It felt like an awfully long time before she became aware, slowly, of the warmth of fingertips at her throat. They pressed, gently, and then were gone; then brushed against the tip of her nose and hovered above her lips. Her eyes snapped open suddenly, and she met the startled gaze of Edward Skweyiya. She was surprised to see his eyes were an odd assortment of brown and hazel, as they widened in the shock of contact. He jerked his hand back and spoke deliberately, ‘‘I was checking for your pulse, and to be sure that you were breathing, Miss Matiwane. Forgive me; I have startled you, and you are clearly unwell.’’
‘‘Oh,’’ she gasped breathlessly, ‘‘Oh, it’s you...’’ she winced, clutching her head and sitting upright, ever so cautiously. ‘‘I thought I heard...something...’’ she mumbled, avoiding eye contact. Embarrassment could not begin to describe her emotions, and she pushed herself to her feet, swaying slightly. He made no movement to steady her, she noted with a grim smile- just as well, the man looked more uncomfortable than she felt, twisting his lips into a mien of uncertainty. It suddenly made her furious, that this man, of all men, had intruded upon her at the very moment of weakness in which she would not wish to be seen by her closest friend.
‘‘Why are you here?’’ she demanded of him, straightening herself to the best of her ability. The corners of her vision were still dotted with flecks of dark colour, and she grimaced as it occurred to her that she would not be able to entirely walk the long distance back home without his assistance.
He raised his brows at her, discomfort cascading from his posture with little effort. ‘‘I have as much right to be here as you,’’ he replied pointedly, and turned to face into the rushing air. ‘‘It is this damnable Northern Surge,’’ he muttered, scowling at the open expanse of country laid before him.
‘‘What do you mean?’’ she enquired, coming to stand beside him. She wobbled as she drew near, cursing silently as her companion sighed in exasperation. ‘‘Don’t be ridiculous, Liziwe, there’s no need to stand on ceremony- here.’’ And with that he seized her hand, tucking it into the crook of his elbow while he stuffed both of his own hands into his pockets.
‘‘Mr Skweyiya, this is indecorous,’’ hissed Liziwe, staring daggers at him; but he barely spared her a peek. ‘‘It doesn’t seem as you’ve any other choice, have you? You can scarcely stand; let alone walk.’’
‘‘But I have not given you consent to use my Christian name!’’ she spat, more riled at the seeming helplessness of her condition than at him, her would-be rescuer.
‘‘Yes, well,’’ he smiled, ‘‘One does tend to take liberties,’’
‘‘You expect me to call you Edward? Or Nkosekhaya?’’ she shrilled incredulously.
‘‘The Northern Surge,’’ he spoke unhurriedly over her, ‘‘is supposedly a terrifying force that lays waste to all in its path. It seeks out the undeserving and plucks them from the Earth...’’ He paused, as if remembering something from long ago, before glancing at her with a crooked smile. ‘‘A bedtime story, my brother used to tell me in the dark as children…Was the Northern Surge speaking to you, Miss Matiwane?’’ She turned, ready to accost him for speaking of her episode with such demeaning implications- she was not a child, nor a mere woman- but as she met his eyes for the second time, she was struck by the sincerity of his gaze. It caused a great pang to run through her- and she was not entirely sure what it meant.
‘‘You never said why you were here.’’ she said instead, averting her eyes from the scrutiny of his glare. Always, she felt that he could see her every movement, every motion of her inner workings- and she would keep those to herself as long as she was able.
‘‘Is it a crime to take a walk? Enjoy the forest air and all that nonsense?’’ he rejoined, looking back at the woodland. ‘‘Come; the light is beginning to fade, and your familiarity with the land is of no use to me when you are not in full working order.’’ he said briskly, tugging at her to move alongside him. ‘‘Besides, there’s a dead rodent just up that bit of hill that looks as if it’s been savaged by another wild creature, and I want a better look.’’ She sighed, the hint of a smile tugging at her lips as she said, ‘‘It was most likely a martial eagle, they are common in these parts.’’ Then, biting her lip and averting her glance, she spoke in a low voice, ‘‘I will accept your help…Edward. Thank you.’’
‘‘The pleasure is all mine, Miss Matiwane,’’ he smirked, and together they picked their way through the gnarled prairie and overturned stones, back along the scarce, muddy track. As their forms retreated, the little folk eyed them and tittered behind their hands, tucked away, as they were, in the secret of Gwadana.
