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“When you are ready to talk about what that means to you, then maybe I will be ready too.

“To talk about what we mean to each other and why you think we must stay together to be attracted to one another.”

I'm not saying we have to be attracted to one another. “I'm just trying to activate…” He says, and I stop him from speaking.

Activate, whatever! I really don't care what word you use to put it in. It is the same thing that you think you even gave a right to. It may not matter to you because you're a guy or maybe it's a guy code or whatsoever but I really do value myself.

“It may not seem so because I've tried to kill myself on many occasions, but I love myself so much that I will not watch myself.”

“Go, hop and jump around life alone doing god knows what just to survive.”

“So, I'm just going to say to you I do not trust this thing that you think is going to set me apart from others.”

“Yes, even after all of these they have shown me I don't know what to believe.” I say to him and I