CHAPTER 1
NICOLE'S POV
I woke up as the sound of my alarm blared through my ears. With annoyance, I arose from the bed but not before switching the damn annoying alarm off. A thought crossed my mind and I smiled as I remembered that, yes, it was my birthday and I would be nineteen years of age today.
I entered my bathroom to do my morning duties, and when I was through and had freshened up, I threw on a baby pink polo and a bum-short as I walked down the stairs.
The smell of pancakes wafted through my nose and my stomach grumbled at the sweet aroma. I hastened my footsteps to the kitchen and smiled as I saw my mom Kayla finishing up the preparation.
"Good morning Mommy." I greeted the woman who had brought me up since I was a kid. Mom Kayla wasn't my real mother but she treated me as if I was her real daughter. She had never told me but I knew, I knew she had picked me up from the forest when I was four years old, as I could faintly remember, I was abandoned all because I was a half-breed. A werewolf. Perhaps my real mother hated the fact that she had given birth to a monster so she threw me in a forest, as if I was a trash. This memory was something that was blury, but all I could clearly remember when I regained conciousness, was that I was left in a thick forest, crying, until a kind woman picked me up. And since then, I had lived with the humans, and was treated like one. Mom Kayla's had never ever called me a monster or treated me as if I was a stranger, and sometimes, I wonder if she was actually my mother, that my blury memories were all a dream.
"My dearest Nicole, good morning and a happy birthday to you. I made your favourite, have some pancakes." She passed me some pancakes and a cup of tea while I devoured it there, right on the stool. I took the tea and took a gulp but she just smiled at me and added more pancakes to my plate.
Have I ever told you how much I loved this woman? Well, if I haven't, I'm telling you now and she loved me all the same, except for a certain someone, her son, who had never reciprocated my feelings for him, never!
"Mason called and said he would be coming back." At the mere mention of that name, I choked, like literally choked and the poor tea spluttered out of my mouth.
"Mason?" I asked her to be sure of what I heard.
"Yes, are you excited?" Mom Kayla chimed happily like a little girl and I nodded, smiling nervously.
Mason Israel Maxson. My first crush. My first love. I had loved him since the first day I laid my eyes on him. It started as a crush at first but later developed into love. Not a love between siblings or half siblings like I was to him, but a love between lovers, just that he never saw me that way. Heck, he never saw me even as his sister. With just his stare, you would know that he hated the sight of me, he was disgusted by me but that never changed my feelings for him. That was the effect Mason had on me and I was practically obsessed with him. I don't know why but that attraction I felt for him was something that could never be replaced. I don't think I can ever love someone as much as I love him.
Mason was someone you would call aloof, he was always alone and had never liked the company of another, or perhaps he never liked my company. He always kept to himself, in a corner, writing. That was his first love. And I noticed that he writes whenever he was angry. He writes in a big journal that was always locked whenever I see it and I had always wondered what he had written in it.
He was four years older than me and had just currently graduated from the university, which was the main reason he was coming back after four years. Four good years of never seeing him or hearing his masculine voice. He studied business administration in the university so that he could take over the company once he was through with his studies, a company that his late father had left for them before he died. Mom Kayla was the current chairman and CEO of Maxton Corporation, a very popular company, but now I guess she would willingly step down so that Mason could claim what was finally his.
"Do you want a big celebration or just a little celebration between us family?" Mom Kayla asked me but I shook my head. I knew she would do anything for me, literally anything to make me happy and I was utterly and completely grateful to her for that.
"A family celebration would be better." I told her smiling nervously, not wanting to disappoint my dearest mom Kayla.
"You sure? You'd be nineteen, ya know and remember it's also the day you would know who your mate is and probably hear your wolf speak." Mom Kayla reminded me and that made me totally remember. Mom Kayla had been reading a lot of books about werewolves all because of me. She got really interested in the mystical creatures I call monsters, and not only was she interested, she usually told me everything she had read so far. All her latest knowledge and what not. I wasn't really interested in it but thanks to mom Kayla, I knew basically all things I needed to know about who I was. Like the fact that I would find my mate today, the day I clocked nineteen. I would find my other half.
