Because Nate was carrying Elisha on his shoulders, na-obliga itong pumila sa counter habang sinusubukang intindihin kung nasaan ang mga itinuturo ng anak nito.
Si Hannah naman ang naghanap ng mauupuan nila. Nang makahanap siya ng pwesto, naupo na siya at pinagmasdan sina Nate at Elisha. The latter was a picture of a happy kid. Nate on the other hand was a picture of a loving father. Before she knew it, a smile already crept across her face. Hindi maikakaila ni Nate na anak nito si Elisha. Tama si Olive, female version ni Nate ang bata. She noticed a few people already recognized Nate Sarmiento as they began taking pictures of him in not so secret way. She knew that he knew and he didn't do anything about it. So hinayaan na lang din niya. After all, kahit hindi pa pinapakilala ni Nate sa publiko si Elisha, hindi naman nito itinatago ang anak nito. Nevertheless, she saw Paul and the other escorts stopping the crowd from taking more pictures. She almost forgot about them. Napakayaman pala ni Nate at hindi pwedeng wala itong kasamang mga bodyguards especially dahil kasama nito ang anak nito. She continued to watch the two as they seemed to argue a little bit when it was already their turn on the line. Well, from where she sat, hindi naman niya alam kung ano ang pinagdidiskusyunan ng mag-ama. But she saw how Elisha's lips pouted like she always does kapag upset ito. They were given a number and shortly after were already going in her direction. She was well aware of the eyes that were on Nate and his daughter. So when Elisha suddenly blurted out the word mommy, all eyes darted to her. She could almost feel daggers being thrown her way. Nate on the other hand was just so cool about the situation. So, she just shrugged her shoulders at hinayaan na lang ang mga tao sa paligid nila. "Mommy! I was telling daddy that you don't like to eat rice because you love the chicken spaghetti. But he wouldn't listen," sumbong agad nito nang makalapit sila nang tuluyan. Nag-cross arms ito at tiningnan nang masama si Nate who sat across them. "He still ordered you two-piece chicken with rice!" "It's okay, Eli," she assured her at sinaway ito sa masamang tingin na ibinigay nito kay Nate. "Now, don't look at your daddy like that. It's not very nice." "See? I told you," singit ni Nate. "Mommy needs to eat rice so she'll gain weight." He wasn't looking at her but she could swear, he was smirking. "Hindi ako payat," she found herself telling him. "You are, Hannah." "I'm not–" she wanted to argue but she was cut short by Elisha who was still furious about the whole chicken spaghetti thing. "Eli, it's okay," ulit na naman niya para tumigil na ito. "Daddy doesn't know, so we'll let it pass this time, are we good?" "I was telling him, mommy," pilit pa rin nito. "Okay, but just this time. Next time, I get to choose mommy's meal, deal?" suko nito at parang matandang inilahad nito ang kamay sa ama nito. "Alright, it's a deal then." Kinamayan ito ni Nate habang sunusupil nito ang isang ngiti. Bahagya siyang natawa sa mga ito. Well, malamang sa hindi, nakuha ni Elisha ang katigasan ng ulo nito kay Nate. At aminin man niya o hindi, the two deserved to be together. Hindi naman nagtagal at dumating na ang order nila. As childish as it may seem, it was their first meal together. They ate in silence. Nate, contrary to her first impression of him, was quite a humble person. Hannah loved the way he didn't brag about his wealth and acted just like any other ordinary person in that place. He blended well. Although, hindi naman maitatanggi na kahit anong gawin nito ay ito pa rin si Nate Sarmiento. Tindig pa lang, stand out na. Not to mention his handsome face that totally separated him from everybody else. "Let's do this often, daddy," evident ang tuwa sa magandang mukha ni Elisha. "This is so much fun." "I'm glad you're happy, anak," he answered, not hiding the affection for his child. Hannah fought the urge to cry. The way Nate said anak had so much love in it. And she knew she will no longer have the courage to even plan to take Elisha away from him, not that she'll even get the slightest chance, but she certainly wouldn't want to break Elisha's heart as well. And while she loved to be a part of her daughter's life, she's aware that Nate Sarmiento wouldn't let her stay in their lives forever. Sooner or later kailangan na niyang sabihin kay Elisha ang totoo bago pa si Nate mismo ang magpa-aalala sa kanya ng kasunduan nila. "Mommy? Mommy?" "Hannah." "Huh?" She didn't notice zoning out again at base sa hitsura ng mag-ama, kanina pa kinukuha ng mga ito ang atensyon niya. "I'm sorry, what was it?" Hindi nakaligtas sa kanya ang pagkunot noo ni