Se connecter“James! Oh my gosh. Umm, how long have you been standing there?” she said, smoothing her hair.
“Long enough. It’s time to go Case,” I said angrily, walking towards my Jeep. She followed behind but didn’t say anything. We rode home in complete silence. When we got to my house, we both changed into our pajamas and hopped into my bed. “James? Let me explain,” she suggested. I turned over to look at her. I knew I wore my disappointment on my face very well. “So Cyman and I have been lab partners since school started and we had a project that requires frozen specimens,” she started. I made a gagging face at the thought of Cyman’s frozen specimen. “No James, you pervert. Anyways, we were working in his kitchen last week and I almost fell with the tray of our frozen mold collection, and I fell right into him. His hands supported my waist and I got chills. We kept brushing against one another after that and I would catch him staring at me while I looked in the microscope. He eventually came close to me and moved my hair behind my ear to keep it out of my way while I made observations. When I finished my specimen, he pulled me in and kissed me. And I kissed him back. We have been seeing each other every day since. I miss him so much and I didn’t even realize it,” she said, swooning. “Case, he has a girlfriend! None of that is okay if Harper will get hurt,” I scolded. “That’s the thing, he wants to break up with her, but she has been having a hard time at home. He said he can’t share details but he didn’t feel right now was the right time to tell her we wanted to be together again,” she said. “Yeah, I still don’t like it one bit. But if you are happy that’s great. Just stop giving him access to your body and see if that changes anything,” I suggested. She agreed and we decided to go to bed. As I heard her snoring, I heard my front door open and close. Mom was at the Patts’ house, so who was it? I jumped up and locked my bedroom door. I could hear keys jingling and saw the lights turn on downstairs. I picked up my phone and went to call 911, when I saw a text preview from my mom that read, “Hey Keegan is going to be staying over in the guest room this weekend. Hope you don’t mind.” Of course I mind. I don’t want him here. I peeked out of my door and I could hear him talking. He must be on the phone with his mom. I walked down the stairs to greet him and as I got to the last step I saw her. He brought Isadora to our house. What the fuck Keegan? I turned to quickly run back up the stairs but they had seen me. “Hey Brees,” Izzy said. “Hey Izzy. I didn’t know you guys were coming over. You scared me a bit,” I admitted. “Oh, that’s my bad. Missy gave me a key so I could sleep here this weekend,” Keegan said, jingling the keys. “And she approved of you bringing girls to sleep here too?” I asked, accusingly. “We are just going to watch a quick movie and get to know each other better is all,” he said, touching her chin. Before I could respond, he took his thumb and ran it over her lips. He gave me a look of revenge. As if he wanted me to react. That was our thing. That was his sexy little way of asking to kiss me. And now he was in my living room doing it to another girl. “Wow. Ok, have fun you two,” I said, rolling my eyes and heading back upstairs. “Oh we will!” Keegan yelled after me. Why was he doing this? He didn’t want me, so why did it matter what I did? I couldn’t stop thinking about him touching her lips in that way. That hurt me so badly. Keegan knew she had a huge crush on him last year. He knew exactly how this would make me feel. I truly didn’t want to see Keegan ever again after the way he just acted.The morning came in brutally. I rolled over begrudgingly and stopped my alarm. My head was hurting and my mind was racing. I had stayed up all night thinking about Keegan. His game was televised last night and I mindlessly watched. Seeing him actually enter the game in the 4th quarter was breathtaking. Keegan was a freshman so he didn’t get a lot of playing time. But on this day he did. I held my breath every time he was near the ball. Recalling the time from Homecoming when he had been knocked on conscious. My heart went back to that time. When he had seen me in my dress. The way his eyes had went over my body and face. Soaking in every inch. The way he gulped when I came closer. That made me smile. No Brees. Stop it. You aren’t his anymore. Today, I was going to the petting zoo with my softball team. They were doing team bonding. There were mazes, games, food and more at the petting zoo. She thought about the fun she would have with Harper and Quinn. She
