Sofia Pov
It’s well past midnight. Mia’s snoring softly beside me, tangled in my blanket. Kiera’s curled up at the edge, her phone buzzing with useless notifications. I’m wide awake. I stare at the ceiling. Lucien’s voice replays in my head—sharp, dismissive, cold. “You’re not worth my time.” Tch. Not worth his time. As if he wasn’t the one trying to get into my mouth. I glance at Mia, then Kiera. Quietly, I slip out from under the blanket, tiptoe across the room, and ease Mia’s phone from her hand. She doesn’t stir. I slip into the bathroom and lock the door. Swallow hard. My fingers twitch. I shouldn’t be doing this. This is so stupid. What the hell am I doing? But I can’t stop. I can’t just let it go. He looked at me like I was nothing. Like I didn’t exist. Like I wasn’t even worth the breath it took to insult me. I hate how much it got to me. The screen lights up. I type in Mia’s passcode without thinking. I hesitate. My thumb hovers over the search bar. I should walk away. Delete the browser. Crawl back under my blanket and forget this ever happened. But instead— G****e: How to seduce older men The results load instantly. “10 Tips to Drive Him Wild” “Dress Like a Woman, Not a Girl” What? What does that even mean? “Older Men Love a Challenge.” My stomach flips. What does “challenge” even mean? I scroll anyway. A girl in red lipstick pouts at the camera like she’s about to bite it. Another one’s wearing heels she probably can’t even walk in. The headlines blur together—“Older men are protective of good girls” and “Be submissive and fragile.” What! That makes sense. He hates it when I act out of control. Act soft. Fragile. To Professor Grumpypants. Mia’s phone nearly slips from my hand as a knock rattles the door. “Hey.” Kiera’s voice is low and sleepy. “Sophie, you in there?” My breath catches. Shit. I fumble to unlock the phone—it must’ve locked again. My heart pounds like it’s trying to escape my chest. The search results are still on-screen: red lips, seductive poses, tips on how to seduce older men. “Yeah!” My voice cracks. I scramble—back, back, home screen, anything— The doorknob jiggles. “Sophia? You okay?” Too late. I yank the door open in a panic. Kiera blinks at me, eyebrows lifting. Her eyes drop to the phone in my hand. “Ohhhh,” she says slowly, lips curving into a grin. “You watching p**n?” My jaw drops. “What? No—I—what?!” “I do that too,” Kiera shrugs, dead serious. “It’s like, calming.” “I wasn’t—” I cut myself off. The words aren’t working. My face is probably fifteen shades of red. I’m still gripping Mia’s phone like it’s evidence in a crime scene. Kiera cocks her head. “You sneak out of bed with Mia’s phone just to watch bad stuff?” she teases, stepping forward. Before I can move, she plucks it right out of my hand. “Kiera…” I mutter, completely defeated. She snorts. “You totally deleted the browser history. Knew it.” Then she tugs my arm. “Come on, horny college girl. Back to bed.” “I’m not love-struck—” I start, but she’s already dragging me into the room. She shoves me into the blanket heap between her and Mia and flops down beside me. “I got scared when I woke up and didn’t see you,” she whispers with a giggle. “Then I heard you groaning in here and thought—yikes.” I bury my burning face in the pillow. “I hate you.” Kiera snickers. “You wish.” * * * “Grandma, Grandma, wake up.” I lightly shake her arm as she snores gently. I’d been tossing and turning all night, trying to think of a way to convince Professor Lucien. Maybe I should just let it go. But if I’m going to win him over, I need more than a googled ideas and some shaky acting skills. What’s better than something soft? Warm? Grandma’s secret-recipe cookies. I slip out of bed again, tiptoe down the hall to her room. She’s fast asleep—mouth slightly open, glasses still on, the TV humming some old romance movie she’s probably seen a dozen times. “Grandma,” I whisper, nudging her gently. She jolts awake, eyes wide behind her glasses. “What? What happened? Are you okay?” “Kind of.” I give her my best sweet-granddaughter