Esther
I sink into the throne, and I stay seated, staring at the walls and feeling lost. “Penny for your thoughts, my queen?” My uncle Felix bows as he enters the throne room. “Seeing you on that throne makes me emotional. You belong there.” “Don’t call me that, I’m not a queen yet.” I smile, relieved to see him. “But you will be our queen in a few days. I can’t believe you are leaving me.” I get down from the throne and rush to him. We hold each other in a hug and complain about how we are going to miss each other. Uncle Felix has always been more like my father more than my father has. “Was Charles an excellent host?” He holds my shoulders, watching my face closely, and I instantly know that he would know if I lie to him. “Uncle, I saw Charles drink human blood from the human until there was nothing left.” I wince as the memory comes to mind. “I didn’t want to judge him, but I couldn’t stop judging. How am I supposed to spend such a long time with someone when we don’t share the same values?” “All he knows is human blood. You will drink animal blood in secret and let him drink his human blood. You know the rules and you know how hard it is to stop drinking human blood. You have the experience.” “Well, we never killed anyone. We never drank until there was nothing left. Unless he did that to torture me.” I shake my head. “I can’t believe I’m going to spend an eternity with him.” “I’m sorry,” he gives me a faint smile. I hide my face in my hands. “My life is a mess. He hates my guts!” “Are you sure?” “I know that Charles acts all loving towards me around all of you, but he invited me to their castle to change my mind.” He gasps. “About the wedding?” I nod. “He hates this as much as I do. He also doesn’t want to disappoint his parents. It would’ve been better if we tolerated each other as friends, but we spent every moment plotting against each other.” “So, he asked for you to visit so that he could torture you?” He growls. “You shouldn’t marry him if he’s going to make your life hell!” “I don’t have a choice. You know that. Dad said he’d drag me to the altar.” “Your father loves you. If you stand your ground, he will eventually forgive you.” “I wish it was that simple. You have no idea how I feel, carrying this responsibility and this guilt," I swallow to get rid of the lump in my throat. "I’ve been carrying this guilt for more than 300 years. If I was a good daughter, had I listened...” “Don’t say that! Stop beating yourself up.” “No! I have to take responsibility for once. I wish I did things differently, and I wish I remembered my human life so that I’ll know how I made such a stupid decision.” “Forget about that. You can’t torture yourself forever. Focus on the future.” “Yay, that makes me very happy,” I say dryly. “Charles suspects that we don’t drink human blood. He had a buffet of people waiting for me, and I released them.” He grimaces. “If anyone ever finds proof that we don’t drink human blood anymore, it’s over for all of us.” “That’s what he wants. He wants to marry Joan, and he will not stop until he does.” I sit on the throne again. “Did you tell your parents?” Uncle Felix sits on the throne on my right. “No, they were concerned about poor Charles and the stress that I put him through for leaving without telling him where I was going.” “I think you should let Charles go. It’s not safe.” “But you know that my parents want the power, the army, the lands and the protection. Henry is going to come back eventually.” I sigh. “It must be hard being a firstborn. You have this huge responsibility. What’s worse is you are the only one who is their biological child.” “Speaking of responsibilities, I met Dominic.” His eyes widen. "Are you sure? How sure are you?” “I’m sure.” “Didn’t you meet some imposter?” He asks. “No.” I continue to tell him about the rogues and what I was injected with. I tell him a story about how I bravely fought Dominic and how I ran as I exited his penthouse. He watches me as I speak, his face completely blank. “I'm glad you are okay," he exhales. "So, the silver had no impact? At least now we know. Did you catch his scent?” “He smells like oud.” My uncle stiffens but quickly recollects himself. “Are you okay?” I ask him. “I’ve never been better. This is the information that I, we need. So, the serum didn’t work?” “Yes, I wonder what was in it.” “I hope we’ll soon find out. We’ll take your blood for testing.” “Uncle, why am I the only one who can trace Dominic’s scent? How am I supposed to kill him?” “I think you deserve to know the truth,” he sighs. “You can kill him by rejecting him.” “What do you mean?” “I think you know what I mean.” “No!” I vigorously shake my head. "That's not possible." “I’m so sorry.” “Are you sure?” I pace back and forth in the throne room. “He is really your mate,” he gets up, his face not revealing any emotions. “No! Don’t say that. How do you even know?” I ask him, my feelings caught between passion, fate, and duty. “It’s a prophecy by a witch.” “I think the witch is mistaken!” “Esther...” He says calmly. “He is our biggest enemy and our biggest threat. He can’t be my mate!” “You felt the bond too, didn’t you?” I break eye contact. Memories of me in his bed come flooding my mind, and guilt gnaws at me. “I’ll take that as a yes,” he gives me a faint smile. “Come, we need to prepare for the wedding.” “Oh! It’s morning already?” My voice trembles. “Yes, and Jane and your parents are in your room. They have just sent me a telepathy.” “Do my parents know about Dominic? And Jane?” He nods, making me feel a little hurt by how Jane denied it when I suggested that Dominic could be my mate. “Do my parents hate me for this?” “No, they know that you’ll do your duty and you’ll reject him when the time comes.” “Am I going to survive after rejecting him?” “Yes, but he won’t.” “Let’s go prepare for my wedding.” I walk towards the door. “I will see you at the wedding.” He gives me a faint smile. “No matter what you decide, I’m here. I wouldn’t want you to be unhappy.” I smile appreciatively.Esther“You have no right to control my life,” I say between my teeth, anger rising in me. “I think I have every right,” he says calmly. “All vampires are my responsibility, and it’s my job to protect them from the likes of creatures like Dominic, and you are the only one with the ability to help. You are going to help me.”