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CHAPTER 55: THE LAST TIME I LIED WITH A SMILE

作者: HO PE
last update 公開日: 2025-11-17 18:53:13

I left the office like a man walking out of his own grave. My hood up, keys cutting into my palm, my heart beating so loud I swore the hallway lights flickered with it.

I told myself I just needed to see him. Just one look.

One breath of the boy who still tasted like chili chicken and hope. And then I’d vanish into the night and become the monster again.

The monster I've always being.

The lecture hall door creaked when I pushed it open. The class was already spilling out, with students laugh
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