“Thank you for cooking for me.” Olive says raising her wine glass to me. I raise mine and we cheers. “De nada” I say and she smiles at me. “I really needed this night in.” She says taking a bite of her food. “That’s why I did this, we’re both overwhelmed and we needed to slow down and enjoy ourselves,” I say taking a bite of the food and making an appreciative noise. I put my foot in this lamb, it really tastes good. “Well, I appreciate you for being so thoughtful. We should do this more often.” She says smiling at me lovingly. “We should, I need to fly down to Cape Town more,” I say smiling at her and she tilts her head sideways looking at me. “Or I could move in with you.” she says and I almost choke on my food. I look at her to see if she’s joking and she’s serious. “Do you think that’s a good idea?” I ask looking at her cautiously. “Yes. We’re in this forever so why not move to the next step? I want to be with you forever, I don’t see why this is not a good idea.” She says
“Hey beautiful.” My best friend Noni says walking toward my table. I invited her out for brunch because I owe her a nice day out. I’ve been ignoring her like all my other friends. Spending time with Jay has shown me that I need to do better. I can’t use my mother as an excuse forever. “Hey, it’s so good to see you.” I say getting up to give her a hug. “I know, I missed you so much. We haven’t hung out in a long time.” She says when we let go of each other and sit down. “That’s my fault, that’s why I wanted to make up for disappearing on you.” I say and she smiles excitedly. “If that’s the case, I’m ordering all the expensive food on the menu.” She says looking at me mischievously. “You know what? You can order anything you want, but I should warn you I’m calling you when I can’t pay my bills.” I say and we laugh. A waitress comes to take our orders, she orders all the good food on the menu and the waitress leaves. “What’s been going on with you?” She asks when the waitress is go
“I’m so glad you called, I didn’t think I would ever see you again.” Charles says looking at me nervously. I sip my coffee looking at him, I don’t know if another date was a good idea but I’m open. He’s different I’m used to men that are very confident in themselves but I don’t want to judge him too harshly. One date is not enough time to make a conclusion on someone’s character. “I didn’t think I’d call either.” I say and he looks even more nervous. “But a good friend of mine told me to and I’m glad I did,” I say and he smiles at me sweetly. “I need to buy your friend a thank-you gift.” He says looking at me closely. "He loves gifts.” I say smiling at him. “I’m terrible at first dates and when I saw you I got all flustered and put my foot in my mouth.” He says looking at me embarrassed. “I must admit I am concerned. Do you ask every girl you meet to have your babies?” I ask looking at him trying to figure out if he’s playing me. “I do not. That reaction is purely due to you.”
“I wanted to give you a heads up; Shalom came with a date.” Jay says walking past me to get the front door. I look at him open the door and there she is; beautiful as ever. She walks in smiling at Jay and then someone walks in behind her. He greets Jay and then places his hand at the small of her back. I feel heat rise in my face. Shalom looks around the room and I wait for her to see me. I take a sip of my drink looking at how stunning she is. She’s wearing a strappy, loose dress. But the material is clinging to her curves. Her body is showing just enough for you to see that she’s all woman under all that dress. Her skin looks sun-kissed and inviting. It looks so smooth and soft. Her eyes find me and I can feel the electricity from across the room. I look at her unable to take my eyes off her. She takes a big gulp of air and I see her chest move up and down slowly. I can tell she can feel exactly what I’m feeling. I caress her with my eyes, letting her know that she should be stan
I move uncomfortably in the passenger seat of Kane’s car. I wish I had opted to drive to the engagement party. Charles insisted on picking me up, he thought it would be nice if we showed up together. I just didn’t bank on him bailing on me. I can’t believe he left me standing there, he embarrassed me. I move around in the seat again and Kane turns to look at me. “You’re good?” He asks looking back at the road. “I’m okay, I just need to get home and get out of this dress.” I say telling him half truth of the source of my discomfort, the dress is tight but it’s not why I’m so uncomfortable. He is. We’re so close to each other that I can smell his cologne. His scent is all around me and I know it’s going to take a long time for me to forget it. “I was hoping to show you something before I take you home.” He says stopping at a light and turning to look at me. The red light illuminates his face as he looks at me hopefully. “Do you have to show it to me tonight?” I ask looking at his fac
“Why are you looking at me like that?” I ask him when he hands me a glass of wine. “How am I looking at you?” He asks standing in front of me. He sits next to me waiting for me to say something. I take a sip of the wine and look at him. I can’t believe he’s playing the dumb game. He knows how he’s looking at me. I can see the lust written all over his face. I might have been out of the dating game for a long time but I can tell when a man is looking at me with lust. He needs to stop looking at me like that because I’m not sure if I can keep my hands off of him. Tonight was a very emotional for me and being here with him is adding to that emotion. I have a lot of sexual tension stored from all of the lack of sex. I was hoping Charles and I would get to the sex part but he bowed out so quickly I didn’t know what hit me. “How is your son taking to living with you?” I ask changing the subject. “He hasn’t moved in yet” He says smiling a little. “Why is that?” I ask moving a little bi
“What the fuck?” He says looking up at me. “Are you expecting company?” I ask looking back at him. “No.” He says but he doesn’t move to go to the check the door. “Are you going to check who it is?” I say trying to move from under him but he doesn’t move. “It’s probably my brother.” He says looking between my legs longingly. “I think I should get dressed.” I say and he looks at me sadly. “I’m going to punch whoever is at the door.” He says looking at the hallway angrily. “I’m going to hug whoever is at the door.” I say and he smiles at me. “Saved by the bell?” He asks getting up and standing straight. “Yes.” I say getting dressed. He looks at me silent for a few seconds. The door bell rings again and he groans. He heads to the door leaving me sitting on his sofa. I breathe slowly trying to come down from the charged situation we just had. A few more seconds we would have been having sex. I didn’t think that one through. Can I jump into bed with him just like that? Shouldn’t I w
“Wait, so you had sex and then you ran away?” Noni asks staring at me confused. “Did he kick you out?” She asks looking at me her face scrunched up. “No, I told you. I left.” I say and she looks at me like what the hell girl? “Was the dick that bad?” She asks looking at me like she’s really trying to figure me out. “No, it was amazing.” I say feeling goose bumps form around my whole body. We had an amazing night. He was amazing; I have never had a night like that with anyone. My body is still buzzing from the way he made me explode. “Then why did you leave at the first sign of sunlight. If it was as good as your face is telling me it was then you would have stayed. I don’t get it, what went wrong?” he says concerned now. “I got overwhelmed. He made me feel things. I opened my eyes and panic set in. I didn’t know what to do. I saw the door and I ran.” I say feeling so open and exposed; I don’t know what to do with the way she’s looking at me. She looks like she’s judging me hard. I