LOGINEsther
I watch as the car drives off, a strange feeling of emptiness creeping up on me. I sink into the rock on the Carnegie beach, the breeze fanning my face. I tilt my head up to stare at the large, cold and lonely castle I call home perched on top of the mountain. ‘Jane, please come to the beach, and bring me something to wear,’ I send Jane a telepathy. ‘I’m on it,’ she responds and within two minutes, she appears in front of me holding a coat. “Esther, what happened?” Jane, my sister, asks, looking concerned. “Your request to bring something to wear surprised me. Are you cold?” She asks sarcastically. “I'm very cold,” I fake a shiver, prompting both of us to both laugh. "Thank you for bringing it anyway," I put on the coat. "Whose T-shirt is that? Where were you? Charles was worried sick about you.” “That asshole! You know he was faking it. I decided to go for a drive and I found myself at a werewolf territory.” I tell her everything from the moment Charles gave me my 'meal' to the moment I met the werewolves and when I finish the part about Dominic, her jaw is on the floor. “You are crying.” “I am?” I sniffle. I dab my cheeks with my index fingers, and I find them wet. “I’ve never felt like this about anyone. I'm crazy, right?” “But you know how dangerous he is. He killed too many vampires. Whatever he injected you with was probably supposed to kill you. You know that, and if he kills you, it's over for vampires. You are our only hope.” “I know,” I sigh. Jane eyes me suspiciously. "Don't look at me like that, Jane. I know my duty." “You need to do this, Esther. Do it for your family, and perhaps you will also get back to your parents’ good books. Eternity is a very long time for you to be fighting your parents and all other species, and nothing good is ever going to come out of this. And if by some miracle you two fall in love, think about the consequences...” “I know!” I interject. "I will kill him, okay? I just need to find a way to kill him. Like I said, the silver didn’t weaken him.” “Probably because he’s a Lycan. I guess you can talk to Uncle about that.” “What do I say? I had sex with our biggest threat and enemy.” She chuckles. “No, leave that detail out. You are going to be fine." She brushes my arm. "You’ll forget about him, just think about your duty. Right now, you are probably sad because of the good sex.” I nod, my heart disagreeing wholeheartedly. "Esther?" Her eyes widen. "No! I know that look." "What if he is my mate?" "There’s no way! You know that vampires don't have mates." "Lycans have mates. I might be his mate." "It has never happened before, it will never happen." She protests. "I was just teasing you. You should’ve seen your face." I manage to force a laughter, and she laughs too. "Really?" My mother's voice chimes in. How did we not smell her scent or hear her movements? "Mother?" I chuckle nervously. "How long have you been here?" "We have been worried sick about you while you were out there opening your legs for a Lycan?" She says with a grimace. "Seriously, Esther, how many times do you want to destroy our kingdom? If you put us in danger again, I'm not bailing you out this time." "I..." I falter, not knowing what to say. "You are getting married tomorrow, for Christ's sake. Get it together. It was just sex, okay? You two can never be together!" I nod. "I'm trying to make up for what I did all those years ago. I promise." "Really? How are you trying to make up?" She glares at me. "By doing my duty and marrying Charles. I know my duty, mother. Dominic was just..." "Don't! Don't ever mention that name," she holds her hand up. "You know your duty, yet it slips your mind whenever it suits you. You selfish girl!" "I'm sorry that I'm your daughter," my voice is a little shaky. "I know how you wish Jane was your biological daughter instead of me." "That's not true, Esther." Jane puts her arm around me. "It is true. I'm the worst. Mom didn't marry for love, and you didn’t marry for love. You have good heads on your shoulders and more sense than me. My love is what turned us into vampires." "You should stop blaming yourself, Esther, it's been more than 300 years. It's not okay." Jane's attention shifts to my mother. "Aunt, please tell her how much you love her. You two used to be close when you were human. Does she have to carry this guilt for eternity?" "Are you two done?" My mother purses her lips. "Your father is waiting for you, and he is not happy." 'Were we really close?' I ask Jane telepathically as we walk to the castle. 'No one could ever separate you two.' 'I wish I still had my human memories,' I tear trickles down my cheek. 'You are going to be fine,' she gives me a comforting smile before walking away. Leaving me to my parents. "How could you do this?" My father roars as soon as the doors open. "Your fiancé is worried about you, we were all worried about you. And you said you'd be here in 20 minutes. Where were you?" "I went for a run," I try to sound unbothered, but I'm terrified of my father. "We sent you to the Du Pont Forest to bond with your fiancé and to get to know the coven, but you decided to disappear. If you didn't show up for your wedding for tomorrow, I would've disowned you." I know. “You were out when you were supposed to be with your fiancé. Are you insane? Tell him you are okay, he has been looking for you. The poor soul sounded so heartbroken.” “Father, you are exaggerating, don't I deserve some freedom? I wasn't in prison at the Du Pont Forest.” “See? We have failed!” He gazes at the queen. “Esther, just keep quiet.” My mom purses her lips. “You shouldn’t have done this on the night before your wedding!” “I thought you were going to humiliate me again.” My dad shakes his head walking around the throne room. “You shouldn’t forget that we are in this mess because of you and your recklessness. But guess what, we are still doing this for you. We chose Charles as a husband for you to rule all of the vampire kingdoms.” “Your father is right, we are doing this for you. You seem to forget that Charles is from the family of the first vampires." My mother points out. “How could I forget?” I mumble and regret it the moment I see my father's eyes go wild. “Will you please stop being so stubborn? Just do as