LOGINSIENNA ~
I didn’t get the pastries until almost noon. Maya was already at our usual spot two blocks from the arena, the little café that still smelled like real coffee instead of the watered-down stuff they served in the players’ lounge. She had claimed the corner table by the window and was scrolling through her phone with one hand while the other held a half-eaten almond croissant. She looked up when I walked in and grinned. “You look like someone just told you the season starts tomorrow.” “Feels like it.” I dropped into the chair across from her and reached for the second pastry she’d already ordered. “Your brother's been in my office twice before ten. Once for a protein bar. Once just to stand there and exist.” Maya’s eyebrows went up. “He’s always been intense about training. You know that.” “This isn’t training intensity.” I tore off a piece of croissant and chewed slowly. “This is something else.” She watched me for a second, then leaned forward. “Okay. Spill. You’ve got that look.” “What look?” “The one you get when you’re trying not to feel something and it’s pissing you off.” I pointed at her with the remaining piece of pastry. “I do not have a look.” “You do. You’ve had it since the draft party when he walked in wearing that stupid black suit and you almost dropped your drink.” I almost choked. “That was two years ago and I was already divorced and half a glass of wine in. It doesn’t count.” Maya laughed softly. “It counts. You’ve been careful around him ever since.” I didn’t answer. Mostly because she wasn’t wrong. We finished the pastries in comfortable quiet for a few minutes. Maya filled me in on the new client at her marketing firm, some tech guy who kept calling her “babe” in emails. I told her about the meal-plan adjustments for the third line and the fact that one of the veterans still refused to eat anything green unless I threatened to tell Cole. When I mentioned Cole, Maya’s expression flickered for half a second. Just a tiny shift. I almost missed it. “You okay?” I asked. “Fine.” She waved it off. “Just tired. Late night.” I let it go. Maya never hid things from me for long. If something was going on, she’d tell me when she was ready. My phone buzzed on the table. Another message from my ex. I flipped it face-down without reading it. Maya noticed. “Still with the dog?” “Every other day now. He’s threatening full custody of Bear if I don’t ‘reconsider the settlement terms.’” I made air quotes with my fingers. “Apparently having a viral video of his ex hanging around the team is bad for his image.” “There is no video,” Maya said carefully. “Yet.” I sat back. “But he’s circling. And if something does leak, he’ll use it. He always does.” Maya reached across the table and squeezed my wrist. “We’ve got you. Whatever happens.” I nodded, but the knot in my stomach stayed put. We paid and walked back toward the arena together. The afternoon sun was sharp, bouncing off the glass of the practice facility. Players were starting to filter in for the second session. I spotted Kai immediately. He was on the far side of the lot, leaning against his truck, talking to one of the other rookies. When he looked up and saw us, his whole posture changed. Straightened. Focused. Maya waved. He lifted his chin in greeting but his eyes stayed on me the entire time we crossed the parking lot. “I’m going to head up to the offices,” Maya said, already pulling out her badge. “Text me later.” I watched her go, then turned toward the side entrance that led straight to the nutrition wing. I made it three steps before a shadow fell across the sidewalk beside me. “You left without saying goodbye earlier.” Kai’s voice was quiet, but it still landed low in my chest. I kept walking. “I was working.” “You’re always working.” He fell into step with me easily, long legs matching my shorter stride without effort. “Maya said you two were getting coffee. You should’ve invited me.” “You don’t drink coffee.” “I’d have drunk whatever you ordered.” I stopped at the door and turned to face him. Up close, the afternoon light caught the gold in his eyes and the faint bruise on his jaw from yesterday’s practice. He looked younger like this. Or maybe just more honest. “Kai.” I kept my voice even. “You can’t keep doing this.” “Doing what?” “Showing up. Looking at me like that. Making everything harder than it already is.” He didn’t pretend to misunderstand. He just held my gaze, “I’m not trying to make it harder. I’m just done pretending I don’t want to be near you.” The words sat between us, heavy and too honest for a public sidewalk. I exhaled. “You’re twenty-two.” “I’m aware.” “I’m your sister’s best friend. Like a big sister” “Also aware.” “And I work for the team that just signed you to a multi-year deal.” He stepped closer. Not enough to touch. Just enough that I had to tip my chin up to keep looking at him. “I know every single reason this is complicated, Sienna. I’ve known them for years. I’m still standing here.” My pulse was too loud in my ears. I could feel the heat of him even through the space between us. Somewhere behind us a car door slammed. Voices drifted across the lot. Normal afternoon noise that suddenly felt very far away. “I need you to go inside,” I said quietly. “And I need you to stop looking at me like that hence.” His jaw flexed once. Then he nodded slowly, like he was filing the words away for later. “Okay,” he said. “For now.” He stepped back, turned, and walked toward the main entrance without another word. I watched him go until the glass doors swallowed him, then I pushed into the side hallway and let the cool air hit my face. My hands were not steady. I made it to my office, closed the door, and leaned against it for a full ten seconds before I trusted myself to move. The protein bars on the shelf still looked exactly the same. The meal plans on my tablet were still waiting. Nothing in the room had changed. Everything outside of it had. I sat down, pulled up the afternoon schedule, and forced my focus onto numbers and macros and recovery windows. Work was safe. Work was the one place I still knew the rules. Twenty minutes later a soft knock sounded. Cole stepped in, tablet under one arm, expression unreadable. “You got a second?” “Always.” He closed the door and leaned against it the same way I had. “Kai just asked me to adjust his recovery plan. Said he wants more lower-body focus this week. Any idea why?” I kept my eyes on the screen. “He’s a rookie. They all overthink everything.” Cole was quiet long enough that I finally looked up. His gaze was steady, thoughtful. The kind of look that meant he already knew more than he was saying. “He’s different around