CHAPTER 2
It was strange and I had never experienced it before. I stared around the room in search of that voice that had just talked to me, but I found no one even beside me. I continued looking at myself in the mirror and I cringed as I saw my hair was in disarray and it needed a transforming wash. I quickly rushed to my bathroom to wash my hair as soon as I can and rushed back out to blow dry it, and when I was sure that it looked good, I tied it neatly in a bun atop my hair, and I smiled.
Then and there, I heard the soft voice yet again, this time, louder, "Are you excited?" The voice asked me, I looked round yet again, "I'm inside of you." The voice said and that made me understand. Oh! It was my so called wolf.
"Wolf?" I asked to be extremely sure.
"Yes?"
"Why did you introduce yourself to me now?" I asked her, or him, or perhaps it? I knew I would get to one day meet my wolf, but I didn't expect it to be today of all day that I would be meeting Mason. It should have introduced itself to me another day, probably when Mason wasn't even around! Not now when I didn't expect it. Mom Kayla had always told me to be on alert, that a day would come and my wolf would introduce itself to me, and to be truthful, I was never on alert and was never interested in it, at all. Mom Kayla had also told me about shifting, whereby basically it means me turning into a wolf but actually, it was when the wolf inside of me would dominate or take charge of my body and show itself to the world, it sounded strange to my ears and never had I wanted to experience it. I wanted to believe I was an ordinary human just like Mom Kayla, and every other people I conversed with on a daily basis.
"It's time I introduce myself to you, all these years I had wanted to, really, but you've been in denial, so I wasn't able to do it sooner. Your denial made me locked up inside of you." It explained.
"So why are you suddenly released?"
"It's inevitable because you've just clocked nineteen. This is the time we would find our mate and you need me to discern who our mate is, so hence, I was released."
"Oh..." Was all I could say.
"Don't hate me Nicole." It warned.
"And why did you say that?"
"Because I know you, you are running away from who you really are. Don't hate yourself also, embrace who you are, you're a werewolf and you'll always be that." It said truthfully, and I smiled. I was starting to like it, or her? I knew it was right, I had hated myself because I felt I was a monster and I wasn't a normal human like Mason or mom Kayla.
"I want to believe you're a female wolf since I'm a female, so what's your name?" I asked her suddenly interested in having a companion.
"I don't have a name yet, you're to name me." She told me and that made me rack my brain.
"Since I'm Nicole, why don't I call you Nicky?"
"I love it! It's perfect! Nicky... Sounds perfect! Thank you Nicole!" She chimed happily and that made me also smile. It was like I gave her a very special gift, and that made me proud of myself, and proud of my wolf, the other me that my denial had locked up.
"You're welcome."
"So are you excited?!" She effused and I smiled.
"I'm excited and the same time, scared." I told her truthfully.
"Because of him?" She asked and I wondered if she knew who Mason was.
"Who?" I asked, wanting to be sure she was really talking about him.
"Mason, the guy you're so obsessed about. Don't worry once we find our mate, we would totally forget about him."
"And how do you know that? Do you know I've been in love with Mason for over fifteen years now, and you say I'd totally forget about him once I find my mate?" I asked, not believing a bit of what she said. I don't think it was ever possible for me to fall out of love for Mason. It was like he was my breathe, and me falling out of love for him would be like me embracing death. Yes, it's that bad.
"Would there be anything I would be able to do with my life if not loving Mason?"
"Of course! There's plenty of what you can do Nicole!" She encouraged and I snorted. I doubted that.
"He's back! Nicole! Mason's back!" I heard mom Kayla scream from downstairs and I found myself rushing to my windows to truly see for myself. My heart jumped at the mere sight of Mason coming out from a black Mercedes car, ruffling his hair as he closed the door, the driver holding his luggage for him, and there and then, he looked up and caught my eyes staring down at him, which made shivers run down my spine. I got shocked at first and then I smiled.
