"What the fuck—” I started. He looked up at me. His lips were wet, swollen. He licked them slowly, like he was savoring the taste. “Keep your hands where I left them,” he said. My jaw clenched. My knuckles went white against the bedsheets. I didn’t speak. I just watched him. He lowered his mouth again, slower this time. His tongue circled the tip, then slid down the side. I felt every second of it. Every inch. He paused halfway down and looked up at me again. “You like this too much.” My throat tightened. I didn’t answer. “Bet you’ve never let anyone make you beg.” *** Callum Kesington isn’t just a billionaire CEO. He doesn’t believe in love. He believes in control and power.But when his estranged brother resurfaces through a cryptic call, dragging him into a trail of files, threats, and old betrayals, everything he's built starts to crack. Remy Beckett, a rising star in the culinary world, is no strang to love but one man has him unraveled. A single dinner at Remy’s restaurant ignites an attraction that shakes Callum’s carefully guarded world. He’s never wanted a man before. Never craved the scrape of stubble against his skin or the heat of rough hands pinning him down. But Remy? He’s all Callum can think about. A shadowy attack leaves Remy bleeding in Callum’s arms, and suddenly, this isn’t about desire. It's about survival. Someone wants Remy dead, and Callum’s brother is at the center of it. Now, Callum must confront the ruthless empire he built, the family who betrayed him, and the truth he’s been denying.
Lihat lebih banyakCallum’s POV
Love is a foreign word, isn't it?
It will never make sense to me why people fall in love. It isn't some investment that yields profit, so why the hype around it? Why does everyone treat it like the answer to all of life’s problems?
‘Find a good woman and everything will fall in place for you.’
‘Behind every successful man, there is a woman.'
Even now, the priest's voice boomed from the pulpit, dragging the room into a collective trance.
"He who findeth a good wife, findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favour from the Lord."
Around me, heads nodded in agreement. Couples clasped hands like they had something precious to protect. A woman two pews ahead leaned into her husband, fingers gripping his arm, her wedding band glinting under the kaleidoscope of stained-glass light.
Fools. Or maybe I’m the fool. The only one who sees this entire performance for what it is: an illusion. A story people tell themselves so they don’t have to face how lonely the world actually is.
Hell, what was I even doing here?
I wasn’t a regular churchgoer. Hadn’t stepped inside a church since my father’s funeral. But I came today because I needed to speak to Father Christopher. Not for advice or for forgiveness. Just... something. Clarity, maybe. Closure.
But of course, he had to be preaching about love.
The priest’s voice faded into the background, replaced by the memory I hadn’t invited. Lena.
The only time I ever tried to love someone. If you could even call it that.
What a draining activity. A total waste of time.
She had been a ‘good thing,’ too. Everyone said so. Beautiful. Kind. Compassionate. A girl who smiled too easily and meant every word she said.
She had been my closest friend. She knew all my secrets. She was there when my father died, holding me together with nothing but her presence. Maybe that’s why I said yes when she asked me to date her. It felt safe. Predictable.
But comfort isn’t the same as desire.
I never really thought that being in a romantic relationship meant sex not because I was naive, but because I never cared for it. I liked people in theory. But up close? Intimacy always felt like something I had to mimic.
Lena was patient at first. Then she wasn’t.
She started to demand more. Her lips said she wanted connection, but her hands asked for something else entirely. So I gave it. Out of guilt. Out of obligation. Like a man settling a debt he never signed up for.
Her skin was soft. Her body warm. Everything a man was supposed to want. But when she touched me, all I could think of was how wrong it felt. Like wearing a suit belonging to someone else.
I’d close my eyes and count the cracks in the ceiling while she whispered my name like it meant something.
Not that I was a virgin. I’d had sex before. But I wasn't sexually attracted to her. Or any woman, really. At least not the way everyone else seemed to be.
I told myself I was broken. That I just needed more time.
That time never came.
"...Stand and share the Grace in unison," the priest said.
A tap on my shoulder brought me back. I blinked. The room shifted into focus.
I rose to my feet, half out of reflex, turning slightly to see who had tapped me.
A hand lingered a second too long. Broad palm. Calloused, yet elegant. Strong. It was a man’s hand. Beautiful in a way I didn’t expect.
I turned fully, but the owner had already looked away. Not before I caught a glimpse of his profile. He had a strong jawline, a faint shadow of stubble tracing the edges. I imagined my hands following that line, slowly, deliberately.
My throat tightened. I swallowed. What the hell was that? Why would I think of a man like that? I'd never even thought of a woman in such a manner for long time .
After the Grace ended, I sat down, trying not to look again. Men don't stare at other men like that.
But I felt the guy's presence beside me.
He wore a black shirt, sleeves rolled. Fitted trousers. Dark shoes. Nothing serious. Just well-dressed.
