I keep my eyes on the oily looking face of Alpha Fred from Bear city. He's a bear shifter with a very imposing presence.
In my previous life, he had tried many times to get close to me. But the first time he tried to do so, it was on this night. Before I can think more of him, I hear a soft and pitiful voice. Showtime. When Damien and I turn, it is Lily before us. She's in an emerald ball gown that is bejewelled from top to bottom. Her olive skin is flushed and her eyes are brimming with tears. “Your majesty, my lady.” Her voice is soft, polite. It makes me want to gag being in front of her. I remember her moans that day, the claw and bite marks over her body. All the images flash through my mind, fueling me to stay in character. In this life, I will not just stop at ruining their lives. I'll take the kingdom for myself. Not only had my mate and best friend wronged me— so had many others. No one wanted to see an omega wolf rule. Well, it's a pity because I truly plan now to take all that my mate thinks he has. Everything would be mine. With that thought, I put on a calm but affectionate mask. “Oh dear, are you alright?” I stretch out a hand to Lily and help her stand straight since she's acting to be faint. Nevertheless, she forces herself to the ground and cries aloud. Her voice overshadows the soft music and everyone turns to us. What a scene, Lily. Damien’s face is blank but I don't give him much thought. I crouch to the ground, not minding my fancy dress. “Miss, are you alright? Please tell me, what's wrong?” Lily is fully crying now and has attracted every single person in the ballroom. “My lady, I-I have no…I have nowhere to go…” In her expensive gown, she looked so delicate. Her auburn hair was strewn on the floor and her rosy cheeks seemed to glow in the soft lighting. I glance subtly at my damned mate and sure enough, he is lost in Lily's beauty. Perfect. Everything is going just as it had before. “My lady…my— my father is a rogue alpha. He's an enemy of the throne. I just wanted to run away from his schemes. I can't be part of them! But now I have nowhere else to be. I won't want to put anyone in danger…only the palace can help me now, my lady.” The ballroom has been consumed by murmurs as they hear what she has to say. Currently, the kingdom of Ker faces the threat of a growing rebellion. Many shifters— rogue lycans, foxes, faes and the like— have banned together. Hearing that this pitiful girl came from the rebellious factions up north makes everyone suspicious and alert. On the other hand, I don't really care what her story is. The point is, she wants in on the palace. And she's going to get it. I'll make sure of that. In my previous life, I had turned to look at my mate at this exact moment with begging eyes. However, if I must exert control, then I will start from here. After all, a Luna-to-be had to have power— I would take advantage of that for these three months. So I feign concern, even placing my palm against my lips in shock. “You’ve made the right decision to come to us. It's our duty to protect outsiders that return. I'll make the necessary arrangements, okay? Just rest in a corner and enjoy the party.” My voice is clear, soft, but final. No one speaks up after my decision. My mate looks conflicted when I rise from the ground. He desired the pretty lady for himself but he wanted to look like he had been the one generous enough to accept her. Like I will let that happen. I order some maids to help Lily to one corner to rest before sighing and deciding to go outside for some fresh air. When I'm out, I grip the balcony. Standing so close to my mate was taking a toll on me. It was hard to fight the urge to hold him and love him. My wolf didn't understand why I was pulling away from him. And internally, I'm paying for that. I catch my breath and steady myself on the balcony, hoping to clear my head. But I hear a noise coming from behind me. Before I can turn, a huge palm has encircled my waist tightly. “My lady,” the patronizing voice whispers in my ear. I freeze. How could I have been so forgetful? On this same night, not only did I meet Lily, but I lost some of my reputation. The bear shifter alpha, Fred was the one. He had been staring at me all night and now I moved away from the crowd, he took advantage. I had screamed in my previous life, attracting eyes who looked at me with judgement. His slimy lips touch my ear in the present and I feel him lick the flesh. “Get off me,” I whisper harshly, trying to free myself from his grip. But Fred has me in a tight hold. An omega like me stands no choice against him. “Shhh. No one will know, dear Lady. I'll be quick I promise.” With these words, he reaches to the back of my dress and tears it open. In my past life, I didn't know what to do, crying and screaming. In this life, I'm still afraid and can't muster any strength. I try my best to fight him off to no avail. I can't scream or I will jeopardize my reputation. There's nothing I can do but struggle. But just when he manages to restrain me and I have no choice but to call for help, a quick movement flickers by. In just a second, the Bear Alpha is on the ground, head smashed into the concrete. Dead. His attacker is crouching over the corpse. He turns to me; there's a mask over his face. Sharp