LOGIN"There is formula there?" Bianca asked, eyes wide. Tears still on her cheeks but hope breaking through. "Real formula? Not powdered milk?"
"12 cans," Killian said. "EVA scan confirmed Enfamil premature. Plus oxygen tanks and amoxicillin. Enough for 60 days for her if we ration. I will go tomorrow." He said it like a promise, not a plan. Bianca clutched Tiny Elena tighter, careful of her head. "Thank you. Thank you. He wore a silver chain, Keon. Always. With a small cross. His mother gave him before she died. If you find... if you find where he fell... please bring it. For her. So she knows he tried." The bunker went quiet. EVA's blue light hummed. "I will find it," Killian said. He placed his hand on Bianca's shoulder, gentle. "Tomorrow 06:00, I leave. I will bring formula and I will go to where Keon fell. Drone marked it, 5.1 kilometers from here, near Shell station on Route 99. I will bring something back for her." I stood there, hand on my belly. At 20 weeks with twin boys, you feel everything. Twin A kicked hard on the left. Twin B kicked soft on the right. Both kicking like they heard their father was going outside where his brother died. At 07:32, Tiny Elena sneezed. A tiny kitten sneeze. She kept sleeping on Bianca's chest. She did not know her mother wanted to leave, her uncle promised to risk his life, her father died yesterday trying to reach her. EVA spoke last, as always. "Update. Infant weight 1.48 kilograms, stable. Mother emotional status elevated but stable. Mission tomorrow 06:00, risk high, survival probability for Killian Thorne 74 percent, recommend armed, daylight only. Recommend Elena Thorne does not participate due to twin pregnancy at 20 weeks, risk of preterm labor high if walking 5 kilometers. Recommend Damian Cole stays in isolation 24 more hours. Recorded Day 88, 07:33, decision made. No unilateral departure allowed." Killian looked at me then. His eyes were tired. He had slept 3 hours. "You stay," he said to me, soft but firm. "You are 20 weeks. No walking 5 kilometers. You stay with Bianca and Elena." "I know," I said. My voice shook. "But you come back. You have two sons here. At 20 weeks they already know your voice. If you don't come back, they will kick me forever asking where you are." He came to me and put his hand on my belly, bare hand on my shirt. The twins kicked for him, both at once. Strong. "I will come back," he whispered, forehead touching mine. "I have never broken a promise to you. I will bring formula, oxygen, and Keon's chain. And I will be back before 09:00." Behind us, Damian's voice came from Storage Room B through the speaker. Hoarse, weak. "Killian... take rifle... and take my boots... yours have hole... infected smell blood." Killian nodded. "Keep your boots. You need them. I will take your knife." That night we did not sleep well. EVA said outside temperature would drop to 1 degree by 06:00. Wind 15 kilometers per hour. Infected less active at dawn. Best window to go. Bianca stayed in medical bay, humming again. This time the lullaby was steadier. At 05:30, EVA woke us. "Wake. Mission T-minus 30 minutes. Outside temperature 1 degree Celsius. Infected count on Route 99: 22 per square kilometer, low. Good window. Truck fuel check: 20 kilometers range. Survival probability increased to 78 percent if departure now." Killian dressed in silence. Black thermal, body armor his father left, rifle, pistol, knife, backpack empty for formula. I helped him lace boots. My 20 weeks belly made bending hard, but I knelt. "Don't be hero," I said. "If you see many, run back. Formula can wait. You cannot." "I'm not hero," he said. "I'm father. Fathers bring milk." He kissed my belly, both sides, left for Twin A, right for Twin B. Then kissed me. "Lock bunker after I leave. Don't open until EVA sees me on camera. Even if I knock, check camera first. Infected mimic voices now. Day 88 reports say they mimic." I nodded, tears coming. At 06:00, the outer door opened. Cold air rushed in, 1 degree, biting. Killian stepped out. "EVA, lock," I said. Steel door closed. Red light: SEALED. On camera, Killian walked into white morning fog, rifle up, toward 5 kilometers where formula waited, and 5.1 kilometers where his brother fell. Behind me, Tiny Elena cried for the first time that morning. 1.48 kilograms of fight. Hungry. Bianca fed her 15 milliliters, hands shaking. We waited.The door closed behind them.I stood there for a few seconds, just looking at the door. My hand was still in the air, where Killian's hand was before.I felt empty immediately. Even though I know he will come back, my heart always beats fast when he goes outside.Bianca looked at me. "Are you okay?" she asked.I nodded. "Yes. I am okay. I just... I always worry when he goes out.""I understand," she said. "I used to worry like that too."Leo pulled my dress small. "Elena, don't worry. Killian is strong. He will beat everybody."I smiled. "I know, Leo. He is strong."I sat down slowly on the chair. My belly was heavy this morning. The twins were moving small small. I placed my hand on my belly to calm them."Eva," I said, "show me outside camera."Eva answered, "Yes, Elena. Showing outside camera now."The small screen on the wall came on. I could see Killian and Damian walking outside.The outside was quiet. The sun was just coming up. The road was empty. No raiders. No noise. Only th