When the service ended, I stayed seated. He stood and walked toward the exit. Then paused. Turned slightly. Glanced my way. Then he kept walking.
I exhaled and headed toward the side hallway, toward Father Christopher’s office
I met him at the entrance of his office. His glasses perched low and his robes were flowing like he’d stepped out of another century.
"Callum," he said, recognizing me immediately. "You look well."
"Do I?"
He gave a knowing smile. The kind older men use when they don’t want to pry but already know too much.
"Walk with me," he said. “How have you been?”
I didn't know how to answer that because of how I felt. Hadn't even thought it necessary to answer.
We strolled past the stone walkway, past the cemetery, toward the small garden behind the church.
“You said you needed to speak with me," he said again.
I hesitated. "Yeah. I... I don’t know where to start."
"Start wherever you can."
I looked away, watching a bee hover over a wilted flower.
"Something happened," I said. "Something strange. I can’t explain it."
He didn’t interrupt.
"I was in the penthouse. Late. Reading. Then—"
I hesitated.
"It’s going to sound ridiculous."
"Try me."
"I heard a voice. Out loud. Not in my head. It said my name. Twice. When I looked up, I felt something in the room. I couldn’t see it. Just... a presence. Cold. Still. Like the air changed."
He didn’t react.
"I’m not crazy. But I haven’t slept right since.”
I left the church later than most. Speaking to Father Christopher wasn’t helpful. But it wasn’t a waste either.
He asked questions. I answered.
He didn’t look shocked. Just calm. He told me to rest. Told me he’d pray for clarity on my behalf.
Outside, the sun was too bright. I slipped on my sunglasses and got into the backseat of my car.
"Home, sir?" Miguel, my driver asked.
"No. Crust & Loaf. The one on Harper."
He glanced back. "The bakery?"
"Yeah. I just want something different."
We pulled away. I didn’t know what I was doing. But I remembered something. That guy. He had flour on his sleeve which I noticed for some reasons.
Maybe I was hungry.
—--
We found the place downtown. The inside floors were tiled. The air warm. A few people were seated near the windows.
I walked in and stood by the glass display. Loaves of fresh bread, croissants, scones, muffins. I didn’t know what I wanted. I just wanted the smell.
A young woman who was behind the counter greeted me. I approached her, glancing down. Her hands were dusted with flour, dough stretching between her knuckles.
I nodded at her in acknowledgment of her greetings.
“Something just came out of the oven,” she said.
“What?”
“Brioche. Still hot.”
“I’ll take one.”
She bagged it, then handed me a cup of coffee. “On the house,” she said. “You look like you need it.”
“You don’t look like a man who eats carbs," She said again.
I looked at her to know if she was trying to flirt with me.
"I don't."
"So why are you here?"
I looked up.
"I don’t know.”
I paid for the bread and walked away fast from the counter. I took a table in the far corner, coffee in hand. I didn't want any one else close or one watching me.
I tore into the bread. It was warm. Soft. Slightly sweet. I took slow bites and stared out the window.
I felt down. I didn’t know what the hell I was doing anymore. This wasn’t how I was—
My phone buzzed in my pocket, but it was nothing out of ordinary for someone like me. I decided unless I knew who the caller was, I wasn't going to answer.
I checked the screen. It was a private number.
Strange.
I almost ignored it, but something made me answer.
“Hello.”
There was a pause. Then a familiar voice. Sharp. Cold.
“Callum.”
I froze.
“Ethan?” I said.
“It’s been a while.”
I leaned back into my seat. “What do you want?”
“You’re going to get a call from someone in twenty-four hours. When they ask about the files, say you don’t know anything.”
“What files?”
“I’m serious. Don’t pretend to be the smart one. Just do what I say.”
“You vanished for five years and now you’re giving me orders?”
“Don’t be stupid. You’re not safe.”
The line clicked.
He hung up.
The fucking idiot hung up on me.
I stared at the screen. My brother hadn’t spoken to me in half a decade. Years without a single word, and now he was calling out of nowhere. Talking about files. Talking like he had a right to interrupt my life.
Last I heard, he left the country. We weren’t on s
peaking terms. We weren’t even in the same orbit.
And now he’s warning me?
I stood up and tossed the rest of the bread in the nearest bin.
“Sir?” The barista called after me.
But I was already walking out.