you,” Cole said eventually. “Has been since he got called up.” “I’m the nutritionist. He’s supposed to be different around me.” “That’s not what I mean and you know it.” I set the tablet down. “Cole. Don’t start.” He held up both hands. “Not my business. Just… be careful. The kid’s got a lot riding on this season. So do you.” He left before I could answer. The silence he left behind felt heavier than before. I stared at the closed door for a long time. Then I picked up my phone, ignored the three new messages from my ex, and opened the thread with Maya instead. Me: Your brother is going to be a problem. The three dots appeared almost immediately. Maya: I know. I’ve known for a while. Question is… what are you going to do about it?SIENNA ~I stayed up late on purpose today.Most of the team had cleared out after the afternoon session. The hallways were quiet. The only sounds left were the distant hum of the ice plant and the occasional slam of a door somewhere deeper in the building. I told myself I was finishing the weekly recovery reports. The truth was simpler. If I left at the normal time I might run into him in the parking lot, and I was not ready for another one of those looks he kept giving me when no one else was watching.I had spent the entire day avoiding him.When he walked into the weight room I found a reason to be in the kitchen. When he came by the office with a question about his macros I sent the answer through Cole. Every time I felt him nearby I moved in the opposite direction. It was exhausting. It was also the only way I knew how to keep the line from disappearing completely.It almost worked.Until the knock on my door at 7:14 p.m.I knew it was him before I even looked up.“Come in,” I s
SIENNA ~I read his text three times before I finally set the phone down.*I meant everything I said. Sleep well, Sienna.*The words sat on the screen. I locked the phone and flipped it face-down on the nightstand, but it didn’t help. I could still see them every time I closed my eyes.Bear was already sprawled across the foot of the bed, snoring like he hadn’t just spent the last hour glued to my side while I paced the apartment.I slid under the covers and stared at the ceiling. I hated how much I wanted to believe him.I rolled onto my side and reached down to scratch behind Bear’s ears. He shifted closer without waking up, heavy head landing on my ankle. The familiar weight should have grounded me. Instead it only reminded me how easily my ex could take even this away if things got messy.One rumor. One moment of weakness and suddenly the quiet life I’d built would be dragged into the same public circus I’d barely survived the first time.Kai didn’t understand that part. Or maybe
KAI~I drove around for almost an hour after I left her place.Not because I was lost. I knew every street in this city better than most locals. I just couldn’t go home yet. Sitting in my apartment staring at the ceiling while her voice still echoed in my head felt like a special kind of torture I wasn’t ready for.*You need to go.*Yeah. I’d heard her. Loud and clear. And I’d still wanted to turn around, walk back up those steps, and kiss the careful look right off her face until she forgot every single reason she kept listing.I pulled into an empty overlook near the water and killed the engine. The city lights stretched out below, Vancouver looking soft and far away. I leaned my head back against the seat and let out a long breath.Thirty-two.She was thirty-two and I was twenty-two and she still looked at me sometimes like I was the same scrawny kid who used to steal extra cookies from her plate at family dinners. Like she was supposed to be the responsible one and I was supposed
SIENNA ~I stayed at the arena longer than I needed to.By the time I finally packed up, the main lights in the practice facility had switched to the dim evening setting and most of the staff had already left. The hallways felt bigger without the usual noise. I liked it that way. Fewer people meant fewer chances for someone to notice that my head wasn’t fully in the game.Bear was waiting when I got home.The second I opened the front door of my small two-bedroom place in Kitsilano, seventy pounds of golden retriever barrelled into me like he hadn’t seen me in weeks instead of nine hours. I dropped my bag and sank down right there in the entryway, letting him climb half into my lap while he tried to lick every inch of my face.“Okay, okay. I missed you too, you big idiot.”He woofed once, tail thumping hard against the wall, then trotted off toward the kitchen like he expected dinner to magically appear. I followed, kicked off my shoes, and went through the familiar routine—fresh wate
SIENNA ~I didn’t get the pastries until almost noon.Maya was already at our usual spot two blocks from the arena, the little café that still smelled like real coffee instead of the watered-down stuff they served in the players’ lounge. She had claimed the corner table by the window and was scrolling through her phone with one hand while the other held a half-eaten almond croissant.She looked up when I walked in and grinned. “You look like someone just told you the season starts tomorrow.”“Feels like it.” I dropped into the chair across from her and reached for the second pastry she’d already ordered. “Your brother's been in my office twice before ten. Once for a protein bar. Once just to stand there and exist.”Maya’s eyebrows went up. “He’s always been intense about training. You know that.”“This isn’t training intensity.” I tore off a piece of croissant and chewed slowly. “This is something else.”She watched me for a second, then leaned forward. “Okay. Spill. You’ve got that l
SIENNA ~I was halfway through restocking the recovery shakes when the locker-room door slammed open and the entire Vancouver Vipers spilled out in a wave of sweat, laughter, and the sharp smell of ice.I didn’t look up. I’d learned that lesson years ago. Eye contact with half-naked hockey players was a fast way to get dragged into conversations I had zero interest in having at seven-thirty in the morning.“Morning, Vale.”Cole’s voice was low and easy as he leaned against the doorway of my tiny nutrition office. Head athletic trainer. Thirty-four. The only man on staff who never tried to charm me and never treated me like I was fragile after my divorce. I trusted him more than I trusted most people, which still wasn’t saying much.“You’re early,” I said, sliding another case of protein onto the shelf. “That’s new.”“Couldn’t sleep.” He scratched the back of his neck. “Kai’s already on the ice. Kid’s been here since five.”I kept my face carefully blank. “Good for him.”Cole’s mouth t







