‘‘The absolute nerve,’’ she muttered under her breath, treading carelessly on any weed or flower that dared cross her path, the clean air invading her faculties, clearing the cobwebs and dust of gossip from the nethermost corners. Exercise, she noted, always did one good.
Time became open then, unoffending in the expanse of the rugged landscape as she followed the trail with determined strides ever upwards, towards an outlook she loved best. And there, where craggy boulders stood like broken teeth against the cool horizon, she shuddered suddenly as a gust of wind wrapped its probing tentacles around the thick wool of her shawl.
She glanced at the sun hidden behind the thin sweeping clouds, and supposed that people, perhaps kinsfolk, had lived and worshipped and existed on this here woodland for far longer than she could ever imagine.
The breeze grew chill, and she pulled her shawl closer.
And at last she found her destination, a great slab of boulder that continued in an inexorable pull towards the heavens, peering down upon the continuation of stone and heath and nothing. The blustery air tugged at her braids and whipped them about her face. She felt queer, and alone, and, eyes darting about, she wondered if the little folk of tales told at campfire were really so far gone; for in this place, she would not be so surprised if she happened across the dwarf-like water sprite and was whisked far away.
Liziwe…
She whipped around, heart pounding wildly in her chest- but there was nothing. The stillness of quaking grass concealed naught but the creeping insects, and high above, an eagle wheeled. It let out a shriek, piercing in its strength.
Liziwe…
She trembled, taut as a bow string, and wondered if at any moment she might burst from the anxiety that held her hostage, chilling her very soul. She had heard it, far away on the phantom wing of that bird… That unmistakable-
‘‘Miss Matiwane!’’
Her knees buckled, and darkness reigned.
It felt like an awfully long time before she became aware, slowly, of the warmth of fingertips at her throat. They pressed, gently, and then were gone; then brushed against the tip of her nose and hovered above her lips. Her eyes snapped open suddenly, and she met the startled gaze of Edward Skweyiya. She was surprised to see his eyes were an odd assortment of brown and hazel, as they widened in the shock of contact. He jerked his hand back and spoke deliberately, ‘‘I was checking for your pulse, and to be sure that you were breathing, Miss Matiwane. Forgive me; I have startled you, and you are clearly unwell.’’‘‘Oh,’’ she gasped breathlessly, ‘‘Oh, it’s you...’’ she winced, clutching her head and sitting upright, ever so cautiously. ‘‘I thought I heard...something...’’ she mumbled, avoiding eye contact. Embarrassment could not begin to describe her emoti
‘‘Hurry up, Liziwe, we will be late!’’ exclaimed Miriam, tugging Elias alongside her as if he were a small child.‘‘Coming, Mama,’’ Liziwe called in a sing-song voice, as she attempted to make her strides as short as possible. But no matter the size of her steps, they did inevitably bring her to the entrance of the church, where the Pastor stood in all his pompous benevolence. His presence served to hold the doors open as much as to greet the congregation, and she scrutinised him for all of a moment, attempting to extract from his manner the subject of today’s sermon. A small and sallow man, the Pastor was, with the shrewd face of a weasel and a vacant glance that seemed to nevertheless hone in on the most unwanted of aspects. The wind whipped her skirts into a frenzy as she approached, the ribbons of her bonnet fluttering behind her. Dr and Mrs Matiwane had already disappeared into the depths of the church,
The ride was a long one, made longer by the incessant chattering of her mother; but arrive they finally did, as the carriage clattered up the extensive drive. A long reflecting pond dominated the front, the speckled flames of sheltered candles illuminating the way. She had never seen such a grand house, and was reminded once again how very little and plain her life was: Liziwe Matiwane, the odd duck verging on spinsterhood. The delicate silk gown she had flattered herself in only an hour before now seemed homely and exceedingly modest and, as she stepped from the carriage in her neat little shoes, she shrank from the grandeur in shame. She could not understand the reasons why she and Edward were being pushed together; she was hardly of the same rank as Mrs Mbovane. Perhaps, the niggling voice in her head spoke, he is just as hopeless as you. ‘‘Ah, Dr and Mrs Matiwane, and Lizi!’’ shrilled Nomthunzi as they ascended the
