로그인After the college entrance exam, Zac and I went on a graduation trip together. I never expected to run into my best friend, Keira, on the airport shuttle. Before I could even process the surprise, Zac started explaining next to me. "Keira's never been on a plane before. I happened to have some points, so I used them to get her a half-price ticket." Keira smiled and took my hand. "You don't mind having one more person with you, do you? I promise I'll try not to get in your way." I forced a smile. Once we arrived at our destination, the three of us went sightseeing together. They always seemed to gradually drift closer to each other while leaving me behind. Only after walking for a while would they suddenly remember I was there. They would then turn around and complain that I was walking too slowly. When I suffered from heatstroke and was taken to the hospital by a kind stranger, neither of them even noticed. "Where did you go? Did you get registered? Keira's starving." Zac called to question me. That was when I saw the message he had sent. He instructed me to go line up at a popular restaurant. I also saw the hundreds of photos of Keira he had sent in our three-person group chat. It was obvious who he paid more attention to. Since I was already out of the picture, I decided to just give up on him.
더 보기After college started, I found out my roommates and classmates were all very kind.I sent Irene messages about everything that happened every day.I often dreamed that she was replying to my messages from another world while frantically asking me why I couldn't see them.There was a woman at Annex Cafeteria who sold casseroles. Her silhouette often reminded me of Irene.I ate there for an entire week.The woman eventually remembered my face.Whenever it wasn't too busy, she'd chat with me."Jocelyn, will you have the usual today?"I nodded.She retrieved a chocolate bar from her pocket and sneakily handed it to me."I won it in a bet. I don't like sweet stuff. You can have it."My eyes instantly welled up with tears.I couldn't even get the words 'thank you' out properly.The woman noticed and nervously asked whether someone had mistreated me or whether I was homesick.I nodded. "I miss my mom."She ruffled my hair and silently comforted me.Halfway through my meal, I r
I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep, but after lying down in Irene's bed and hugging her pillow, I soon felt drowsy. My eyelids grew heavier and heavier.When I opened my eyes again, it was already completely dark.For the first time in so many days, I had slept soundly. My body felt much better.I turned over, and suddenly my tears came pouring out.For the first time, I truly cried."Mom, I'm so scared."It was just like when I was little. Whenever I woke up and couldn't find Irene, I'd sit on the bed and cry hysterically.Back then, my dad and mom would hear me and rush in before taking me into their arms and comforting me.Now, no matter how loudly I cried, they couldn't hear me anymore.Even if they could, they couldn't hold me anymore.I cried until I became lightheaded, and my ears started ringing. I wanted to get up and wash my face, but I fell asleep again.When I next woke up, I was already lying in a hospital bed.My eyes were dry and sore. It felt horrible.M
The day after Irene's funeral, Zac and Keira's college acceptance letters arrived.They had both been accepted to Aberton College.Keira deliberately came to my house to show hers to me."Jocelyn, the things Zac said at the hospital were just to comfort you because you were so devastated."We'll be at the same college and in the same major. We'll spend so much time together. He likes me too. We're definitely going to end up together."I sneered."If you're so confident, why did you go to such lengths to frame me? You were willing to hurt yourself just to hurt me."She shrugged."I don't think I lost anything. Let people say whatever they want. Who's going to remember it a month or a year from now?"So what if everyone thinks I was the other woman and had an abortion? As long as Zac feels sorry for me, that's all that matters."I asked her, "Why do you hate me so much? Was our friendship of more than ten years all fake?"She gently rubbed her acceptance letter."Because you'
"I'm sorry. I never thought things would turn out like this–"I simply stared at him.I didn't think they would act so quickly.They were so evil.Life was fragile.Why did such an unlikely tragedy have to happen to Irene?She hadn't even seen my college acceptance letter yet.I hated them, but I hated myself even more.Why had I fallen in love with Zac? Why had I confessed to him?Just as he had asked me, I now asked myself, 'Why did I cause such a scene? I'd already endured for so long. Why did I hesitate for so long at home?'-Those regrets gnawed at my heart."Jocelyn, I'm sorry."Zac carefully wrapped his trembling arms around me. He held me as he repeated those words over and over."I'm sorry. I'm sorry–"I saw Keira step out of the elevator.Suppressing my disgust and hatred, I raised my arms and hugged Zac back before slowly tightening my grip.He felt it immediately and hugged me even tighter."Jocelyn, please just cry. Let it out."I looked at Keira and sa












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