I quickly rushed downstairs to welcome him home, and by the time I reached, mom was hugging her son tightly, as if never wanting to let him go ever again and he also reciprocated her hug, telling her he had missed her terribly.
"Won't you welcome him?" Mom asked me as she finally released Mason from his tight grasp. Then I really saw him, and I gasped and, he was utterly and breathtakingly handsome, so sexy and yet so muscular.
As I stood feets away from him, the air around us seemed to shift. A gentle breeze whipped past Mason, ruffling the hair on his head. All at once, his scent swirled around me, battering me senseless. Rich and earthy, sweet and musky, both dark and alluring. His scent was a beacon drawing me forward, awakening parts of me that had been sleeping for so long.
"Mate." Nicky voiced out audibly for me to hear, the shock and joy in her voice mirrored my own as the mate-bond snapped together with an audible click. My legs moved on their own accord, propelling me forward until I slammed into his hard chest and hugged him like my life depended on it. It was like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders, Mason was my mate! He was finally mine, or so I thought.
CHAPTER 3 I hugged him tight as tears threaten to escape from my eyes, and it did because I was feeling too emotional. I soaked his muscular chest with my tears. I don't know how long I hugged him, was it perhaps for five minutes? I wasn't too sure but what I was so sure of was that I felt embarrassed. Why? All through while I was hugging Mason, he never did once hug me back, like he did to mum Kayla. Trying not to show the embarrassment on my face, I untangled my hands from his broad muscular chest and stared at him, deep, like I was trying to search through his soul. Wasn't he also feeling what I was feeling? Couldn't he feel the attraction? Couldn't he also discern that he was my mate and I am his, just as he is mine, already. After my little heartbreaking yet understandable episode with Mason, he made his way up his stairs to his room which was directly opposite mine. That was one thing I loved about this house, if I was lucky enough I get to be the first person he would see w
CHAPTER 4 As mom Kayla left the room, I also did leave, I wanted, really wanted to catch a glimpse of Mason again, just to see him again. He was like a drug to me and since not seeing his perfect greek-god like face for over four years, made me always, emphasis on always, want to be closer to him. I never want him to leave my side. Ever again. By the time I came out of my room, I saw him also coming out of his, and as if he noticed my presence, his eyes caught mine again, naturally. "Hi..." I said the first words that made sense to me. The first word that I had said to him after four good years. "Hi? Really?" Nicky taunted me but I had not the heart to even respond to her because it was busy jumping out of my chest waiting for him to reply me. He stared at me intently making my legs weak like jelly and I was concious of his eyes on me, and then he walked out. Like freaking left, ignoring me and not even replying the most easiest word ever. "Mason!" I called out, really desperate
CHAPTER 5 For two good days I was locked up in my room, crying and mourning over the loss of my other half. I refused to open the door for anyone who came knocking, I wasn't ready to face mom Kayla and anyone else, and when I mean anyone else, I meant Mason, that's if he ever came which I so much doubt. He didn't care for me at all. The pain of his rejection was still fresh in my heart. It was as if a other part of my soul was burning, seriously burning that I couldn't even quench it with my tears. I wasn't worthy to be loved. At first I was abandoned by my parent and now I was rejected by my mate. Why was life treating me this way? Why can't everything just go well for me for once in my life? "We'd have to get over this one way or the other." Nicky said and I could feel the pain still evident in her voice. "But it hurts, I doubt I'd ever get over this. It's too painful, you know... It's like a dagger was thrown directly to my heart, I don't think you understand this feeling!" I