green eyes pierce mine. “My lady.”The sting from the slap spread through ever angle of my face, and unfortunately it was the same place Damien had hit me. I was so dazed from the blow, that my knees buckled and I dropped to the floor instantly. On the floor I stared up at her with shock, and hurt, as I was left reeling from being struck by her. My cheeks were throbbing so violently in pain, that I thought I would pass out from it. A broken cry escaped my lips. Something I couldn't help, because it hurts way too much. Tears blurred my vision and for a moment, I thought I was seeing two heads of Susan, even though I knew it couldn't be. I couldn't even touch the place she'd hit me, because I feared the skin would come apart under my touch. From the inside, it felt like the force of the slap had pushed my teeth against the soft flesh of my inner cheeks, and sunk into it. Blood filled my mouth like a pool. "Never forget y
"Mo—mother? How can you say something like that? Something so cruel and—"The words spluttered out of my mouth hopelessly, but the more I spoke, the more Susan's frown deepened. The sound of the room door being shut harshly caused me to flinch and meet her eyes. Her eyes were dark and empty, like the thought of even looking at me was beneath her. This was the true extent of Susan's cruelty. "Do you know what it would look like if our guests saw you looking like that? The shame it would bring to the palace?" My spine stiffened, and I nodded, because I understood what she meant. The wolf pack always prided themselves on their mate bond, and the ability to form connections unlike other packs. Despite how much the other packs mocked us for this, it was the reason we were the rulers of Ker, and not a different clan. "But it's not my fault, mo—Lady Susan. The alpha is the one who raised his
"My lady, what should I do for you? I can try to hide the—""No." I cut her off. My fingers traced over the bruise on my cheek as it pulsed lightly in the mirror. The pain was a distant memory that felt like it had happened a long time ago, too long to really remember. But the bruise was shining in color. One look at it, and it wouldn't be hard to tell what had happened. It would be leave a sour air in the atmosphere, and everyone would know that my mate was abusive. I didn't know a lot of Luna's who walked into breakfast with bruises on their faces, and got away with it, but I wasn't feeling like someone ready to put up a brave face. "What do you mean, my lady? Surely you don't expect to go out like—like this?" A look of horror washed over my lady in waiting's face, and some of the courage I was feeling bled out of me, onto the floor. I hugged my arms around myself, "What ca
"My lady?" I didn't wait for Runa to say anything else, before I slammed the door shut in her face, and pressed my back against the door. My heart was pounding so hard against my ribcage, it was all I could hear for a while. "My lady, are you alright?" Her sympathy filled tone reached my ears from the other side, and I suddenly felt guilty for making her so worried about me. I turned back to the door and pressed my face to it, as I said. "I'm fine, really. Please go to bed Runa. Damien isn't here." "But—""That's a Luna's order. Sleep well." I countered immediately. I didn't move an inch from the door, until I heard her receding food steps as she left the door. Then with a heavy sigh, and my hand still clutching my chest, I pushed myself off the door. "So Damien is the one who did this to you." The sound of that dark and threatening voice caused me to almost jump out of my sk
We pulled apart at the same time, nearly bumping our heads against each other, before I remembered what had made us pull apart. The door. Someone was at the door. Axel was the first to stand up, probably about to disappear again, but something that felt achingly like fear wrapped around my throat. Before I could stop myself from doing something I would regret terribly, I reached out a hand towards him. He froze, and his eyes met mine with a confused look. No matter how much I wanted to—needed to tell myself that I didn't need him here, I still felt a little scared. What if it was Damien at the door? I wouldn't be able to stop him, and I didn't think there was anyone in this palace that would manage to stop him either. That was the only reason I was still clinging to Axel like someone who feared for her life. B
The hand on my chin turned painful and I pulled my face away from his hold. "I've said it's nothing to concern yourself about. What are you even doing here?" I strode away from him, and out of the moonlight view, so he couldn't see whatever he was seeing on my face. He followed closely behind me, and I set myself down on my guy bed, before turning away from him. If he couldn't see me, then he wouldn't know how his words had affected me. Why did he care who had bruised me? What was he even doing here? He didn't care for me, and he didn't need to pretend any longer, because he couldn't even use me to kill Damien. I had thrown that away, because my mate loved me—or at least I thought he did. I hugged myself tighter. Someone who loved me wouldn't do what he had done to me. "It concerns me if someone tried to hurt you, my lady." Axel was quicker with his reply this time.