Dear LiziweI have solved that case which called me away in such a hasty manner. It was, in the end, divinely simple; but that is not why I write you now. No, now I write on matters most adroit at turning the edge of boredom, that foul, double-headed serpent. It is decided: let us test your mettle. I throw at your feet a case: not a demanding one, but a case all the same. I will endeavour to the utmost not to influence your verdict, and will supply you with ample details, though the challenge truly lies in reading a scene in its natural state; but alas, it is not to be. You are not here, and we must make do, and hope for the best. Nevertheless, I beg of you to send a return with your thoughts, whatever they might be. Think of it, if you will, as an exercise in mental dexterity. The life of the Spinster of Tyoborha could hardly be a challenging one; though I grant that you do have a thirst for knowledge which, I must admit, rivals my own- but only in
Dear LiziweThe stink of summer heat is upon us, and I do not envy the poor wretch that roams the street below in search of a crumb. I observe him from my window, and on occasion throw him a scrap of food. He scurries forward on wasted limbs, squinting up at where I stand, his broken teeth winking in the sun’s burning light. Tell me, Miss Matiwane, do you think it kind of me, or terribly low?Have you heard of this aphorism, in which the heat encourages humanity to act at their very worst? That the fever of the sun encourages all vices, even those long dormant in the gentlest of souls, to rear their ugly heads? The delinquents have been driven from their stifling burrows and now they roam the streets, thieving and plundering at every opportunity that presents itself. The city is rank with the wretched elite; yet laced between the layers of heavy stench lingers the fragrance of sin. East London has become a grea
Thunder roared across the vale, a crackling burst that birthed great forks of lightning. The sleek white shards tumbled to the indebted earth, and the shattered heavens flew asunder in feral delight. Deep in their burrows the little creatures cowered, and waited for the rains to subside. And low the storm came, its shadowy wing beckoning over the window where Liziwe sat with hands folded, peering through the thick panes of glass. She smiled, and shifted to a new position, pressing her nose to the window in childish enchantment. There was something so awfully thrilling in the nature of the storm; the unadulterated power coursing through the heavens, and through her fingertips she felt it. It was as if some essence could be harvested from the very air around her, tingling with jagged, electric energy.When she was young, she had often sneaked out from the house, bursting forth at the slightest bloom of thunder and prancing barefoot among the knee-deep brush, howli
She stood, tall and proud, and pale as a ghost. Her arms stretched outwards, reaching, as her mother worked the lacings to her corset, tugging at the strings fiercely. Bursts of air escaped Liziwe’s grim-set lips with every pull, as her waist was slowly drawn in, and in, displacing flesh and bone. Her Mother spoke not a word, pulling the white gown down and over Liziwe’s torso, helping her arms through the long, stiff sleeves, to settle on her hips. She could feel her mother’s hands tremble as she began to button the myriads of tiny, untenable buttons, and still no words were passed; no expressions of comfort, or fear, or the simple gentle solace of a clasped hand. Disquiet ran rampant, thick and poisonous as hemlock. She regarded her reflection passively in the ancient, tarnished mirror; a relic of better times for the Matiwane family. Her hair was artfully plaited and pinned round the crown of her head, a style soft yet severe, dignified yet girlish
The incessant thrum of her heart, pumping life through her body, was as inevitable as the changing of the seasons.Andile was seated across from her in the eternally jolting carriage, quietly flipping the pages of his book. Liziwe’s attention shifted gradually from the outer world to his person. Like a cat she watched him, eyeing his every movement; but he paid her no heed. Indeed, even if there had not been another soul with him in that cabin, he could have not have acted more as if he were entirely alone. He might have been a handsome man, she thought, if his disposition had not been so frighteningly unpredictable, his smiles so alarming. As he read, she watched his dark eyes flick across the page, absorbing the words as if they could be swallowed. And all the while he did not move, save for the careful turning of a page, and the measured movement of his eyes. No flash of pearly whites appeared between his