"Nah, I don't want a grand celebration, if I don't meet whoever it is today, probably I would meet him another time. I mustn't find him today..." I said to her feeling uninterested, why? Because I was scared. I was scared to find out who my mate, knowing too well it's gonna be another werewolf just like me, as mom Kayla had always told me, there was always asking chance that a werewolf was mated to a human.
Truthfully, I had always prayed to the moon goodness that I should be mated to a human, why? Because of him, and I would be extremely devastated if the human I might peradventure be mated to isn't Mason. I wanted him bad and I wanted him to be mine forever!
"Anything for you my darling... A family celebration it is." She chimed happily and I smiled faintly.
"When will Mason be back?" I finally asked the question that had been bugging me since like forever. My heart drummed loudly in my chest as I waited for her reply.
"Today. This morning." And that was it. Mom Kayla practically laughed at me as I rushed back to my room to properly prepare for his arrival, and I got shocked when I heard a soft voice speak beside me.
CHAPTER 2 It was strange and I had never experienced it before. I stared around the room in search of that voice that had just talked to me, but I found no one even beside me. I continued looking at myself in the mirror and I cringed as I saw my hair was in disarray and it needed a transforming wash. I quickly rushed to my bathroom to wash my hair as soon as I can and rushed back out to blow dry it, and when I was sure that it looked good, I tied it neatly in a bun atop my hair, and I smiled. Then and there, I heard the soft voice yet again, this time, louder, "Are you excited?" The voice asked me, I looked round yet again, "I'm inside of you." The voice said and that made me understand. Oh! It was my so called wolf. "Wolf?" I asked to be extremely sure. "Yes?" "Why did you introduce yourself to me now?" I asked her, or him, or perhaps it? I knew I would get to one day meet my wolf, but I didn't expect it to be today of all day that I would be meeting Mason. It should have introd
CHAPTER 3 I hugged him tight as tears threaten to escape from my eyes, and it did because I was feeling too emotional. I soaked his muscular chest with my tears. I don't know how long I hugged him, was it perhaps for five minutes? I wasn't too sure but what I was so sure of was that I felt embarrassed. Why? All through while I was hugging Mason, he never did once hug me back, like he did to mum Kayla. Trying not to show the embarrassment on my face, I untangled my hands from his broad muscular chest and stared at him, deep, like I was trying to search through his soul. Wasn't he also feeling what I was feeling? Couldn't he feel the attraction? Couldn't he also discern that he was my mate and I am his, just as he is mine, already. After my little heartbreaking yet understandable episode with Mason, he made his way up his stairs to his room which was directly opposite mine. That was one thing I loved about this house, if I was lucky enough I get to be the first person he would see w
CHAPTER 4 As mom Kayla left the room, I also did leave, I wanted, really wanted to catch a glimpse of Mason again, just to see him again. He was like a drug to me and since not seeing his perfect greek-god like face for over four years, made me always, emphasis on always, want to be closer to him. I never want him to leave my side. Ever again. By the time I came out of my room, I saw him also coming out of his, and as if he noticed my presence, his eyes caught mine again, naturally. "Hi..." I said the first words that made sense to me. The first word that I had said to him after four good years. "Hi? Really?" Nicky taunted me but I had not the heart to even respond to her because it was busy jumping out of my chest waiting for him to reply me. He stared at me intently making my legs weak like jelly and I was concious of his eyes on me, and then he walked out. Like freaking left, ignoring me and not even replying the most easiest word ever. "Mason!" I called out, really desperate
