로그인The corridors of the alpha wing were colder than I remembered.
Not because of the stone walls or the drafty windows, but because of the absence of warmth. The pack had never been cruel to me before. They had been curious, yes. Awed, even. But never cold. Now, their silence was louder than any insult. I walked slowly back to my room, my steps echoing like a reminder of my own insignificance. The bond throbbed at the base of my neck like a pulse I couldn’t control. It was there, but it didn’t feel like a connection. It felt like a punishment. When I reached my room, I paused at the door and listened. Nothing. No footsteps. No whispers. No laughter. No one calling my name. I stepped inside and shut the door behind me. The room was empty. Not just physically empty, but emotionally empty. The bed was made neatly, the curtains drawn back to let in light, and yet it felt like I was walking into a place that didn’t belong to me. Because it didn’t. I sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the mark on my neck. It was still faint, like a bruise that refused to heal. His mark. The claiming had been real. The bond had been real. But his presence wasn’t. I pressed my fingers against the skin where the mark burned, and the bond reacted like a wounded animal. It pulled tight for a moment, then loosened again, like it was unsure if it was allowed to connect. “Why?” I whispered to the empty room. I didn’t know if I was asking the bond, or Kael, or myself. I stood and moved to the window. Beyond the glass, the pack grounds stretched wide and green, the trees standing tall like silent witnesses. The air smelled like wet earth and wildflowers, the scent of life continuing even when mine felt like it had stopped. My heart beat hard in my chest, not from fear, but from anger. How could he do this? How could he claim me under the moon like a promise, then treat me like a stranger in daylight? I paced the room, my hands shaking. Maybe I was overreacting. Maybe he was just… stressed. Maybe he had reasons. But the bond didn’t care about reasons. The bond didn’t ask for explanations. The bond wanted connection. And it was being denied. I sank to the floor, my back against the wall, and pressed my forehead to my knees. I remembered the night of the claiming. The way he had pulled me close. The way the pack had watched in awe. The way his eyes had looked at me like I was the only thing that mattered. And then the morning after. The silence. The distance. The rejection. My chest tightened again, and the bond pulsed like a heartbeat trying to survive. I sat there for a long time, staring at the floor, until the sound of footsteps outside the door snapped me back to reality. The door opened slowly. A young servant girl stepped inside, her eyes wide and cautious. “Alpha Kael asked me to bring you food,” she said softly, holding out a tray. I nodded, too stunned to speak. She hesitated, then continued, “He said you are not to leave the alpha wing today.” My throat tightened. “Why?” I asked, voice barely above a whisper. The girl’s eyes flicked toward the door as if she expected someone to overhear. “He didn’t say,” she replied. “But he said… he wants you to rest.” I wanted to scream. Rest. As if I was a child. As if I was fragile. As if I was nothing more than a possession he needed to keep in place. I took the tray and stood, trying to control my shaking hands. “Thank you,” I said, forcing a smile. The girl nodded and left quickly, closing the door behind her. I sat at the table and stared at the food. It looked normal. It smelled normal. But nothing felt normal anymore. I ate slowly, my mind racing. If Kael wanted me to rest, why had he refused to speak to me? Why had he avoided me like I was contagious? Why did he treat me like a burden? I pushed the plate away, my appetite gone. The bond pulsed again, like a warning. I could feel Kael. Not in the way a mate should feel. Not like a warm connection. I felt him like a distant storm. Cold. Unreachable. Angry. The bond was screaming, but he wasn’t listening. And the worst part? I realized I wasn’t the only one who felt it. The pack felt it too. I had seen it in their eyes earlier. The way they looked at me like I was a problem. A mistake. A secret they didn’t want to admit. I was not only rejected by my mate. I was being rejected by my pack. A sharp pain shot through my chest. And I couldn’t stop the tears from falling. Not because I was weak. Because I was finally realizing the truth. This wasn’t just about him. This was about power. Kael wasn’t rejecting me because he didn’t care. He was rejecting me because he didn’t want to be tied down. He didn’t want a bond. He didn’t want responsibility. And I was the only one who could force him to accept it. The bond tightened again, as if it sensed my realization. I stood abruptly, anger boiling in my veins. I couldn’t stay here. I couldn’t stay in a place where I was treated like a mistake. I walked to the door and opened it. The corridor was empty. I stepped out quietly, moving through the hallways like a ghost. I didn’t know where I was going. I just knew I needed to escape. To breathe. To feel like I belonged somewhere else. I slipped through the alpha wing and down the stairs, keeping my head low. The servants looked at me with pity, and the warriors avoided me like I was cursed. When I reached the outer door, I paused. The sun was high in the sky. The pack grounds were full of activity. But I couldn’t look