look, the one she can never resist. “Can we bake something? Just… for fun?” She narrows her eyes suspiciously. “It’s barely four a.m.” I wince, feeling a little guilty for waking her. “It’s five.” She sighs, rubbing her temple, but I catch the softness sneaking into her face. “What’s this really about?” “Nothing,” I lie. “Nothing?” I shrug. “Cookies make me feel less... bitter. I want to help someone else feel less bitter too.” She clicks her tongue but swings her legs off the bed. “You’re crushing on a boy.” “No, I’m not.” Fifteen minutes later, the kitchen glows under soft yellow light, and we’re elbow-deep in sugar, flour, and Grandma’s weathered recipe cards. She hums while mixing, and I lick the spoon like I always do. But this time, it’s not for me. Lucien. Cold, brooding Lucien who thinks I’m just another brat. I’ll show up with a smile, a plate of warm cookies, and a new plan. He won’t see it coming. The scent of chocolate and vanilla fills the air by morning—soft, rich, and warm like a hug. Grandma's barely pulled the last tray out of the oven when footsteps echo down the hallway. Mia and Kiera stumble into the kitchen. “Good morning, Grandma,” they drone in unison, still half-asleep. “Morning, children,” Grandma says, unfazed, wiping her hands on her apron. Mia stops mid-yawn, eyes widening. “Wait. Is that… oh my God, are those cookies?” Kiera lunges forward, snatches one off the tray. “It’s been ages since we had Grandma cookies—” I slap her hand before it hits her mouth. She yelps. “Back off!” I snap, clutching the tray like it’s sacred treasure. “Not for you. Your batch is still in the oven.” Mia squints. “Then who—wait. No. You didn’t.” I say nothing. Just start carefully arranging the best-looking cookies in one of Grandma’s fancy ribboned boxes. Like I’m prepping a care package for a very dangerous man. “Who are those for?” Kiera demands, already suspicious. “Professor Lucien,” I mutter. Both girls freeze. I chuckle. I sound crazy. “You’re bribing him with cookies?” Kiera hisses. “You’re actually trying to seduce Professor Grumpy pants with cookies?” “It’s not seduction,” I say, wrapping the ribbon. "Just want to get back my phone." “Oh, babe,” Mia sighs, dragging out a chair. “It absolutely is.”I feel a dull pounding in my skull as I make my way to the faculty building. As I approach my office, I stop. A figure is already waiting by the door.Sofia.Of course.Thankfully, I remembered her phone.I expect anger. Humiliation. Maybe even tears. I had snapped at her yesterday—intentionally, cruelly.She smiles instead.Not innocently. No. There's something else in it. Something knowing."Good morning, Professor Lucien," she says—voice soft. Too softHer eyes twinkle—like she knows something I don’t. That look unsettles me.I pull her phone from my coat pocket and hand it over. “Here.”She reaches, pauses. Her fingers brush mine.Deliberate, I think."Thank you," she murmurs, gaze steady.There’s a box in her other hand. Neatly wrapped. With a red ribbon.Cookies.“What’s this?" I ask, regretting it immediately."A peace offering," she says simply.I stare at the box.Peace?After yesterday, she should hate me.But she’s smiling—soft, sweet.Dangerous.I say nothing. My grip tigh
Sofia Pov The college is buzzing, as usual—but today, there’s something different in the air. A crackle of excitement. The Titanic made it to the finals, and everyone’s hyped for the party tonight—including Mia and Kiera.“I have no idea what to wear to the party,” Mia groans for the umpteenth time since we left the house.“You have a closet full of dresses, Mia,” Kiera says, rolling her eyes.“What about you?” Mia turns to me, eyeing the box of cookies in my arms. “You haven’t said a word since we left your house.”Kiera looks over too. “Are you getting cold feet about the whole thing?”I scoff. “You’re making it sound like I’m about to commit a murder.”Mia snorts. “Please. It’s worse. You’re about to offer cookies to the hottest teacher on campus.”“He’s not that hot,” I mutter.“You are so in denial,” she says, stopping mid-step with a mischievous grin. “Which means…”I stop too, eyeing her suspiciously. “Means what?”“That you have a crush on him.”“What?! No way.”“It’s true,”
