MasukSIENNA ~
I didn’t get the pastries until almost noon. Maya was already at our usual spot two blocks from the arena, the little café that still smelled like real coffee instead of the watered-down stuff they served in the players’ lounge. She had claimed the corner table by the window and was scrolling through her phone with one hand while the other held a half-eaten almond croissant. She looked up when I walked in and grinned. “You look like someone just told you the season starts tomorrow.” “Feels like it.” I dropped into the chair across from her and reached for the second pastry she’d already ordered. “Your brother's been in my office twice before ten. Once for a protein bar. Once just to stand there and exist.” Maya’s eyebrows went up. “He’s always been intense about training. You know that.” “This isn’t training intensity.” I tore off a piece of croissant and chewed slowly. “This is something else.” She watched me for a second, then leaned forward. “Okay. Spill. You’ve got that look.” “What look?” “The one you get when you’re trying not to feel something and it’s pissing you off.” I pointed at her with the remaining piece of pastry. “I do not have a look.” “You do. You’ve had it since the draft party when he walked in wearing that stupid black suit and you almost dropped your drink.” I almost choked. “That was two years ago and I was already divorced and half a glass of wine in. It doesn’t count.” Maya laughed softly. “It counts. You’ve been careful around him ever since.” I didn’t answer. Mostly because she wasn’t wrong. We finished the pastries in comfortable quiet for a few minutes. Maya filled me in on the new client at her marketing firm, some tech guy who kept calling her “babe” in emails. I told her about the meal-plan adjustments for the third line and the fact that one of the veterans still refused to eat anything green unless I threatened to tell Cole. When I mentioned Cole, Maya’s expression flickered for half a second. Just a tiny shift. I almost missed it. “You okay?” I asked. “Fine.” She waved it off. “Just tired. Late night.” I let it go. Maya never hid things from me for long. If something was going on, she’d tell me when she was ready. My phone buzzed on the table. Another message from my ex. I flipped it face-down without reading it. Maya noticed. “Still with the dog?” “Every other day now. He’s threatening full custody of Bear if I don’t ‘reconsider the settlement terms.’” I made air quotes with my fingers. “Apparently having a viral video of his ex hanging around the team is bad for his image.” “There is no video,” Maya said carefully. “Yet.” I sat back. “But he’s circling. And if something does leak, he’ll use it. He always does.” Maya reached across the table and squeezed my wrist. “We’ve got you. Whatever happens.” I nodded, but the knot in my stomach stayed put. We paid and walked back toward the arena together. The afternoon sun was sharp, bouncing off the glass of the practice facility. Players were starting to filter in for the second session. I spotted Kai immediately. He was on the far side of the lot, leaning against his truck, talking to one of the other rookies. When he looked up and saw us, his whole posture changed. Straightened. Focused. Maya waved. He lifted his chin in greeting but his eyes stayed on me the entire time we crossed the parking lot. “I’m going to head up to the offices,” Maya said, already pulling out her badge. “Text me later.” I watched her go, then turned toward the side entrance that led straight to the nutrition wing. I made it three steps before a shadow fell across the sidewalk beside me. “You left without saying goodbye earlier.” Kai’s voice was quiet, but it still landed low in my chest. I kept walking. “I was working.” “You’re always working.” He fell into step with me easily, long legs matching my shorter stride without effort. “Maya said you two were getting coffee. You should’ve invited me.” “You don’t drink coffee.” “I’d have drunk whatever you ordered.” I stopped at the door and turned to face him. Up close, the afternoon light caught the gold in his eyes and the faint bruise on his jaw from yesterday’s practice. He looked younger like this. Or maybe just more honest. “Kai.” I kept my voice even. “You can’t keep doing this.” “Doing what?” “Showing up. Looking at me like that. Making everything harder than it already is.” He didn’t pretend to misunderstand. He just held my gaze, “I’m not trying to make it harder. I’m just done pretending I don’t want to be near you.” The words sat between us, heavy and too honest for a public sidewalk. I exhaled. “You’re twenty-two.” “I’m aware.” “I’m your sister’s best friend. Like a big sister” “Also aware.” “And I work for the team that just signed you to a multi-year deal.” He stepped closer. Not enough to touch. Just enough that I had to tip my chin up to keep looking at him. “I know every single reason this is complicated, Sienna. I’ve known them for years. I’m still standing here.” My pulse was too loud in my ears. I could feel the heat of him even through the space between us. Somewhere behind us a car door slammed. Voices drifted across the lot. Normal afternoon noise that suddenly felt very far away. “I need you to go inside,” I said quietly. “And I need you to stop looking at me like that hence.” His jaw flexed once. Then he nodded slowly, like he was filing the words away for later. “Okay,” he said. “For now.” He stepped back, turned, and walked toward the main entrance without another word. I watched him go until the glass doors swallowed him, then I pushed into the side hallway and let the cool air hit my face. My hands were not steady. I made it to my office, closed the door, and leaned against it for a full ten seconds before I trusted myself to move. The protein bars on the shelf still looked exactly the same. The meal plans on my tablet were still waiting. Nothing in the room had changed. Everything outside of it had. I sat down, pulled up the afternoon schedule, and forced my focus onto numbers and macros and recovery windows. Work was safe. Work was the one place I still knew the rules. Twenty minutes later a soft knock sounded. Cole stepped in, tablet under one arm, expression unreadable. “You got a second?” “Always.” He closed the door and leaned against it the same way I had. “Kai just asked me to adjust his recovery plan. Said he wants more lower-body focus this week. Any idea why?” I kept my eyes on the screen. “He’s a rookie. They all overthink everything.” Cole was quiet long enough that I finally looked up. His gaze was steady, thoughtful. The kind of look that meant he already knew more than he was saying. “He’s different around