LOGINEsther
I sink into the throne, and I stay seated, staring at the walls and feeling lost. “Penny for your thoughts, my queen?” My uncle Felix bows as he enters the throne room. “Seeing you on that throne makes me emotional. You belong there.” “Don’t call me that, I’m not a queen yet.” I smile, relieved to see him. “But you will be our queen in a few days. I can’t believe you are leaving me.” I get down from the throne and rush to him. We hold each other in a hug and complain about how we are going to miss each other. Uncle Felix has always been more like my father more than my father has. “Was Charles an excellent host?” He holds my shoulders, watching my face closely, and I instantly know that he would know if I lie to him. “Uncle, I saw Charles drink human blood from the human until there was nothing left.” I wince as the memory comes to mind. “I didn’t want to judge him, but I couldn’t stop judging. How am I supposed to spend such a long time with someone when we don’t share the same values?” “All he knows is human blood. You will drink animal blood in secret and let him drink his human blood. You know the rules and you know how hard it is to stop drinking human blood. You have the experience.” “Well, we never killed anyone. We never drank until there was nothing left. Unless he did that to torture me.” I shake my head. “I can’t believe I’m going to spend an eternity with him.” “I’m sorry,” he gives me a faint smile. I hide my face in my hands. “My life is a mess. He hates my guts!” “Are you sure?” “I know that Charles acts all loving towards me around all of you, but he invited me to their castle to change my mind.” He gasps. “About the wedding?” I nod. “He hates this as much as I do. He also doesn’t want to disappoint his parents. It would’ve been better if we tolerated each other as friends, but we spent every moment plotting against each other.” “So, he asked for you to visit so that he could torture you?” He growls. “You shouldn’t marry him if he’s going to make your life hell!” “I don’t have a choice. You know that. Dad said he’d drag me to the altar.” “Your father loves you. If you stand your ground, he will eventually forgive you.” “I wish it was that simple. You have no idea how I feel, carrying this responsibility and this guilt," I swallow to get rid of the lump in my throat. "I’ve been carrying this guilt for more than 300 years. If I was a good daughter, had I listened...” “Don’t say that! Stop beating yourself up.” “No! I have to take responsibility for once. I wish I did things differently, and I wish I remembered my human life so that I’ll know how I made such a stupid decision.” “Forget about that. You can’t torture yourself forever. Focus on the future.” “Yay, that makes me very happy,” I say dryly. “Charles suspects that we don’t drink human blood. He had a buffet of people waiting for me, and I released them.” He grimaces. “If anyone ever finds proof that we don’t drink human blood anymore, it’s over for all of us.” “That’s what he wants. He wants to marry Joan, and he will not stop until he does.” I sit on the throne again. “Did you tell your parents?” Uncle Felix sits on the throne on my right. “No, they were concerned about poor Charles and the stress that I put him through for leaving without telling him where I was going.” “I think you should let Charles go. It’s not safe.” “But you know that my parents want the power, the army, the lands and the protection. Henry is going to come back eventually.” I sigh. “It must be hard being a firstborn. You have this huge responsibility. What’s worse is you are the only one who is their biological child.” “Speaking of responsibilities, I met Dominic.” His eyes widen. "Are you sure? How sure are you?” “I’m sure.” “Didn’t you meet some imposter?” He asks. “No.” I continue to tell him about the rogues and what I was injected with. I tell him a story about how I bravely fought Dominic and how I ran as I exited his penthouse. He watches me as I speak, his face completely blank. “I'm glad you are okay," he exhales. "So, the silver had no impact? At least now we know. Did you catch his scent?” “He smells like oud.” My uncle stiffens but quickly recollects himself. “Are you okay?” I ask him. “I’ve never been better. This is the information that I, we need. So, the serum didn’t work?” “Yes, I wonder what was in it.” “I hope we’ll soon find out. We’ll take your blood for testing.” “Uncle, why am I the only one who can trace Dominic’s scent? How am I supposed to kill him?” “I think you deserve to know the truth,” he sighs. “You can kill him by rejecting him.” “What do you mean?” “I think you know what I mean.” “No!” I vigorously shake my head. "That's not possible." “I’m so sorry.” “Are you sure?” I pace back and forth in the throne room. “He is really your mate,” he gets up, his face not revealing any emotions. “No! Don’t say that. How do you even know?” I ask him, my feelings caught between passion, fate, and duty. “It’s a prophecy by a witch.” “I think the witch is mistaken!” “Esther...” He says calmly. “He is our biggest enemy and our biggest threat. He can’t be my mate!” “You felt the bond too, didn’t you?” I break eye contact. Memories of me in his bed come flooding my mind, and guilt gnaws at me. “I’ll take that as a yes,” he gives me a faint smile. “Come, we need to prepare for the wedding.” “Oh! It’s morning already?” My voice trembles. “Yes, and Jane and your parents are in your room. They have just sent me a telepathy.” “Do my parents know about Dominic? And Jane?” He nods, making me feel a little hurt by how Jane denied it when I suggested that Dominic could be my mate. “Do my parents hate me for this?” “No, they know that you’ll do your duty and you’ll reject him when the time comes.” “Am I going to survive after rejecting him?” “Yes, but he won’t.” “Let’s go prepare for my wedding.” I walk towards the door. “I will see you at the wedding.” He gives me a faint smile. “No matter what you decide, I’m here. I wouldn’t want you to be unhappy.” I smile appreciatively.EstherI'm sitting in the center of my bed, my arms around my knees, and I can't stop crying. I’m trying to think of a reason I feel this way. There’s this emptiness in me that I can’t explain, but I shrug it off as the loss of my family that I’m experiencing. It has been over 300 years, but this is new to me since I just woke up.I sigh at the irritating sound of the knock on the window. I already know who it is through the scent. When I finally open, Dominic gracefully throws himself into the room.