CHAPTER 29: THE MORNING AFTERI woke up slowly.The room was still dim. The soft light from the wall was still on low, the way Killian likes it at night. I did not open my eyes at first. I just stayed there, listening.His breathing was steady. His arm was still around me. His hand was still on my belly.He had not moved all night.I opened my eyes a little. He was awake and was looking at me."Good morning, my love," he whispered.I smiled. "Good morning. You still did not sleep?"He smiled back. "I didn't sleep much. But I woke up early to watch you. You were sleeping like an angel again."I laughed small. "Killian, you always say that.""Because it is true," he said. He kissed my forehead. "How is your body? Did the twins disturb you at night?""just a little" I said. "They kicked once, then they slept again. I think they like sleeping on your chest too."He laughed. His laugh was low and soft, so it would not wake the whole bunker. He rubbed my belly slowly, in small circles. "Goo
It was bedtime in Bunker 3.Everyone had already cleaned up. The day had been long and heavy, and the bunker finally felt quiet. Killian had washed off the mud from the run. Leo had washed his hands and face, and his shoes were by the door drying. Damian had wiped his pipe clean and kept it beside him. Bianca had changed Tiny Elena's small cloth, and the baby was now resting peacefully.The generator was steady. Eva had dimmed the lights for the night, and the whole bunker had that soft, sleepy feeling.I was in the inner room with Bianca and little Elena to make sure that her body is finally calm and at the same I was waiting for Killian to finish up so we can go back to our room. Tiny Elena was asleep on Bianca's chest. Her fever had gone down. Her little chain was still around her neck, resting gently against Bianca's skin. Bianca looked tired, but she looked peaceful too, the way a mother looks when her baby is finally sleeping.Then Killian came in.He did not whisper. He spoke
The drum changed everything.After Killian dragged it in and Damian sealed the three locks, Eva connected the fuel line herself. She is not just a voice on the speaker. She has arms in the walls. She plugged it in, checked the pressure, and the generator stopped coughing.The yellow light got brighter. Not bright like before the world ended, but steady. No more flicker."Power stable at 68%," Eva said. "We can run the incubator now."Bianca looked up from the mattress. Tiny Elena was in her arms, burning up. Her little body was hot, too hot. She had been crying in that small, tired way for hours, and her breathing was fast."We need to build it now," Bianca said.Killian was already moving. He had been saving parts for this for weeks — a clear plastic box from the old clinic, a small heater, some wires, a soft blanket. Damian, even with his arm still sore from the Day 1 bite, helped him carry the box to the inner room. Today is Day 88, he is almost recovered, so he could lift with one
Eva spoke first."Killian is coming. With a boy. Fifty meters. Dragging a drum."Her voice was flat through the small speaker, but everyone inside Bunker 3 froze when they heard it.I was in the inner room with Bianca. She was on the mattress with Tiny Elena curled against her chest, asleep. I was sitting next to them, leaning against the cold concrete because lying down has become hard. I'm 20 weeks now, and with twin boys you feel it everywhere — your back, your legs, everything is heavy.Damian was near the main door. He was checking his pipe. He's still weak from the bite he had. Eva says he's almost recovered, but you can still see it when he moves his left arm.Bianca looked at me. "Eva says Killian is outside?"I nodded and pushed myself up. Slow. You have to get up slow now."Check cameras," Damian said.That is always the rule. Before we open for anyone, we check.I went to the front camera monitor. It's an old screen, the picture is grainy and yellow, but it works. Damian we
CHAPTER 25: THE RUN BACKKillian did not leave Jax to die alone.He held Jax's hand for 10 more seconds. Jax's hand was turning black. Veins black. Fast. The black was crawling up like oil under skin. Bianca had told him on Day 12: Once black reaches eyes, human is gone. Don't touch. Don't breathe same air."Dad?" the boy said. His voice shook. Mask too big.Jax looked at his son. One second human. Clear. Eyes red but human."Run," Jax told the boy. His voice was Dad voice. Strong. Last strong. "Run with him. Bunker 3. Tell them Jax sent you. Tell them 1.48kg."Killian understood. He let go of Jax's black hand. His own hand was sweaty. He wiped it on mud. No black on his hand. Good.He grabbed one fuel drum. 50 kilos. Heavy. He dragged it, not carried. Mud helped it slide. Diesel smell strong."Boy, push!" Killian shouted. His oxygen mask fogged. 19% out here vs 22% inside. Every breath thin.The boy pushed the other side. 10 years old but strong like Jax. Same nose. Same push.Behind







