16.

Cole's P.O.V.

I take the bag.

I can't disappoint my friends.

But are they even my friends if they want me to harm myself?

I get given an already made cigarette.

I smoke it.

The effects are felt straight away.

Dizzy, nauseous, light-headed.

This is not me.

But Sarah loves this me.

She jumps on me, touching and feeling me, I respond, but not willingly.

We kiss, very roughly and passionately.

"Oh Cole, I miss you, I love you." She says, while lightly biting my neck.

I forget what happened for the remainder of the night.

I open my eyes. The bright sunlight burns.

I place my hand above