Nate. "Mommy, I'm asking you if you're happy?" tanong ni Elisha. "I am, Eli." She smiled down at her, managing one of her sincerest smiles. "How couldn't I if I'm very sure that you're happy? What makes Elisha happy, makes mommy happy." She kissed her hair, oblivious to Nate's intense gaze on her. "I love you, mommy." Elisha held her one hand. "I love you too, Eli." "I love you, daddy," she said, reaching out for Nate's hand as well. "Daddy loves you too, Elisha." Wow, weren't they a picture of a happy family? Only that they weren't really a family to begin with. Hannah pushed away the thought at the back of her head. Bago makapasok iyon sa utak niya and she'll think about it over and over again. Feel na feel ni Elisha ang pagkakaroon ng mommy at daddy. The way she held both her hand and Nate's, she thought her family was already complete. How will Hannah tell her na hindi siya ang tunay nitong ina? Or worse, how will she bid her goodbye? Nang palabas na sila, Paul and the others had to literally restrain the crowd, particularly the media, who unbeknownst to them found out that Nate's gone public with a mother and child company. Hannah was surprised na napakaraming mga camera at mga reporters ang naghihintay sa kanila, all eager to ask the same questions. Sino sila ni Elisha at kung sila ba ang dahilan ng hiwalayan nito at ni Olive. Nate was still carrying Elisha in his arms so when he suddenly grabbed her hand and pulled her closer to him, Hannah's mind stopped functioning. Shocked and surprised were both understatements. She looked up at him as he protectively led her and Elisha out of the crowd. He acted as though they were his precious belongings that people shouldn't treat like some kind of money making gossip. Napakagulo at napaka-ingay but that didn't stop Hannah from feeling the fluttering in her stomach. It was like something was doing flip flaps inside her. The touch of Nate's skin from his hand that held hers was sending electricity to her veins. A feeling that's causing her heart to beat rapidly and set her pulse racing. "Get in." Nate almost shoved her and Elisha inside his car. "We have to get out of here," he added, muttering a curse under his breath as he entered the driver's seat. They were quiet for most of the drive until Nate accidentally caught a glimpse of her in the rear view mirror. "D*mn it!" he exclaimed as he pulled the car to a sudden halt, almost throwing her and the already sleeping Elisha from their seats. "What?" Hannah was confused at how Nate was suddenly so furious, napahampas pa ito sa manibela before getting out of the car and opening the door to her side. "What?" She asked nervously when he held her chin and tilted her head to the left like he was checking something at the right side of her head. "D*mn!" He cursed again. "You got hurt, Hannah!" "Huh?!" Litong-lito siya, but then her eyes grew wide when she saw blood in his hand that touched her temple. "What? How?" Paano siyang nasugatan nang hindi niya nararamdaman? 'Dahil busy ka sa pagkakahawak niya sa kamay mo, Hannah.' A part of her mind told her. 'Was it even possible?' Paano at kailan siya nasugatan? "Let's get you to the hospital," he said as he gently wiped her blood with his handkerchief. "Is it that serious?" She asked, preventing herself from hyperventilating at Nate's proximity to her. "No, but we have to make sure," he answered, pulling away to return to the driver's seat. "Then there's no need. I didn't even notice it, Nate. It doesn't hurt at all." "I insist." Bumwelta ito pabalik para pumunta sa ospital. "I've already caused you enough trouble. Please, it's not even hurting me!" "We are going to the hospital. End of discussion," he said firmly, causing her to shut her mouth involuntarily."Leah, stop!" Hannah almost begged Leah, paano kasi mula pa kaninang magkita sila ay 'di na siya nito tinantanan ng panunukso.Their little family moment at the fast food were all over the papers the next morning. Of course everybody jumped to the conclusion that Nate had a secret family all along. That's why his marriage to Olive didn't push through, ending with the latter marrying somebody else… "Come on, look at this... '' Leah tirelessly shoved the newspaper to her face. "This gesture is just so romantic. Who wouldn't think that you're not a couple?" Tukoy nito sa litratong hawak-hawak ni Nate ang kamay niya while trying to protect her and Eli from the media. "It's nothing, okay? A spur of the moment thing." "Hannah, he should've just left you right there if he didn't care about you!" "Why is it even such a big deal?" "Hello, Nate has celebrity status. You do not know but many rejoiced when his wedding was put on hold.