Meanwhile, at LSU, Keegan sat on the edge of his dorm bed staring at his phone. Brees was still blocked from nothing on his end. She had blocked him. He had tried once. He’d stared at the message he’d typed for nearly twenty minutes before finally deleting it. I miss you. Too simple. I’m sorry. Not enough. I didn’t mean it. A lie. Because he had meant what he’d said in that moment. He had been scared. Scared of their families. Scared of what happened next. Scared of how serious everything had become. But he’d never been scared of Brees. That was the part he couldn’t explain. He could face thousands of people in a stadium. He could handle the pressure of LSU. He could handle everything his future demanded from him. But the thought of admitting how much he loved his best friend’s little sister terrified him. And now he’d lost her. He wanted to drive home and scoop her up in his arms and let her know that his love for her had not changed and that they needed to be
Brees thought blocking Keegan would make it easier.It didn’t.It just made everything quieter.His name no longer appeared on her phone.No late-night texts.No random pictures from his day.No stupid videos he knew would make her laugh when she was trying not to.No You awake? at midnight.Nothing.And somehow, nothing hurt worse than everything.She had stared at his contact for almost ten minutes before finally pressing Block Contact.Her thumb had hovered over the button.Once.Twice.Three times.Then she had done it.Because she couldn’t keep being the girl who waited for Keegan to decide what they were.Especially after what happened in front of their mothers.After her mom found out they’d been sleeping together, Keegan had promised her.“It won’t happen again.”Brees had wanted him to promise they would be safe. Not that it would never happen again.She had wanted that promise to mean he was choosing her.Instead, when their mothers asked what was happening between them, Kee
“Wow, okay. Yeah, we are focusing on our sports and I’m getting more serious about Jagger since she is moving here next semester,” I said. His head whipped around so quickly. He looked confused. After our moms excused themselves, he moved closer to me on the couch. “Brees, what did you mean about you and Jagger?” he asked. “Well you said we weren’t together, so I assumed that meant what you said this morning about being in love with me was complete bull crap. What was that Kee?” I asked. At this point I was holding tears inside so hard that I thought my heart might explode. He grabbed my hand and didn’t let me pull away. “I felt like that was the right thing to say for now. Your mom seemed upset that we have been having sex. I didn’t want to give her anything else to worry about. I’m really sorry I said that. You know I absolutely love you with all my heart Squirt,” he said, bumping my chin. I shook my head. “No Keegan, I don’t know that. You have had a weird way of
I looked at her with my mouth agape. Was she seriously having this conversation with Keegan in the next room? RAP! RAP! A knock on the door saved the day. Keegan poked his head inside and Ms. Kyren was right behind him. “You guys all good in here?” he asked. I nodded and tried to push him out of the room, but my mom made him sit down on the couch instead. “Join us for a moment you two. I was just discussing the protocol of safe sex with Brees,” my mom blurted. How embarrassing. She really didn’t need to do this right here just because Casey slipped up. Keegan fidgeted a bit and looked at his mom for reassurance. You could see how uncomfortable he was. “Oh they are safe Missy. I told Keegan they needed protection every time they were together and he promised me that they would,” Ms. Kyren said. My mom’s face turned a deep shade of red. I don’t think she was ready to hear that I had already been sleeping with Keegan. She turned to me specifically. Her eyes narrowing in on mi
We made our way to my mom’s house. When we arrived I saw Casey’s car in the driveway. I was happy that she came. I had invited her, but she had been missing in action all day. She got out of her car when she saw me and she ran to me. It looked like she had been crying. I reached out and hugged her tightly. “What’s wrong my Casey girl? Did Cyman do something?” I asked. She nodded her head aggressively. Keegan looked at me and smiled and excused himself after giving Casey a warm hug. He went into the house so that we could talk. “So remember during the back to school party you saw Cyman and I… well we were sleeping together up until Thanksgiving Break,” Casey said wiping tears on her jean jacket. “Okay. I knew this information Case. What’s the deal?” I badgered. I will admit, I was a little perplexed that she was even bringing up his name when she knows I can’t stand him after how he treated her. “James… I’m pregnant,” Casey sputtered out. I almost dropped my phone. Did she ju