CHAPTER 6By the time I awoke, it was already so dark and I caught two pairs of eyes staring down at me, the emotion present in their eyes is what I can describe with just a word. Worry. They were worried about me. Mason was worried about me!"You're awake, you scared us both." Mom Kayla said. I looked around and wondered how I was in my room. The last time I was alive, I was in mom's room so how am I in my room and on my bed? "Mason carried you." Mom answered my unasked question and I blushed."I'm sorry..." He said and I got shocked.What just happened right now? Did the cold Mason Israel Maxson just apologize to me? This was his first apology to me in my whole life since I knew who Mason was. I stared at him and I could see the sincerity in his eyes."Let me leave you two to settle your differences." Mom Kayla said and left my room leaving me alone with Mason. I have never been left alone with Mason and it was dark. A blush crept on my cheeks as some perverted thoughts ran through m
CHAPTER 7I raised my head so that my lips were inches close to his. And just like that, in a heartbeat, his warm lips caught mine, kissing me, claiming me, making me feel a sudden surge of electricity rushing through my body. This was it. This was heaven. I was kissing Mason and it was my first kiss! My love took away my first kiss! My mate! And my dream man! I wrapped my hands round his neck, bring him more closer to me, as I kissed him back, hungrily, as if he was my last meal before going to heaven. As I kissed him, I decided to explore, his bare muscular chest and broad back that I had always fallen in love with. This was my chance, to touch and explore it to my heart content. And I did while still kissing him senseless.He disengage his lips from mine and traced kisses down my neck, to my collarbone, lingering there, biting me, marking me, making me burn for him more and more and more. And then, I did something I hadn't done ever in my entire life, I moaned. I freaking moaned due
CHAPTER 8The sound of the alarm once again blared through my ears making me throw cuss words at it. It was damn annoying. "Remember, Nicole, wake up!" My annoying wolf, aka Nicky, reminded me once again."Ugh! Have I not woken up?" I asked her even though I knew what she meant."You know what I mean Nicole, stop playing dumb." She shot and I rolled my eyes."Fine ma'am... But I can't promise you anything, not after knowing how Mason's lips feel..." I moaned as I remembered what transpired between us yesterday."Stop thinking dirty, he's our mate, yes... But he has to accept us first, I don't want our heart breaking to pieces over and over again!""Fine, fine! It won't. I'm positive Mason would accept us now, don't you remember how his lips moved in sync with ours?...""Nicole!" Nicky protested but I didn't care, she would thank me later when Mason finally accepts us and I just feel it was so soon."I won't and I don't think it's so soon either." Nicky replied to my thoughts and I fro
CHAPTER 9"You... You say what?" I stuttered, quite shocked at the words Mason had just said."You heard me right Nicole, don't make me repeat my words, Now get out of here, this instant!" He roared angrily, however, I didn't budge."What did I ever do to you, Mason? Why do you hate me so much?" I mustered the courage to finally ask him the question that had been eating my mind for years.Mason didn't answer me, he just stared at me, his expression blank and passionless. This was what I disliked about Mason, he knew how to envelop his feelings well. "Mason, answer me...""I don't hate you..." He finally spoke out, "I just don't harbour any feelings for you in my heart, whether hate or like, I won't waste my feelings on you." He stated making me tongue-tied. I didn't know what to do anymore, but I knew I was able to fall, so I held the door to hold my stance. His words sounded so painful, thus, making tears itch my eyes before it finally flowed out mercilessly. This guy was so heartless
CHAPTER 10If confusion was a human, then it would definitely be me. I stared at Mom Kayla, totally confused as to why she would say such a thing. "Why?" Mason asked the same question I was tempted to ask."She knows why." Mom Kayla said and I became confused once again. Did I know why?"Me?" I asked Mom Kayla, not wanting confusion to disrupt my mental health. "How?" Mason shot another dark look at me, as if not believing that I also didn't know what mom Kayla meant by me knowing why."Your admission, remember?" Mom Kayla said and I remembered. "Oh!" I exclaimed, it was true, I had gotten admission to a university in the city."You got admission?" Mason asked and I nodded."Yeah." I replied him. Now that I had gotten admission and would also be moving to the city with him, would he now see me as a city girl?"Which school?" He asked, quite amused as if not still believing."Everest University." I said feeling so proud of myself, that was when I caught something, a smile—a genuine sm