you,” Cole said eventually. “Has been since he got called up.” “I’m the nutritionist. He’s supposed to be different around me.” “That’s not what I mean and you know it.” I set the tablet down. “Cole. Don’t start.” He held up both hands. “Not my business. Just… be careful. The kid’s got a lot riding on this season. So do you.” He left before I could answer. The silence he left behind felt heavier than before. I stared at the closed door for a long time. Then I picked up my phone, ignored the three new messages from my ex, and opened the thread with Maya instead. Me: Your brother is going to be a problem. The three dots appeared almost immediately. Maya: I know. I’ve known for a while. Question is… what are you going to do about it?SIENNA ~I watched him leave.Then I slammed the door hard enough to make the sample protocols jump on the counter. My hands were shaking and I did not even notice until I tried to lock it and missed the bolt twice.I had asked for distance.I had asked for professionalism, yes.I had not asked for that voice. I had not asked for my name to come out of his mouth like a memo. I had not asked him to stand in my office and make it sound like I had never mattered past a shake window.Distance was one thing.But that had sounded like hate.“Are you alright?”Cole’s voice snapped me out of it.I nodded because my throat was not ready for the true answer. I set my bag on the chair and pressed both palms to the desk until the shaking looked like posture instead of fallout.Cole stayed by the extra chair and watched me the way he used to watch me after exams, like he already knew I was about to say I was fine and he was not going to buy it.“About Kai,” he said. “I think somebody soured his mo
SIENNA ~His face changed.Then it reset, fast, like he had reached for a switch and found it.Whatever had been there when he first saw the box was gone by the time he looked past me. He did not look at me. He looked at Cole like I was part of the doorway.“I’m back,” he said. “I went by your office first. You weren’t there, so I came here.”He was already turning to leave.Cole did not let him.“Come in for a minute,” Cole said. “Shut the door.”Kai paused. His jaw ticked once. Then he stepped past me without his shoulder touching mine, walked into my office like it was just another room in the building, and closed the door behind him.I stayed where I was because moving would have looked like I needed space from him, and I was not going to give him that satisfaction. Cole picked up a printed sheet from the counter, the one Paige’s box had come with, and held it out.Kai took it.He frowned at the header. “What is this?”“Updated fueling contact sheet,” Cole said. “New point person
SIENNA ~Nobody in my office moved.I looked at Cole. “Say that again,”Cole shut the door behind him with his foot. He did not look at the strangers first. He looked at me, and I hated that I could already tell he had fought this and lost.“Front office brought in another nutritionist,” he said. “Her name is Paige Whitaker. She starts today. They want her shadowing you this week, and then they want the player-facing side moved to her.”The woman with the tablet set it down too carefully and held out her hand.“Paige,” she said. “I know this is abrupt. I was told you would be expecting me.”“I was not.” I did not take her hand yet. “I left for two hours. I came back to people in my office and a new hire touching my schedule. Somebody needs to explain what changed.”The woman from upstairs stepped in before Cole could. I recognized her now. Operations. The one who sent calendar holds with no subject line.“This is not a termination,” she said. “Your role is still in Nutrition. We are a
SIENNA ~ “Yes,” I replied. “It is because of your brother.” Maya’s face changed so fast it almost looked like someone had put a hand around her throat. The fight drained out of her. What replaced the expression on her face right now was worse. I swallowed hard and kept going before that look could turn into a question I could not answer. “Grant has been manipulating the cameras and taking weird photos of us at the facility,” I said. “He has been stalking I guess and cooking up stories because that is what he does when he needs leverage. I do not know why he had to invent something like that, or to want people to believe there is something going on between me and a twenty-two-year-old rookie. There is not. He wants a headline. That is all this is.” Maya’s face eased. Not all the way but enough. She let out a long breath and shook her head, one hand still on her hip, the other pushing hair off her forehead like she could physically reset the last two minutes. “I have always known
SIENNA ~Maya moved before Grant could slide the phone another inch.She snatched it off the table so fast the couple behind us stopped talking. Then she stood, turned, and hurled it across the floor. The crack was loud and ugly. Glass jumped. The screen died in a spiderweb of black and the whole shop flinched at once.I just sat there with my mouth open.“Damn it,” I whispered, more to myself than to her. I knew Maya’s anger. I had lived through it in parking lots and group chats and one very public grocery-store fight our junior year. I had not known she would do this. Not here. Not with a sports agent ex-husband.“You bastard.” Maya’s voice went sharp enough to cut. She lunged half a step and I grabbed her wrist with both hands, standing so fast my chair screamed against the floor.“Maya. Stop.”She did not look at me. She looked at him, shaking, the polite client-voice long gone.“How dare you threaten her after everything,” she said, each word landing hard. “I do not care about y
SIENNA ~Maya put the taser in my palm before she even took the car out of park.It was small and black and heavier than it looked, the kind of thing you bought after a late-night true-crime spiral and then prayed you never had to explain to a barista. She closed my fingers around it and held on for a second longer than she needed to.“It goes in the inside pocket,” she said. “Not the bottom of the bag where you will spend four minutes digging like this is a normal custody chat. I did not drag you out of that marriage just to watch you sit pretty while he practices his concerned-ex voice.”I slid it into the inside pocket of my bag and tried to laugh. It came out thin. “You make it sound like we are walking into a deposition.”“We are walking into a coffee shop with a man who used to smile at waiters while he took your card out of your wallet.” Maya pulled into traffic and kept her eyes on the road. “Same energy. Different lighting.”The location my ex had chosen was the coffee shop o