Sofia PovIt’s well past midnight.Mia’s snoring softly beside me, tangled in my blanket. Kiera’s curled up at the edge, her phone buzzing with useless notifications.I’m wide awake.I stare at the ceiling. Lucien’s voice replays in my head—sharp, dismissive, cold.“You’re not worth my time.”Tch. Not worth his time. As if he wasn’t the one trying to get into my mouth.I glance at Mia, then Kiera. Quietly, I slip out from under the blanket, tiptoe across the room, and ease Mia’s phone from her hand. She doesn’t stir.I slip into the bathroom and lock the door. Swallow hard. My fingers twitch.I shouldn’t be doing this.This is so stupid.What the hell am I doing?But I can’t stop. I can’t just let it go.He looked at me like I was nothing. Like I didn’t exist. Like I wasn’t even worth the breath it took to insult me.I hate how much it got to me.The screen lights up. I type in Mia’s passcode without thinking.I hesitate. My thumb hovers over the search bar.I should walk away. Delete
Lucien Pov “Fuck.” The door slams shut behind me.I’m not even sure what pushed me to snap at Sophia.Was it because she offered sex just to get me to tutor her?She’s so desperate to live with her grandmother, she’s ready to trade herself for it.I should’ve been grateful. Thrilled, even. She offered herself to quiet the urge I keep burying. Letting her touch me would’ve silenced the curiosity clawing at my gut.Ever since Camilla died, I haven’t had good sex. Not the kind that leaves you breathless and bruised, aching and satisfied.But with her... I wanted to test how far she’d fall.That’s what sickened me. Not her—me.Classes are cancelled. I could go home, pretend this day never broke me.But I don’t.Instead, I grab my coat and keys. Muscle memory. Nothing more. My hands are steady. My chest is not. Like something old and sharp is stuck there.Maybe today I stop pretending she’s still out there.Maybe I’ll finally do what I’ve been avoiding for three fucking years.The drive i
Sofia Pov. I don’t think, I just blurt it out. “You want a blowjob? Will that make you let it go?” I freeze. My heart kicks against my ribs. Oh my God. Did I just say that? Heat explodes across my face, shame slapping me hard. It’s not just what I said—it’s how I said it. The way I leaned in. The way my voice dropped. I just flirted. With Professor Lucien. Grumpy pants. No. No, no, no. I don’t see him like that. He’s not some... attractive guy. He’s just— A perverted professor trying to manipulate me into sleeping with him. Giving him a blowjob. But you did stare at his photos. My mind mocks me. Traitorously. I wasn’t staring. I wasn’t. My face is on fire. Not because he’s standing there, silent, leaning against his desk like power itself— But because I’d fantasized. At twenty-two, I’m proud to say my only sexual experience was in high school. A stupid, forgettable moment. Nothing I ever wanted to repeat. But last night, after I tucked Grandma into bed... I coul
Lucien Pov.The pain doesn’t go away. So I drown it in drinks—chasing solace at the bottom of every glass. But it only buys me a blinding headache and the relentless buzz of my damn phone.I barely remember stumbling in. My mouth tastes like whiskey, and my skull’s trying to split in two.Groaning, I slide out of bed and reach for my phone, desperate to silence the noise. The screen lights up: Nathaniel Graves. Vice President for Academic Affairs Why the hell is Nathaniel Graves calling me this early?I let the phone ring once before answering.“Drake,” Graves snaps.I don’t speak. Just wait for him to continue.“There are photos of you circulating,” he continues. “On the student forum. You’re clearly drunk. Shirt unbuttoned.”Shit. Who the hell took that picture—and why?Graves sighs. “This is bad for our college reputation, and I don't want parents complaining. Get down here immediately.”Click.He hangs up.I sit there for a moment. Head pounding. The last few hours are a blur. I