ログインI'm born with severe allergies, the kind where a whiff of pollen can trigger a full-blown asthma attack. But my mom, who is also the principal of my school, insists that I go on a field trip to the botanical garden with the rest of my class. I plead with her, my eyes reddened, but she stays as cold and hard as ice. "You've got all your meds, don't you? It's just a little thing. Why are you being so dramatic? I'm the principal, so I have to treat every student the same. If anything, you have even more reason to go, so people don't think I'm playing favorites!" To show what a good relationship I have with my classmates, she publicly commands me to get into the flowerbeds and pick flowers to be given to the top student in our grade, Rachel White. The moment I get close to the flowers, I start coughing and wheezing violently. A crushing sense of suffocation floods over me. Mom doesn't look worried in the slightest. Instead, she bites out, "Penelope, how long are you going to keep this act going? You're doing this on purpose to cause trouble for me and embarrass me, aren't you?" She has no idea that my throat is already swelling and closing up. Every breath I take feels like I'm swallowing broken glass. It looks like I won't be a problem for her anymore.
もっと見るThe days passed one after another, and Mom grew increasingly haggard. Her hair turned gray, and the bloodshot veins in her eyes deepened.She barely ate or drank. Most of the time, she just sat by my bedside and stared fixedly at me, mumbling my name and apologies over and over again.Her health went downhill. Sometimes, she would suddenly fall into violent coughing fits and even faint right next to my bed.But every time she woke up, the very first thing she did was reach for my hand, terrified that I might wake up and not see her there.Ms. Bronson and Rachel came to see her a few times, but she only brushed them off with a few curt words. There was no emotion in her eyes, only the single-minded focus of keeping watch over me.Rachel's eyes filled with guilt when she saw how worn-out Mom was. She said softly, "Ms. Lodge, I'm sorry. If I'd pushed harder back then and made you go check on Penelope, would things be different now?"Mom just shook her head, croaking, "It's not your
When we got home, Mom gently laid me down on my bed and carefully wiped the dirt and blood from my face. She changed me into clean clothes, every movement unbelievably gentle, as if I were only asleep and could wake up at any moment.She sat at the edge of my bed, holding my hand tightly. She stared fixedly at me, and soon, her tears started falling again.She didn't eat, drink, or rest. She just sat there beside my bed, holding my hand as she repeatedly apologized and talked to me nonstop.She brought up little things from when I was a kid, like the first time I learned to walk, the first time I called her "Mom", and all the moments she used to overlook. Her voice was full of regret and self-reproach.Mom pulled the blanket up over me, gently smoothed my hair, and whispered, "Penelope, I used to treat you so badly. I'm sorry… Give me one more chance, okay? I'll make it up to you and love you the right way this time. I'll never let you suffer again…"But no matter what she said, n
Mom reached out with a trembling hand, her fingertips stopping short just before my cheek. It was as if I were made of glass, as if the slightest touch would shatter the last fragile bit of hope she had left."Penelope…" Her voice came out so hoarse it was barely audible.Tears spilled down her ashen cheeks like a broken string of pearls, dropping onto my clothes."I'm here now… Please get up, okay? I know I messed up. I shouldn't have ignored you. I shouldn't have said you were faking it. I never should've left you here all alone…"She finally mustered the courage to go through with it and gently cupped my cheek. All she felt was cold. My skin was utterly devoid of warmth.In that instant, she shuddered violently. She couldn't hold back her grief anymore and pulled me into her arms, pressing me to her chest."Penelope, I'm sorry… I'm so, so sorry…"Mom buried her face in the crook of my neck, crying her heart out, her voice filled with regret and despair. "I was wrong. It's all
More teachers and students started gathering around. Their gazes were like needles that pierced Mom."So the student who died was Ms. Lodge's daughter?""How could this happen? Ms. Lodge didn't even know her daughter was missing all night?""I heard that she didn't care at all when her daughter fainted from an allergic reaction on yesterday's field trip. She only paid attention to Rachel White…"The murmurs grew louder and louder, but Mom didn't seem to hear any of it. She no longer cared about their stares or their gossip. Her whole world had descended into utter chaos.She staggered back a few steps, clutching her head with both hands. She sounded weak and broken as she mumbled, "No… No, it's not like that. It's not that I didn't care about her. I just thought she was throwing a tantrum. I thought she would come home…"She fainted, and her forehead was bleeding? How did I not know… How could I not have known? That keychain is hers. She's the one who died… It was my Penelope…"






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