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The Man Who Learned How to Wait

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last update 최신 업데이트: 2026-01-27 07:59:31

(His POV)

Waiting used to feel like failure to me.

Like time passing without proof that I mattered. Like standing still while everyone else moved forward, collecting evidence that I was being left behind.

But this waiting this one was different.

I felt it the morning Arielle was due to return.

The city woke slowly outside my window, traffic humming like a low tide, light spilling across the floor in soft, unhurried lines. I sat on the edge of my bed long after my alarm had gone off, hands resting on my knees, breathing evenly.

I wasn’t anxious.

That alone told me something had changed.

I showered, dressed, made coffee. Ordinary rituals, but I moved through them deliberately, like each step mattered. Like I wasn’t killing time I was inhabiting it.

The apartment looked different to me now.

Not emptier.

Just… unfinished.

During the weeks she’d been gone, I hadn’t filled the space with noise the way I once would have. No constant music. No endless work marathons to drown out
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