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Chapter 41

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The only thing that I have learned is to be careful with my choices, for they may make me a monster.

— C. S. Lewis

Trigger warning: This chapter contains sensitive content which may be disturbing for some readers.

LUCIEN

The last time I drank was when my father ripped my uncle apart in front of the whole pack. He shoved me to my knees in the blood and told me to remember how weakness smells.

The last time I cried was when my men were slaughtered in the war—cut down one by one because of my own failed leadership.

Tonight, I found myself doing both.

My body felt unbearably heavy, my eyes sore, as I clutched the bottle of human alcohol laced with enough wolfsbane to bring ten warriors to their knees.

I didn’t want to feel anything. Not tonight, anyway.

Her panicked eyes burned into me.

I’m a monster.

I’m a monster.

I’m a coward.

My wolf that made me lose control two nights ago was nowhere to be found now, leaving only me to face what I’d done.

“Lucien, are you okay?” I heard Camellia
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