"N-no..." Hannah denied, although she knew Nate heard her sobs. "Just put me down now, please?" No. She wouldn't cry in front of Nate Sarmiento. He'd already seen her so weak in the elevator that breaking down would confirm his doubt that she wasn't capable of taking care of Elisha. Hannah wouldn't want to give Nate a reason to kick her out of her daughter's life very soon. "What happened back there?" she heard him ask matapos siyang maibaba sa couch. Worry was still evident on his face. "It's a good thing na tinawagan ako ni Paul. What if he didn't?" Napatitig lang siya sa gwapong mukha ng binata habang nagsasalita ito. Concern ba ito sa kanya? "You're just going to faint inside the elevator and that will scare the hotel guests if they see you..." dugtong nito. 'Okay... Hindi siya concern sa 'yo, Hannah... Nag-aalala siya na ma-eskandalo ang mga kliyente niya kapag may nakita silang nahimatay na babae sa elevator,' she told herself. Nate was
Sa restaurant sa loob ng hotel na sila kumain. Nate said na gutom na ito at hindi na nito gustong mag-drive pa. Awkward man ang pakiramdam ni Hannah na kasalo sa lunch si Nate ay no choice siya kundi paunlakan ito. Sabi nga ng binata, he didn't ask. He had told her to join him. "How's Elisha doing in school?" he asked. "Okay naman. She already have a best friend and he's a boy. Seth ang pangalan niya," nakangiting kwento niya, hindi nga nila halos mapaghiwalay ni Leah ang dalawang bata tuwing uwian na. "Boy?" Tikwas ang kilay na tanong ni Nate. "Is he courting my princess?" He pretended to be mad. "What?" Natatawang aniya ."You're kidding me..." "I think I need to meet him," pabirong sabi pa nito. "His mother is actually my friend, Nate... Her name is Leah. She's a good person. So, I believe that Seth is also a good kid. You know, Elisha wouldn't like him so much if he's not..." "I'm kidding, Hannah," he
"Mommy!" narinig niyang tawag ni Elisha. Paglingon niya ay nakita niya itong karga-karga sa likod ng isang lalaking sigurado siyang hindi tao ni Nate. "Eli!" napatayo siya. "Mommy, this is Tito Adam!" imporma ng anak niya bago pa niya nakuhang magtanong, tuwang-tuwa si Elisha. "Hi!" bati ng lalaki sa kanya. "You must be, Hannah," nakangiti nitong dagdag na inilahad ang kanang palad sa kanya habang sinusuportahan ng kaliwang kamay nito ang anak niya sa likuran nito. "Hello, yes, I'm Hannah. Please hold, Eli," natatarantang sabi niyang napakabilis na kinamayan ito sa takot na baka mahulog ang bata. "Don't worry, I got her well... Right, kiddo?" tumakbo-takbo pa ito sa tuwa naman ni Elisha. "Please, please, ibaba mo na siya!" pakiusap niyang alalang-alala. "Yeah. Yeah, alright." Umupo ito para makababa si Elisha na nagpoprotesta pa. "Eli, that's enough," mariin niyang saad. "Are you okay, anak? You're not h