‘‘Hurry up, Liziwe, we will be late!’’ exclaimed Miriam, tugging Elias alongside her as if he were a small child.‘‘Coming, Mama,’’ Liziwe called in a sing-song voice, as she attempted to make her strides as short as possible. But no matter the size of her steps, they did inevitably bring her to the entrance of the church, where the Pastor stood in all his pompous benevolence. His presence served to hold the doors open as much as to greet the congregation, and she scrutinised him for all of a moment, attempting to extract from his manner the subject of today’s sermon. A small and sallow man, the Pastor was, with the shrewd face of a weasel and a vacant glance that seemed to nevertheless hone in on the most unwanted of aspects. The wind whipped her skirts into a frenzy as she approached, the ribbons of her bonnet fluttering behind her. Dr and Mrs Matiwane had already disappeared into the depths of the church,
The ride was a long one, made longer by the incessant chattering of her mother; but arrive they finally did, as the carriage clattered up the extensive drive. A long reflecting pond dominated the front, the speckled flames of sheltered candles illuminating the way. She had never seen such a grand house, and was reminded once again how very little and plain her life was: Liziwe Matiwane, the odd duck verging on spinsterhood. The delicate silk gown she had flattered herself in only an hour before now seemed homely and exceedingly modest and, as she stepped from the carriage in her neat little shoes, she shrank from the grandeur in shame. She could not understand the reasons why she and Edward were being pushed together; she was hardly of the same rank as Mrs Mbovane. Perhaps, the niggling voice in her head spoke, he is just as hopeless as you. ‘‘Ah, Dr and Mrs Matiwane, and Lizi!’’ shrilled Nomthunzi as they ascended the
Dear LiziweI have solved that case which called me away in such a hasty manner. It was, in the end, divinely simple; but that is not why I write you now. No, now I write on matters most adroit at turning the edge of boredom, that foul, double-headed serpent. It is decided: let us test your mettle. I throw at your feet a case: not a demanding one, but a case all the same. I will endeavour to the utmost not to influence your verdict, and will supply you with ample details, though the challenge truly lies in reading a scene in its natural state; but alas, it is not to be. You are not here, and we must make do, and hope for the best. Nevertheless, I beg of you to send a return with your thoughts, whatever they might be. Think of it, if you will, as an exercise in mental dexterity. The life of the Spinster of Tyoborha could hardly be a challenging one; though I grant that you do have a thirst for knowledge which, I must admit, rivals my own- but only in
Dear LiziweThe stink of summer heat is upon us, and I do not envy the poor wretch that roams the street below in search of a crumb. I observe him from my window, and on occasion throw him a scrap of food. He scurries forward on wasted limbs, squinting up at where I stand, his broken teeth winking in the sun’s burning light. Tell me, Miss Matiwane, do you think it kind of me, or terribly low?Have you heard of this aphorism, in which the heat encourages humanity to act at their very worst? That the fever of the sun encourages all vices, even those long dormant in the gentlest of souls, to rear their ugly heads? The delinquents have been driven from their stifling burrows and now they roam the streets, thieving and plundering at every opportunity that presents itself. The city is rank with the wretched elite; yet laced between the layers of heavy stench lingers the fragrance of sin. East London has become a grea
Thunder roared across the vale, a crackling burst that birthed great forks of lightning. The sleek white shards tumbled to the indebted earth, and the shattered heavens flew asunder in feral delight. Deep in their burrows the little creatures cowered, and waited for the rains to subside. And low the storm came, its shadowy wing beckoning over the window where Liziwe sat with hands folded, peering through the thick panes of glass. She smiled, and shifted to a new position, pressing her nose to the window in childish enchantment. There was something so awfully thrilling in the nature of the storm; the unadulterated power coursing through the heavens, and through her fingertips she felt it. It was as if some essence could be harvested from the very air around her, tingling with jagged, electric energy.When she was young, she had often sneaked out from the house, bursting forth at the slightest bloom of thunder and prancing barefoot among the knee-deep brush, howli
She stood, tall and proud, and pale as a ghost. Her arms stretched outwards, reaching, as her mother worked the lacings to her corset, tugging at the strings fiercely. Bursts of air escaped Liziwe’s grim-set lips with every pull, as her waist was slowly drawn in, and in, displacing flesh and bone. Her Mother spoke not a word, pulling the white gown down and over Liziwe’s torso, helping her arms through the long, stiff sleeves, to settle on her hips. She could feel her mother’s hands tremble as she began to button the myriads of tiny, untenable buttons, and still no words were passed; no expressions of comfort, or fear, or the simple gentle solace of a clasped hand. Disquiet ran rampant, thick and poisonous as hemlock. She regarded her reflection passively in the ancient, tarnished mirror; a relic of better times for the Matiwane family. Her hair was artfully plaited and pinned round the crown of her head, a style soft yet severe, dignified yet girlish
The incessant thrum of her heart, pumping life through her body, was as inevitable as the changing of the seasons.Andile was seated across from her in the eternally jolting carriage, quietly flipping the pages of his book. Liziwe’s attention shifted gradually from the outer world to his person. Like a cat she watched him, eyeing his every movement; but he paid her no heed. Indeed, even if there had not been another soul with him in that cabin, he could have not have acted more as if he were entirely alone. He might have been a handsome man, she thought, if his disposition had not been so frighteningly unpredictable, his smiles so alarming. As he read, she watched his dark eyes flick across the page, absorbing the words as if they could be swallowed. And all the while he did not move, save for the careful turning of a page, and the measured movement of his eyes. No flash of pearly whites appeared between his
She sipped delicately at her tea, her back straight, her hair immaculate, her winning and courteous smile false. But still, there was nothing quite as lovely as a hot cup of tea in the morning.Little joys kept Liziwe sane, and this was one such pleasure. She kept them, and counted them, and bitterly guarded them: a spoonful of honey, snuck from the scullery in the dead of night. The hot lapping tongues of water that caressed her skin as she laundered the lies clean. The secret vengeance she wreaked upon her husband in her mind, slow and convoluted, as she lay in her narrow cot of a bed. And, of course,tea.Good, brown tea, that she enjoyed with a simpering smile to disguise the fact that inside, she was screaming. In short, Liziwe Matiwane was going mad.‘‘I do hope you will excuse me, my dear; I will be out late tonight. Don’t wait up,’’ Andile beamed at her genially from across the long table, his eyes twinkling