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10.First week: Crazy day
I was walking slowly down the stairs, my mind was busy with thoughts of strange vision which I saw, but at least my head and back didn't hurt anymore. I was like in another world where was chaos, dirty people with guns in the distance, and Maia she looked much older as well as I was. Did I just saw the future? If I did it looked really fucked up.
I looked so unrecognizable and there wasn't only my look, the way how I talk or how I was walking: he was me but also not me. He hadn't any confidence, he was keeping his head lowered, and he was with a humpback. He said that Maia was a madwoman and that everybody was talking about her in that way. But I could never do that to her no matter in what hell we would be.
But it was exactly the same words I said to Nina. Did I hurt my sister for real? did I crossed the line... I feel so bad now and frustrated with myself. I shook my head with annoyance.
I shouldn't say those words but still, it wasn't said so cruel as that gu
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