CHAPTER 5 For two good days I was locked up in my room, crying and mourning over the loss of my other half. I refused to open the door for anyone who came knocking, I wasn't ready to face mom Kayla and anyone else, and when I mean anyone else, I meant Mason, that's if he ever came which I so much doubt. He didn't care for me at all. The pain of his rejection was still fresh in my heart. It was as if a other part of my soul was burning, seriously burning that I couldn't even quench it with my tears. I wasn't worthy to be loved. At first I was abandoned by my parent and now I was rejected by my mate. Why was life treating me this way? Why can't everything just go well for me for once in my life? "We'd have to get over this one way or the other." Nicky said and I could feel the pain still evident in her voice. "But it hurts, I doubt I'd ever get over this. It's too painful, you know... It's like a dagger was thrown directly to my heart, I don't think you understand this feeling!" I
CHAPTER 6By the time I awoke, it was already so dark and I caught two pairs of eyes staring down at me, the emotion present in their eyes is what I can describe with just a word. Worry. They were worried about me. Mason was worried about me!"You're awake, you scared us both." Mom Kayla said. I looked around and wondered how I was in my room. The last time I was alive, I was in mom's room so how am I in my room and on my bed? "Mason carried you." Mom answered my unasked question and I blushed."I'm sorry..." He said and I got shocked.What just happened right now? Did the cold Mason Israel Maxson just apologize to me? This was his first apology to me in my whole life since I knew who Mason was. I stared at him and I could see the sincerity in his eyes."Let me leave you two to settle your differences." Mom Kayla said and left my room leaving me alone with Mason. I have never been left alone with Mason and it was dark. A blush crept on my cheeks as some perverted thoughts ran through m
CHAPTER 7I raised my head so that my lips were inches close to his. And just like that, in a heartbeat, his warm lips caught mine, kissing me, claiming me, making me feel a sudden surge of electricity rushing through my body. This was it. This was heaven. I was kissing Mason and it was my first kiss! My love took away my first kiss! My mate! And my dream man! I wrapped my hands round his neck, bring him more closer to me, as I kissed him back, hungrily, as if he was my last meal before going to heaven. As I kissed him, I decided to explore, his bare muscular chest and broad back that I had always fallen in love with. This was my chance, to touch and explore it to my heart content. And I did while still kissing him senseless.He disengage his lips from mine and traced kisses down my neck, to my collarbone, lingering there, biting me, marking me, making me burn for him more and more and more. And then, I did something I hadn't done ever in my entire life, I moaned. I freaking moaned due
CHAPTER 8The sound of the alarm once again blared through my ears making me throw cuss words at it. It was damn annoying. "Remember, Nicole, wake up!" My annoying wolf, aka Nicky, reminded me once again."Ugh! Have I not woken up?" I asked her even though I knew what she meant."You know what I mean Nicole, stop playing dumb." She shot and I rolled my eyes."Fine ma'am... But I can't promise you anything, not after knowing how Mason's lips feel..." I moaned as I remembered what transpired between us yesterday."Stop thinking dirty, he's our mate, yes... But he has to accept us first, I don't want our heart breaking to pieces over and over again!""Fine, fine! It won't. I'm positive Mason would accept us now, don't you remember how his lips moved in sync with ours?...""Nicole!" Nicky protested but I didn't care, she would thank me later when Mason finally accepts us and I just feel it was so soon."I won't and I don't think it's so soon either." Nicky replied to my thoughts and I fro
CHAPTER 9"You... You say what?" I stuttered, quite shocked at the words Mason had just said."You heard me right Nicole, don't make me repeat my words, Now get out of here, this instant!" He roared angrily, however, I didn't budge."What did I ever do to you, Mason? Why do you hate me so much?" I mustered the courage to finally ask him the question that had been eating my mind for years.Mason didn't answer me, he just stared at me, his expression blank and passionless. This was what I disliked about Mason, he knew how to envelop his feelings well. "Mason, answer me...""I don't hate you..." He finally spoke out, "I just don't harbour any feelings for you in my heart, whether hate or like, I won't waste my feelings on you." He stated making me tongue-tied. I didn't know what to do anymore, but I knew I was able to fall, so I held the door to hold my stance. His words sounded so painful, thus, making tears itch my eyes before it finally flowed out mercilessly. This guy was so heartless