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~Calla~
"Calla," Maeve hissed from the doorway. "Get up, girl. Get up."
I couldn't. Every wolf in Crescent Hollow knew what this night was. The Blood Moon Festival came once a year, and the pack gathered in the great hall in their best clothes to watch the eighteen-year-olds shift for the first time. The Moon Goddess was supposed to show them their mates on that night. Girls who turned eighteen at the Blood Moon were meant to feel something that changed their whole lives.
I had been up since four in the morning carrying firewood. I was an Omega, so my job was to serve, and nobody in the pack expected anything else from me. I also had no wolf. Most girls shifted at sixteen. I had waited two years, and my body had never once felt like anything but a girl's body, and the pack had started calling me the empty one.
That morning, Maeve had put a small moonstone on a silver chain into my hand. "The Goddess doesn't forget her children," she told me. "Not even the quiet ones."
I had hung it around my neck and tried to believe her.
I had lived in the Alpha's house since I was six years old, when Maeve brought me there with a single bag and a story about a dead mother. I knew every squeaky floorboard in the east wing. I knew which fireplaces smoked and which doors stuck, and I knew exactly how far to stay from the Alpha when he walked down a corridor, because Omegas who got in his way found themselves very quickly doing something else. In all those years, he had never once spoken to me. I wasn't sure he knew my name.
Now the scent of pine smoke curled around me and a strange heat ran up my spine, and the entire hall went silent. I looked up.
Alpha Dorian Ashcroft had stopped in the middle of the room with a goblet in his hand. He was tall, with dark hair and golden-brown eyes, and everyone in the pack knew he was engaged to Vivienne Marlowe, the daughter of Alpha Orsen of Ironclaw. He wasn't looking at her. He was looking at me, and the goblet slipped from his fingers and hit the floor.
Thin silver threads of light rose from my arms and from his, and wound together in the air between us. Every wolf in the room saw them.
"No," Dorian said, very quietly.
My knees weren't working. I stood up anyway, wiping my wet hands on my apron, because it seemed important not to be on the floor. "Alpha?"
"No. Not you." He took a step toward me, and then another, and I saw his hands shake. "Say it isn't true."
"Dorian." Alpha Orsen Marlowe had risen from the head table, a silver-haired man in a gray coat with a smile that never changed. Vivienne stood beside him, perfectly still. "Think of your pack. Think of the winter."
Dorian closed his eyes. When he opened them, something in his face had shut like a door.
"Calla Reeve," he said, and his voice carried to every corner of the hall. "You are an Omega without a wolf. A Luna must stand beside her Alpha and fight for her pack. You cannot do that. Crescent Hollow needs the Marlowe alliance to survive, and I will not risk it."
"Please," I whispered. I don't know what I was begging for.
"I, Dorian Ashcroft, Alpha of Crescent Hollow, reject you, Calla Reeve, as my mate and my Luna."
The pain was unlike anything I had ever felt. It began in my chest and tore outward, as if someone had taken a blade to every thread that held me together. I doubled over with my arms wrapped around my ribs. Somewhere far away, Maeve cried out my name.
There was one thing left to do. By the old law, the rejected had to say three words to finish it. I accept it. If I said them, the bond would break and the pain would end.
I opened my mouth, and nothing came out.
It wasn't bravery. It was shock. I could not make my tongue move, and the hall swam in front of me, and I could only stare at the man who had just torn me in half.
Dorian waited. His jaw was tight, and his eyes were bright, and for a moment I thought he might take it back. Then Vivienne laughed, a soft, pretty sound.
"She's too stupid to know when she's been dismissed," she said.
"Get out of my sight," Dorian said hoarsely.
I ran.
I ran past the pack and past the tables and past Maeve's outstretched hands, out through the front doors and down the stone steps into the cold. I didn't stop until I reached the iron gates of the territory, where I grabbed the bars and gasped for air, shaking so hard that my teeth clacked together.
The moon hung above the trees, huge and red, as if it were laughing at me. I pressed my forehead against the cold metal and finally cried.
Then I heard the horns.
They were deep and slow, the kind of horns that did not belong to any of the four packs. Hooves thundered up the road, and black banners with a silver crown snapped in the wind. A line of armored riders swept through the open gates, and the pack came spilling out of the great hall behind me, whispering a word I had only heard in stories.
Lycans.
The man at the front swung down from a tall black horse. He wore a dark cloak and a circlet of old silver, and he moved like something that had never been told no. Dorian stood on the steps with his face gone white.