“What did Dominic do?”“He is trying to control us!” he snaps. “I can’t believe that he is a half vampire. An information that you and your family hid from me.”“I didn’t know.”“But you knew that she was your mate,” he glances at me, his face blank. “I found out recently.”“So, what did you do when you found out? You decided to abandon your duties?” he scowls. I feel ice under my skin, and not the kind that makes me happy.I roll out of the moving car and close the door before King Bernard can make sense of what is happening. I run, quickening my pace when I hear a screeching of tires in the distance, and then, the sound of movement that I know too well, the so
Esther “Let me go,” I say between my teeth. “I’m afraid I can’t, princess,” Charles says, a little amused. “It’s either you go with him or me,” he turns around. I’m still in his arms, Felix is running towards us, and I’m grateful that we are in a city, so he can’t run at a vamp speed. A car stops next to us, and Charles motions for me to get in, a wide grin on his face. “I can’t leave Jane,” I shake my head. “Jane will be fine, I spoke to Logan.” ‘Jane?’ I try to reach her. ‘I’m okay. I’m hiding. Where are you?’ she asks. ‘I’m with Charles.’ ‘What? We can’t trust Charles...’ ‘I’m going to kill you! You, throne thief!’ Felix is only two blocks away, his eyes blazing with something I can’t explain. Something I’ve never seen before. I jump in the car, and Charles follows. As the car drives off, and I look back, watching Felix, who is standing on a sidewalk, his fists clenched. “If you are taking me away to kill me, I will kill you first.” I turn to face Charles, who s
Esther I stiffen, but Uncle Felix doesn’t let go of me, even when I’m not hugging him back. “I was really worried about you,” Uncle Felix says in a low voice, although everyone can hear him. I feel rage bubbling inside me, and the more I try to hold it in, the more I feel like I’m going to explode. “You!” I push him away. Slamming him against the wall. “You monster!” I scream. My father watches this with a frown on his face, but he doesn’t try to stop me. “What did I do?” Uncle Felix blinks innocently. “I understand that pregnancy hormones might be making you lose your temper, but...” “I hate you!” I punch him on the lip. “What are you doing, Esther?” My father roars. “When I wanted to disown her, you told me that I shouldn’t do that to my own daughter,” he says to Felix. “Look at what she is doing. After everything you’ve done for her, and I told you to stop treating her like an egg!” “Let me talk to her brother,” Felix says to my father. Then, he turns and faces me.
Esther“Why are we going to the hospital?” Josh asks me, his sudden change in attitude making me feel more suspicious. “To help out with surgery,” I reply. “But the blood...” he trails off. “You are a vampire.”“I can handle my cravings. It’s like working at a restaurant. You handle the food but you don’t eat them. Right?”“So, we are food to you?” Aiden chuckles. “Of course,” I roll my eyes playfully. “What do you think?”“I’m very scared,” Aiden grins. “I’m so ashamed of myself,” Josh says. “I’m really sorry, Princess Esther.”“There’s nothing to apologize for,” I smile politely. “Where’s Hilda?”“She’s at the hospital. She said she was going to check on you later.”I nod, giving him another polite smile. “So, how do you know about surgery?” Josh asks. “I was bored and ran out of things to study. I mean, if you’ve lived for as many years as I did...”“Makes sense,” he nods. “I don’t like this, Josh,” Aiden chimes in. “Princess Esther is my friend. You can’t just take her away
Esther “I’m so sorry,” I whisper to Dominic. “This must’ve been very hard for you. The werewolves and witches are like your children.” “They are,” he nods. “Which is why you can’t just leave them. You should let me go...” “No!” he interjects. “There’s no way in hell I’m ever going to let you...” “But you agreed.” “I didn’t want to argue. Yet.” “And now you do,” I roll my eyes. “I’ll try to make you see my reasons.” “Don’t, please,” I plead. “If you leave with me, you will not be happy, and you’ll always worry about the witches and werewolves. I told you that I don’t want you to blame me for changing your life.” “I lived without you. For 300 years,” he says in a hoarse voice. “Do you know how difficult that was? I had to stay away and watch you from a distance.” “Please don’t do this, Dominic. Not right now.” “But I want to protect you. I want to take care of you,” he protests. “But I can protect...” “I want to do it anyway! You can’t tell me that you don’t feel the way o
Esther The man in front of him fidgets. He looks like he wouldn’t mind if the ground swallowed him whole, in fact, he would appreciate it. Dominic’s eyes are on him, his face blank, but his jaw is tight. “Well, Alpha, you, you see...” he stammers. “The werewolves who are on your side think it would be best if the baby,” he clears his throat. Dominic’s eyes are still on him, the tension in the air palpable. “It would be best if the baby weren’t alive,” the man flushes when he says the words. “The baby will confuse things. We need to always draw the line, Alpha, you know that. We don't even know if he or she is going to be a vampire or a lycan.”“So, you want to kill my child?” Dominic asks, his voice dangerously calm. “That’s, that’s not what I meant,” he swallows, avoiding eye contact. “And I am a half vampire,” Dominic reminds him."But we have always known you as a lycan. You have always been on the werewolves side."“Like I said, anyone who wants to get anywhere near her,”