Se connecter“Kee? Is everything ok?” she asked.
“Yes, I just needed to give you this?” I said, handing her the box. She admired it for a moment and then gestured for me to step into her room. “I didn’t think you got me anything,” she said, holding the box closely. “Of course I did. It’s your 18th birthday. That’s special. You’re special,” I said, trying not to make this moment awkward. I closed her door behind me, so that our chatter did not dare wake anyone in the house. I watched her scan the box. Her mind was actively trying to guess what I got her. She opened the top and pulled out the necklace. I could see the confusion on her face as she read the note. I had Jada help me order it. We were still very good friends and she knew how much I wanted Brees back. The necklace had tiny photos of myself and Brees from as young as 7 years old until now. She would need her phone camera to look at them, but she could carry it around wherever she went. I had hoped she missed me as much as I missed her. I should have never been so callous about our relationship. I should have fought for her and ignored any negativity that others were trying to convince me of. I walked towards her and grabbed the necklace that she was fumbling with. I held my phone’s camera to the small black ball inside of the necklace so she could see the photos of us. The corners of her mouth turned up and her eyes softened. She glanced at me and then back at the phone. “This is so beautiful Kee. Thank you,” she said, hugging me around my neck. Feeling her body so warmly pressed against mine, sent a shiver up my spine. I could smell her lavender shampoo and her cocoa butter lotion. She always smelled so good. As I inhaled her aroma, she quickly adjusted herself and pulled away. I helped her clasp the necklace around her neck, but I didn’t want to let her go. She did make an attempt to snuff out the flame that was happening, but I could not allow it. As she walked away I grabbed her wrist to pull her back to me. The tension could be cut with a knife. As I held her, I felt her body melt into mine. We eventually started kissing. I wasn’t sure where this night would take us, but we couldn’t seem to stop ourselves. I wanted every part of what was happening and I shared one of the most memorable nights of my life with Brees Hamlin. I’ll never forget this as long as I live. Being inside of her, feeling her warmth and wetness take me in like she had been waiting for this. Her moans so intense and filled with pleasure. I was so turned on. I had never seen her fully naked before. She was beautiful. The curves in her waist and the fullness of her breasts were exquisite. She looked like a goddess with her head thrown back in pleasure. Moaning with every kiss, every movement of my hips. She loved me and she was showing me. I didn’t want to leave her side that night, but I knew we would be in trouble if I had tried to stay. I kissed her goodnight and headed back to the couch. This was what my mom meant when she said I didn’t love Isadora. She was right. I could never share something so sacred with Izzy. I was meant to be with Brees and I wasn’t going to lose her again.The morning came in brutally. I rolled over begrudgingly and stopped my alarm. My head was hurting and my mind was racing. I had stayed up all night thinking about Keegan. His game was televised last night and I mindlessly watched. Seeing him actually enter the game in the 4th quarter was breathtaking. Keegan was a freshman so he didn’t get a lot of playing time. But on this day he did. I held my breath every time he was near the ball. Recalling the time from Homecoming when he had been knocked on conscious. My heart went back to that time. When he had seen me in my dress. The way his eyes had went over my body and face. Soaking in every inch. The way he gulped when I came closer. That made me smile. No Brees. Stop it. You aren’t his anymore. Today, I was going to the petting zoo with my softball team. They were doing team bonding. There were mazes, games, food and more at the petting zoo. She thought about the fun she would have with Harper and Quinn. She
Meanwhile, at LSU, Keegan sat on the edge of his dorm bed staring at his phone. Brees was still blocked from nothing on his end. She had blocked him. He had tried once. He’d stared at the message he’d typed for nearly twenty minutes before finally deleting it. I miss you. Too simple. I’m sorry. Not enough. I didn’t mean it. A lie. Because he had meant what he’d said in that moment. He had been scared. Scared of their families. Scared of what happened next. Scared of how serious everything had become. But he’d never been scared of Brees. That was the part he couldn’t explain. He could face thousands of people in a stadium. He could handle the pressure of LSU. He could handle everything his future demanded from him. But the thought of admitting how much he loved his best friend’s little sister terrified him. And now he’d lost her. He wanted to drive home and scoop her up in his arms and let her know that his love for her had not changed and that they needed to be
Brees thought blocking Keegan would make it easier.It didn’t.It just made everything quieter.His name no longer appeared on her phone.No late-night texts.No random pictures from his day.No stupid videos he knew would make her laugh when she was trying not to.No You awake? at midnight.Nothing.And somehow, nothing hurt worse than everything.She had stared at his contact for almost ten minutes before finally pressing Block Contact.Her thumb had hovered over the button.Once.Twice.Three times.Then she had done it.Because she couldn’t keep being the girl who waited for Keegan to decide what they were.Especially after what happened in front of their mothers.After her mom found out they’d been sleeping together, Keegan had promised her.“It won’t happen again.”Brees had wanted him to promise they would be safe. Not that it would never happen again.She had wanted that promise to mean he was choosing her.Instead, when their mothers asked what was happening between them, Kee
“Wow, okay. Yeah, we are focusing on our sports and I’m getting more serious about Jagger since she is moving here next semester,” I said. His head whipped around so quickly. He looked confused. After our moms excused themselves, he moved closer to me on the couch. “Brees, what did you mean about you and Jagger?” he asked. “Well you said we weren’t together, so I assumed that meant what you said this morning about being in love with me was complete bull crap. What was that Kee?” I asked. At this point I was holding tears inside so hard that I thought my heart might explode. He grabbed my hand and didn’t let me pull away. “I felt like that was the right thing to say for now. Your mom seemed upset that we have been having sex. I didn’t want to give her anything else to worry about. I’m really sorry I said that. You know I absolutely love you with all my heart Squirt,” he said, bumping my chin. I shook my head. “No Keegan, I don’t know that. You have had a weird way of
I looked at her with my mouth agape. Was she seriously having this conversation with Keegan in the next room? RAP! RAP! A knock on the door saved the day. Keegan poked his head inside and Ms. Kyren was right behind him. “You guys all good in here?” he asked. I nodded and tried to push him out of the room, but my mom made him sit down on the couch instead. “Join us for a moment you two. I was just discussing the protocol of safe sex with Brees,” my mom blurted. How embarrassing. She really didn’t need to do this right here just because Casey slipped up. Keegan fidgeted a bit and looked at his mom for reassurance. You could see how uncomfortable he was. “Oh they are safe Missy. I told Keegan they needed protection every time they were together and he promised me that they would,” Ms. Kyren said. My mom’s face turned a deep shade of red. I don’t think she was ready to hear that I had already been sleeping with Keegan. She turned to me specifically. Her eyes narrowing in on mi
We made our way to my mom’s house. When we arrived I saw Casey’s car in the driveway. I was happy that she came. I had invited her, but she had been missing in action all day. She got out of her car when she saw me and she ran to me. It looked like she had been crying. I reached out and hugged her tightly. “What’s wrong my Casey girl? Did Cyman do something?” I asked. She nodded her head aggressively. Keegan looked at me and smiled and excused himself after giving Casey a warm hug. He went into the house so that we could talk. “So remember during the back to school party you saw Cyman and I… well we were sleeping together up until Thanksgiving Break,” Casey said wiping tears on her jean jacket. “Okay. I knew this information Case. What’s the deal?” I badgered. I will admit, I was a little perplexed that she was even bringing up his name when she knows I can’t stand him after how he treated her. “James… I’m pregnant,” Casey sputtered out. I almost dropped my phone. Did she ju