When Hannah was seventeen, namatay ang kanyang ina sa sakit na cancer. A year later, her father remarried and as requested by his new wife, kicked her out of his life. Nine years after leaving home, Hannah didn't have the slightest idea kung okay lang ba ang kanyang ama. Magsisinungaling siya kung sasabihin niyang wala na siyang pakialam. She still cares about her father pero pinipigilan siya ng takot na balikan ito. Fear of being rejected again by the man na dapat ay naging karamay niya noong nawalan siya ng ina. Pero hindi ibig sabihin no'n na hindi na niya mahal ang ama. If she would be given a chance, babalikan niya ito. 'Who are you kidding, Hannah? Nasa 'yo ang lahat ng pagkakataon para bisitahin ang iyong ama pero hindi mo ginawa,' sumbat ng utak niya. Okay. Siguro nga masama ang loob niya. Who wouldn't? Hindi siya nito pinili noon. He probably wouldn't now. Hinayaan nito noon na mabuhay siyang mag-isa sa halip na sinamahan sa
Hannah was feeling a little bit light headed. Pero hindi dahil may sakit siya, nahihilo o ano pa man. It was the confusing feeling na kanina pa niya nararamdaman. "Hannah," untag ni Leah. "Hmn?" "Are you listening to me? Kanina pa ako salita ng salita rito eh," reklamo ng kaibigan niya. 'I'm sorry, what are you saying?" sinikap niyang ibaling ang atensyon kay Leah. "Ay alam ko 'yan!" sabi nito matapos siyang suriin ng tingin nang mga five seconds. "You're in love!" halos mag-heart shape ang mga matang dagdag nito. "Huh?" "Hannah, you're in love," ulit nito na dumikit pa sa kanya. "So tell me ha, is Nate Sarmiento the lucky guy?" "What? No!" matigas na tanggi niya. "What are you talking about?" "Pinagdaanan ko 'yan kaya 'wag mo akong niloloko, Hannah," tukso pa rin nito. "Ang bilis ng improvement ah. Come on, tell me the details..." "Ano ka ba, hindi 'no!" Wala naman siyang a
Wednesday afternoon the following week, Hannah found herself in a restaurant with Nate Sarmiento's father, Benjamin Sarmiento. Alam ni Hannah na hindi siya dapat nagpunta lalo na at hindi alam ni Nate. But his old man insisted that hindi kailangang malaman ng binata. Mag-uusap lang naman daw sila. Last night, she received a direct call from Adam. Sabi nga nito, money works kaya hindi na siya nagtaka kung paano nito nakuha ang number niya. Kaya nga heto siya ngayon, kaharap ang mismong ama ni Nate. "I know you're wondering why," umpisa ng matanda, Hannah noticed na hindi pa naman pala ito gano'n katanda. Well considering that Nate is only thirty at siya ang panganay, malamang nasa fifties pa lang ang ama nito. Maybe it was his condition that made him look older. Naka-wheelchair na kasi ito. "I'm desperate, Ms. Rodriguez. I don't have much time. Noong nakita kita sa bahay ng anak ko, I'm certain na mapagkakatiwalaan kita.
"Mr. Sarmiento, we met at last!" Overly cheerful na bati ni Leah. Nakarating na sila sa Farm noon at napilit na rin ni Elisha ang ama nito na isuot ang pink shirt at cap na bigay ng kaibigan niya. To say that Nate carried the attire really well was an understatement. He looked like a model who had just stepped out of a magazine cover. Kahit ano ata ipasuot sa binata ay babagay rito. And Hannah felt a little bit conscious that she was wearing a shirt the same as the one Nate was wearing. Tapos may nakalagay pang Team Sarmiento na parang talagang isa silang pamilya nina Elisha at Nate. "Hannah always talks about you!" Patuloy ni Leah at kung wala roon si Caleb ay baka nakatikim na ito sa kanya. Tipid na ngiti at maiksing bati lang ang tugon ni Nate na halatang pinipilit ang sarili na hindi maging suplado. He obviously wasn't used to casual talks with a new acquaintance. "I really don't talk about you that much," sabi niya ka