you are told, for once.” The king growls. “Of course, your Highnesses.” I nod. “Are you mocking us?” He clenches his jaw. "Lets go, my love." She tugs her arm in his. "You know Esther. Let's just let her have this moment to herself while she thinks about the wedding." "I will drag you to that altar if I have to," my father grumbles as they walk out.EstherThe moment things almost settle, the chaos starts. Members of Até’s army run away, and our pack members want to chase them. Josh rushes to Hilda’s side as a wolf. Their snouts meet, creating the most majestic image I’ve ever seen. The full moon and the almost dark sky are here to bear witness to this encounter. Their eyes are closed, and I wonder if they are communicating with each other using a mindlink or if they are just listening to each other’s heartbeats. It’s so beautiful to such an extent that we are all quietly watching.I feel a pinch of jealousy and guilt, because I will never give that to Dominic; he will never know the feeling of being like that with his mate. Dominic comes back from the dungeons and places his arm around my shoulder. “I’m sorry,” I say to him.“It’s okay,” he kisses my forehead. “You have prevented much more damage from Até’s army. It would’ve been chaos.” “Don’t try to make me feel better.”“I’m not, I’m serious.”“Dominic is right.” Logan wa
Esther‘Gee! I wonder what would’ve happened if I killed her,’ Dominic says sarcastically in my mind.‘Her minions were going to come here to kill us,’ I respond.Até walks towards me, my heart is beating so fast. She is here to remind us of who she is, I almost forgot this unpredictable part about her.“Your heartbeat is betraying you,” she grins. “Even though you are trying to keep a straight face, which is actually not that bad, your heart refuses to cooperate. What a weak vampire you are who can’t control her heartbeat when she really needs to.”“What do you want?”“I told you what’s I want,” she sighs. “Do I have to repeat myself over and over again? Anyway, here is my army, or some part of it. I have millions of vampires who are on my side. One wrong move and you will never see your daughter ever again. What I have just demonstrated here by killing my right hand man,” she looks on the ground at the body. “What I have just demonstrated is that I have nothing to lose, if you ki
Esther"But we need her," I say to him."After everything she did?" He grumbles. "Yes, even after everything she did."Dominic hesitates as he removes his hand. Até's wound closes as soon as Dominic lets go, and Até sighs with relief. "Phew! For a second. I thought I saw my life flash before my eyes." She glances at me and then at Jane. "Thank you, girls."Logan pushes the door open without knocking. "Até? What is she doing here?" he grumbles. "We invited her," Jane says. "You completely forgot about her affair with your father and that she tried to kill us?"Thank you, Logan," Dominic says. "I'm starting to suspect witchcraft. There's no way in hell we are suddenly Até's best friends.""Did I forget to mention that you don't have a choice?" She says with a smirk. The four of us perk up, waiting for her to do something. I begin to regret letting her in, but she is a queen of chaos, and who knows what she would have done if we refused to let her in? "I told you that nothing would
Esther“We don’t need your help,” I glance at Jane for at least a murmur of agreement, but her eyebrows are furrowed and she has a distant look on her face. “What are you thinking about?” I ask her.“Nothing,” she shakes her head. “This is interesting,” Até laughs. “I know a lot of things that you don’t know, you know. I know many vampires and let me tell you, war is coming, and you are going to need me.”“We don’t need you,” I say to her.“Are you sure?” She grins. “I could prove myself to you to show you what I mean. There’s so much that you don’t know here, and I could help you.”“We don’t need your help, not after what you did to my mother.”“But I loved your father,” she says. “Why would I hurt the daughter of the man I loved?”“What do you want to tell us?” I ask. “May I please get in the room so that we can talk?” Jane and I exchange a glance, and then a nod. We stand aside to let her in but we keep our guards up. With Até in the room, we need to watch each other’s
Esther“We are not undressing each other,” I protest. “Can we please focus on what’s important here?”“Fine,” Jane says with a smirk.‘You are childish,’ I roll my eyes at her. “Anyway,” I say out loud. “We need to work together for this. There’s no way I’m going to let Charles get himself out of this.”“But I don’t want to be part of...”“You already are part of this. There’s no way out, and if you give up complete ownership of this forest, someone else might come to claim it, it could be Felix, Boris, Enzo or William. Do you really want that to happen?”“I said I was giving it to you.”“And put the lives of so many werewolves in danger? Hell no, and incase you forgot, I have a daughter to protect, whom I love very much and she is growing where she is, without me getting an opportunity to hold her. Do you have any idea how much I’m suffering?” My voice breaks, but I keep it together. I need to practice more how to show emotions a little less. Dominic’s eyes flash with someth
Esther“What is it that I don’t know?” I look from Jane to Dominic. The entire room is silent, and the only thing they are doing is exchanging glances. “We never intended to kill Felix,” Jane sighs. “Uhm, Why?” I ask, confused. “Why have we been chasing Felix around if we were never going to kill him? After everything he did?”“Why is no one helping me out here?” Jane looks around. I follow her gaze and everyone is keeping a straight face. “We spoke about this when you were locked up by Felix in London.”“And no one thought they should tell me?” “I changed my mind, Jane,” Dominic says lazily. “But you didn’t think of telling us first?” Logan asks. “Telling who what? Could someone please tell me why you are all suddenly best friends with Felix?”“We wanted Felix to live so that he can feel how it is to be a servant,” Dominic says. “ Although his minions think they are doing this for themselves, they are technically working for him, and you know there’s nothing that Felix