"Kaius," he said.
The Lycan King didn't look at him. His head turned slowly, as if he had caught a sound only he could hear, and his eyes, the same golden brown as Dorian's, found mine across the courtyard. Something moved in them that did not look human.
"Mine," he said.
~Kaius~Duskhold rose out of the mountain like a thing that had never been built. Black stone towers climbed the cliff face, silver banners snapped from every wall, and below it all the valley lay in blue evening shadow. I had been looking at it all my life, and I had never once been glad to see it. Tonight, I watched Calla's face at the carriage window instead.She said nothing. Her hand trembled against the frame, and her knuckles were white, but she kept looking.By the time we reached the outer gate, every man in the convoy knew what she had done in the gorge. Brin had told the story twice at the evening camp, and I had heard the changes in it grow. By the third telling, she had lit up the whole sky. My riders no longer whispered wolfless when she walked past. They went quiet instead, and one or two of them touched their fists to their chests.The court was a different matter.They were waiting in the great hall, forty or fifty nobles in dark velvet, with Chancellor Edric at the f
~Calla~We left Crescent Hollow before the sun had fully risen, and I did not look back.The carriage was black and lined with dark red velvet, and it smelled of cedar and leather. Kaius rode outside with his men. I sat alone with my bag in my lap and my mother's letter in my pocket, and I did not open it. I told myself I was waiting until I was far enough away, but the truth was I was afraid of what it would say.The bond hurts less with every mile. By noon I could breathe without wincing. By evening I could eat the bread that a young guard named Brin brought to my window, along with a flask of water and an awkward smile."Her Highness should drink something," he said, and then went red to the ears. "I mean... miss. Lady. I don't know what to call you.""Calla is fine.""Calla." He tried it out, grinned, and rode away, still pink.The Lycan soldiers did not smile at me. They looked, and they whispered, and I caught the word wolfless twice in the first hour. I tried not to listen. I k
~Calla~They put me in a chair.The elders' chamber of Crescent Hollow was a stone room off the great hall with a long table and six old wolves sitting behind it. Maeve sat at my left, holding my hand so tightly that it hurt. Kaius stood at the window with his arms folded. Dorian stood on the other side of the room, as far from his brother as the walls allowed. Alpha Orsen sat near the head of the table with his fingers steepled and an expression of polite interest.I could not stop shaking. It felt as if someone had sewn two different pieces of cloth to the inside of my chest and was pulling them in opposite directions. One side ached for the man across the room. The other, newer side hummed whenever the king moved."The matter is simple," said Elder Corwin, the oldest of the six. "Alpha Ashcroft has rejected her. She has not accepted. By our law, the bond stands.""And by Lycan law," Kaius said, without turning from the window, "any rejected mate is under the protection of the Crown
~Kaius~I had not set foot in Crescent Hollow in nine years, and I had hoped to keep it that way.The Truce of the Four Packs was signed every year at the Blood Moon, and every year the Lycan King was expected to attend. For two years I had sent my general in my place. This year the old Alphas made it clear that if I did not come in person, the treaty would not be renewed. So I came, with forty riders and a foul temper, to a place where my brother wore my face.I saw Dorian before I had finished dismounting. He stood on the steps of the great hall with the same jaw, the same dark hair and the same eyes as mine. He had grown broader since I last saw him. He looked at me the way a man looks at something he wants to scrape off his boot.Then the wind turned, and I smelled her.Night jasmine and rain. It went through me like a blade.For six years my wolf had been something I managed rather than lived with, a low roar at the back of my skull with red at the edges of my sight, held down by
~Calla~"Calla," Maeve hissed from the doorway. "Get up, girl. Get up."I couldn't. Every wolf in Crescent Hollow knew what this night was. The Blood Moon Festival came once a year, and the pack gathered in the great hall in their best clothes to watch the eighteen-year-olds shift for the first time. The Moon Goddess was supposed to show them their mates on that night. Girls who turned eighteen at the Blood Moon were meant to feel something that changed their whole lives.I had been up since four in the morning carrying firewood. I was an Omega, so my job was to serve, and nobody in the pack expected anything else from me. I also had no wolf. Most girls shifted at sixteen. I had waited two years, and my body had never once felt like anything but a girl's body, and the pack had started calling me the empty one.That morning, Maeve had put a small moonstone on a silver chain into my hand. "The Goddess doesn't forget her children," she told me. "Not even the quiet ones."I had hung it ar