“I’m back,” he grins.“My heart is overflowing with joy,” I glare at him.“I know,” he beams, and it transforms his face. I look away to try to get rid of the mental image, to remind myself that I’m married.“What are you doing here? You might get caught.”“You care about me?” He places a hand on his chest in mock surprise.“No,” I roll my eyes. “What do you want?”“My wolf thought we should see our mate. The least you could do is say hi.”“Leave.”“Okay,” he nods.I eye him expectantly,
Jane “Jane, what was that?” Dominic's tone is gentle but firm. “I don’t trust them. Okay? If by some miracle you and Esther ended up together…” “Given the way you hate me these days," he interjects. "I’m surprised that you were rooting for us when we were human.” I glare at him for his dramatic words. “You know how realistic I am, Dominic, and when we were human, the chances of our family accepting your relationship with Esther were pretty low, but I knew that it was possible for you two to be happy together. Right now it's different…” “How is it different right now?” “Do you think that if you two were together, the werewolves, witches and warlocks would jump with joy? You are a hybrid, Dominic, and Esther is a vampire. The werewolves can’t let you two rule. It will be like letting vampires take over.” “I can let all that go if she wants to be with me,” he protests. “I never wanted to be a Lycan king, anyway.” “Do you think they would let you? They might kill her to…” “I almo
Esther“Uncle,” I look from Uncle Felix to Louis, guilt gnawing at me. “I couldn’t do it.” I shake my head.“Not this again,” Uncle Felix mumbles under his breath.“Again?” I ask, confused.“Yes, again!” He snaps. “You do this every damn time! What was your reason for not rejecting him this time around?”“I, I just couldn’t do it.”“I can’t do this,” he says, getting up and pacing the room, pinching the bridge of his nose. “I can’t deal with any of it. I wish I were the one who had died so that your parents would be the ones to deal with this mess. Being responsible for someone as selfish as you is tiring.”“I will reject him.” I don’t care about the desperation in my voice. It’s hard to see my uncle’s opinion of me changing and him losing his trust in me. “I just need a little time and patience...”“I’ve been patient long enough,” he hits the table. Louis and I get out of the way in time. We watch the table crumble, causing the dishes and plates to scatter on the floor, some of them
HildaWe decided to stay in a hotel in London to avoid letting other pack members get attacked by Felix’s army. We are all silent and pacing back and forth in the living room of the penthouse when the elevator doors open and Alpha Dominic walks out of the elevator, his face marred with a look I cannot describe. “Dominic!” Jane rushes to his side. “Goodness! You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”“I might as well have.” He looks down at her. I’ve never seen Alpha Dominic like this before. It almost scares me. He looks broken and helpless. “You saw her,” Jane says. “I met her,” Alpha Dominic nods. “We are too late.”“We will find it,” Valerie says to him. He doesn’t reply. Instead, he sinks into the couch and glances at Aiden, who is sitting on another couch. Aiden’s eyes drop.“Don’t feel guilty, Aiden,” Alpha Dominic says gently. “I shouldn’t have left her,” Aiden says in a low voice. “I was supposed to protect...”“They would’ve killed you!” Alpha Dominic interjects. “I’m glad that
EstherI’m the one who stands on my tiptoes, and I wrap my arms around his neck. He kisses me back, but then I pull away. This feels wrong, even as I try to justify it by saying to myself that I’m doing this to distract him and weaken his defences. “I’m sorry,” he says. “No, I’m the one who kissed you first.”He puts his arms around my shoulders, holding me and kissing the top of my head. I don’t make any effort to move away. He is the first to let go. Then, he places his index finger under my chin and looks into my eyes. “What are you doing?” I try to snarl at him, but it comes out as a whisper. “Looking at you.” His eyes are dark, and there’s no smile on his lips. I have to kill him before it’s too late. He might be putting a spell on me through his beautiful eyes. I kiss him hungrily. He kisses me back, his hands on my waist, and I place my hands on his chest, ready to use this opportunity to get it over with. He doesn’t seem to mind, he pulls me closer. I have no idea how my
Esther“What do you think?” I snap. “I think you won’t succeed,” he vibrates behind me with a chuckle.“Let me go so that we can see if you are telling the truth.”“If you want me to let go, you have to promise to leave with me.”“You want to kill me.”“No,” he sighs. “If I kill you, I die.”I try to think of where and when I heard these words. I know I heard them somewhere, but I forgot where. “These words sound familiar.”“Because they are familiar,” he drawls. “Let me guess, we were together in a past life and you said those words?”“Something like that,” he chuckles. “This isn’t funny. I don’t know what I did to deserve you as a mate. You are one person I really hate.”I feel him stiffen, but he doesn’t say a word. “Please let me go.” I feel the energy of witches, warlocks and werewolves in this room, as if they are not far away. The room looks like a hotel room, and the white curtains are closed. “Where are we anyway?”“We are in a room in the forest. When they found out you







