattle Penitentiary where your daughter is being held." He said and I froze. I hadn’t heard about L
HAZEL"Say something," My mother whispered.Her shrill voice pierced the silence between us as I just sat there, taking it all in before shaking my head in disbelief. "Hazel." She stood to walk across the room to me but I pulled away from Beth."I don't..." I stuttered."I don't know what to say. I don't know what to feel." My eyes watered as they locked with hers. "I'm shocked and I guess I'm a little disappointed—""I know you're angry too and you have every right to be." Beth said and a hard lump slipped down my throat. "I'm not angry, Mum but I’m hurt. I'm hurt and I'm terrified. I can't believe you're here.""I can't believe you've been here all this time.""Hazel." The tears stung the back of her throat where her words emerged from and we both stood apart from each other like strangers. "I'm here now." She stretched her hands."Why!""Why now did you decide that it was time—was it because of Agnes?" I asked. "Or was it the article that showed I bore your grandkids for a billiona
NICHOLAS.PRESENT DAY."150 million dollars!"I swept my hand through my hair as I retired behind my desk. My advisor, Harry was speechless and so was I for the first few seconds."Where the fuck am I going to get that amount of money?" I asked."Even the inheritance doesn’t cover it—this means we have to hold off on any plans we have for this building and the future of Pearsons," I added and he heaved a deep sigh. "It's going to require more than that, Nicholas." He said "150 million dollars means we might have to sell the company." His words rammed through my chest like a sword and I arose from the chair. "That's not an option, Harry." I clenched my jaw.I grabbed his jacket, sliding my arms through the sleeves before facing him squarely. "I might have to remind you that we don't have many options." Harry muttered. A hard lump slipped down my throat."I'll find someone I can talk to.""Buy us some time, I mean I could get across to them—" "Get across to the mob?" He interrupted m
ELIZABETH. STILL THIRTY YEARS AGO.The night was long.So long that when Agnes opened her eyes, she realized it was just a little past midnight. She turned to her side to find me holding onto my child. I pressed her against my chest and placed soft, gentle kisses all over Hazel's face. When she looked at me, she chuckled.And I did too because I don't think I'd ever been as happy as I was in that moment."I thought you were sleeping." I said from across the room and Agnes stood up from the bed. "Actually, I was hoping that you were not." I added and a crinkle appeared between her eyes. "What happened?" Agnes could tell that something was off. I heaved a deep breath and looked at my daughter in my hands, her face was pale red and she was asleep. She'd been asleep for the last few hours yet wrapped in a blanket.Peaceful.Not a lot of them were."I think I know what I want to do." I then lifted her gaze back to Agnes as she sat into the bed. "But first, I need you to promise me that y
ELIZABETH.THIRTY YEARS AGO."You have brought nothing but shame to this family!"Dean was outraged as his eyes wandered over me. I stood in the far left corner of the living room with my hands held tightly together and my chin facing the ground. There were shrill murmurs that echoed in the household and Agnes was the first to step forward."That's enough." She pulled my hands but Dean struck her away. "You stay out of this, unless you want to be sent packing as well." He threw her a death glare and she let go of me as I sobbed. My hands slid over my bulging stomach as I avoided his terrorizing eyes. Dean inched closer and grazed my chin with his cold, callous fingers. "You are carrying a child for a man who's yet to be married—a man who you knew was engaged. Now, what is society going to say about you?" He questioned."What are they going to say about us?" He gritted his teeth, turning my face harshly away. "Dean!" My mother called his name with a scared expression across her face.
ELIZABETH.THIRTY YEARS AGO."I met someone."Agnes arose to lean against my bed. I grabbed a fistful of the duvet in my hands as my eyes met my sister's. I twirled my hair and my cheeks had gone red just thinking of Harold. He was perfect and unlike anyone I had ever been with."I left you for one night," Agnes rolled her eyes and we shared a chuckle. I stood up from my own bed, sauntering right into Agnes’s own and tucking myself beneath the sheets. "He's gorgeous, he's funny and sweet. He’s gentle and when we kissed, it was the first time I felt these butterflies.""Like the ones in the books." I gleamed and by the way she looked at me, Agnes could tell I was already gone. That I was completely swooned by this man I had only just met. My descriptions weren't bad, in fact they were nearly perfect but Agnes had a crinkle come between a cautious gaze."What is it?" I tugged on her arm."I just want you to be careful, you know." She whispered but I blew raspberry while rolling my eyes
HAZEL. Evelyn had downed her hundredth glass of champagne that night. We sat around the table, she was dressed in a strident silver gown accessorized with a lavender scarf. I put on the same colors, the theme for tonight but with a lavender gown instead and silver heels. Playing behind was an orc
HAZEL. Six years had passed since I last saw Evelyn and we were still as close as ever. She was running a bar back in Seattle while I owned a very successful bakery here in Chicago. Life was good turning twenty-nine with two six-year-olds. We had moved into a much larger house, with a stable incom
HAZEL. "Is it Elijah's baby?" There wasn't a single thought or question that didn't pass through that hadn't passed through my mind. I was just twenty-two, already with a failed marriage and now a fatherless child. "Are you certain the doctor tested well?" Evelyn asked. I held the phone against m
HAZEL. I clinked the bottom of my glass against the table. I sniffed through my nostrils with tears dried on my cheeks. The club lights strobed and the music thundered in my chest. "You know you should put yourself out there" Evelyn's voice pressed against my ears as she reached for yet another