Remy's POVI didn’t expect him to stay with me. Not like this.Callum didn’t just lie next to me. He wrapped himself around me, like he needed me close. His hand lay over my chest, fingers splayed like he was afraid I’d vanish if he didn’t keep hold. I felt the way his breath slowed behind me. He was relaxed. Tired. Softened in a way I hadn't seen in him before.And I was restless.He had let me take control earlier. Let me touch him. Taste him. I had wanted to give him something that felt like safety, like release. But now, curled into him, I felt something shift.I needed more.He was quiet for a long time that I was sure maybe he was asleep. When I shifted slightly, I felt his arm tighten around my waist."You okay?" he asked, voice still rough from sleep."Yeah. Just hot."It wasn’t a lie. My skin burned, but not from the temperature. But from want.He moved behind me, pulling me back against his chest. His nose brushed my shoulder."You're tense."I didn’t answer. He shifted agai
Callum's POVHe didn’t wait.His hand wrapped around my cock firmly, but with a kind of reverence that made my skin burn. I sat still, frozen in a tension I couldn’t name, my muscles drawn tight as a wire.Then he lowered his head.The first brush of his lips against the tip of my cock made my breath catch. He kissed me there, slow and deliberate. He let his tongue slip over the head in one long drag that made me groan.“Remy…” I warned, my voice hoarse.But he didn’t stop.His lips parted fully, and he took me into his mouth. Hot. Wet. Perfect.I should’ve stopped him. Told him to lie back down. Told him he needed fluids and sleep and anything else that wasn’t me.But I didn’t move.My cock was already hard, already aching. But this—This was about more than getting off.I wanted to see what I looked like through his eyes. I wanted to know what it felt like to be needed like that. Wanted like that.And I fucking let him.My fingers gripped the edge of the bed. His mouth moved slowly,
Callum's POV I got home quite late. Past 8:00 p.m. I hadn’t said I would, but I knew someone was waiting. I knew because I had been thinking about him all day. Even when Xavier dropped that betrayal bomb, even when Alex confirmed it. Even when my mind was supposed to be focused on hunting down my stupid half brother, I was still thinking about Remy.The sender of that cryptic message can go to hell for all I care. I stepped out of the car and walked inside, not bothering to alert the staff. The chef greeted me from the hallway, said something about Remy eating earlier and sleeping again. I nodded without responding.All I needed was a fresh breath. Something to distract me from the ongoing chaos.My shoes hit the stairs harder than I meant. The air in the house felt hotter than usual. Or maybe that was just me.My foot moved on its own accord to the guest room, the door was half-open. The light inside was dim. I pushed the door wider and stepped in.Remy wasn’t asleep.He sat shirtl
Callum's POV My eyes blurred through the document in my hands. My mind has been hazy since last night. Alex didn't come home nor did he return my call when I called back. Who fucking drops a bomb and doesn't press the button?Something was definitely off. Too odd. The Don's phone had been unreachable too. I tried twice this morning, and again after I got to the office. Voicemail. Not even his usual clipped message. Just silence. If they were playing me, they were doing it too well. If they were in trouble, I was already too late.I tried to push the tension aside. I had gone through three meetings and a security debrief this morning, but I barely remembered anything anyone said. My mind kept pulling me back to Remy.His thoughts had lingered like a toxin in my head. I kept replaying the times we kissed. They had been impulsive for me. And there was the way he looked at me. Like he saw something I hadn’t even figured out about myself. I had spent the entire drive to the office wond
Remy's POVThe smell of antiseptic and drugs made my stomach churn. I blinked slowly, my body heavy like it had been soaked in heat. My eyes scanned the ceiling first, then down to the IV attached to my hand. I groaned."Good afternoon, Remy," Dr. Varma said, stepping into my line of sight. She had a clipboard in her hand and a calm expression that somehow made everything worse."What the hell happened?""You blacked out at dinner yesterday evening. Fever spiked sharply. I had to administer a mild sedative to help you rest. You're still recovering. But you're okay."I tried to sit up, but the tug of the IV reminded me who was in charge. My head throbbed and my stomach rolled."Where's Callum?"He had to step out for work,” she said. “He didn’t want to leave but something urgent came up. He said to call him if anything changed.”My eyes stayed on the ceiling. I nodded slowly. I didn’t want her to see the wave of disappointment creeping over me. I looked away. Of course he had. There wa
Callum's POV “You didn’t even let him say goodbye," the Don said, a mischievous smile forming on his face.“You know I don’t have time for games," I answered. “Just do what you need to do. I need a name.”I walked out and pulled the bloody towel Alex gave me over my face. Their screams followed me down the hallway like static on a dead frequency.The air outside felt cold on my skin. My shirt clung to me, sticky with sweat and blood. I wiped myself down and got into the car. Miguel was waiting outside."Where to, sir?""Home."The drive was silent except for the low hum of the engine. My head was buzzing. Who the hell sent them? Who wanted that file? What did they really want from me?When we reached the house, the lights were low. I dismissed Miguel and walked inside. The chef met me in the hallway."Sir, Dr. Varma left a note. She said Remy’s condition changed."I frowned. "What do you mean?""He had a slight fever. She cleaned and dressed the wound again but said there may be a m
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