at them. Not yet. Not when every glance felt like judgment. I opened the door and stepped out into the fresh air. The world felt too loud. Too bright. Too alive. I walked toward the forest without thinking, my feet carrying me away from the pack and away from Kael’s cold eyes. The trees welcomed me like an old friend. Their branches swayed softly in the wind, and for a moment, I felt something I hadn’t felt since the claiming. Peace. I walked deeper into the forest, my heart pounding, my mind racing. I didn’t know where I was going. But I knew I couldn’t go back. Not yet. Not when the bond felt like a trap. Not when Kael had already begun to distance himself from me. I found a small clearing and sat down on a fallen log, my hands trembling. The bond pulsed again, and I felt it like a heartbeat against my skin. I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself. I tried to tell myself that this was temporary. That Kael would change. That the bond would eventually strengthen. But deep down, I knew the truth. This was not a momentary problem. This was the beginning of something worse. The bond was screaming. And I was the only one hearing it.The morning fog clung to the peaks like a silver veil, softening the jagged edges of the mountains. I rose before dawn, as I had learned to do, muscles aching but resolve steady. Today was not just another day of drills. Today, Sera had announced, the training would test my instincts in the unpredictable: survival without preparation, strategy without guidance.I moved silently through the forest, senses sharpened to every sound the snapping of twigs, the rustle of leaves, the distant call of birds. Shadows danced between the trees, and I let my instincts guide me, remembering every lesson of endurance, anticipation, and precision. But this time, the exercise was different.A low whistle sounded, a signal. The terrain shifted. Wolves I had never trained with appeared from hidden paths, their movements erratic, chaotic. I was forced to think on the fly, to make decisions in an instant, to choose between offense and defense with no room for hesitation. Each encounter felt like a puzzle,
The mountains had grown familiar beneath my feet, their jagged peaks carving a world where survival was law and weakness meant nothing. I had learned to move like the wind, to anticipate every shift in terrain, every shadow in the trees, every shift in the wind. My body had become a weapon, my mind a sharpened blade, and my spirit unbreakable. And yet, even with all that, there were nights when the bond would pulse with a sharp reminder that I was never truly alone.That night, after another relentless day of drills and combat, I sat by the river, letting the cold water slip over my hands. The moon reflected off the rippling surface, casting silver across the mountains and reminding me that distance and time had not severed the connection to Kael.I clenched my jaw as memories surged. I could see him in the alpha wing, rigid, controlled, unaware of the subtle gnawing emptiness in his chest. The bond throbbed sharply, almost angrily. It was as if it demanded acknowledgment, even if he
The morning air was sharp, biting through the thin cloak I had wrapped around myself. My muscles screamed from yesterday’s relentless drills, and every joint protested as I forced myself upright. But there was no choice. The training horn sounded before the sun had fully risen, its shrill notes slicing through the silence of the mountain plateau. I swallowed the tremor in my chest and stepped forward, my legs trembling, my lungs already burning with shallow breaths.The pack was already moving, their bodies flowing in practiced harmony. Every glance they threw my way felt like judgment, measuring my worth, my ability to survive. They did not nod, they did not smile, they did not even speak. They simply watched, waiting for me to stumble. I forced my head high and squared my shoulders. If they expected me to break under their scrutiny, they would be sorely disappointed. I would endure. I had no choice but to endure.Sera’s cold gaze followed me as I stepped into the line of wolves. She
The morning air cut through my thin cloak like a blade. My muscles protested every movement, screaming from the relentless drilling of the previous day, and my joints ached as if I had been broken and stitched back together in the night. But I forced myself up, biting back the urge to collapse again, and slid my feet over the edge of the rough mat I’d claimed as my bed. The training horn sounded before the sun had fully risen, shrill and commanding, reverberating across the rocky plateau. I swallowed the tremor in my throat, pulling my shoulders back, straightening my spine, and stepped out into the freezing morning.The pack was already assembled, their bodies lined up with the precision of soldiers. My eyes flicked over them quickly. They were bigger, stronger, sharper than anyone I had ever known in Nightfang. Their muscles rippled beneath taut skin as they shifted, warmed up, and glared at me with barely concealed suspicion. I could feel the judgment pressing in, a weight heavier
Morning came without mercy.A horn sounded before the sky even began to lighten, sharp and brutal, ripping me out of an already shallow sleep. My body protested the moment I tried to sit up. Every muscle screamed. My ribs felt like they were wrapped in iron bands.For a brief, shameful moment, I considered not getting up.Just lying there.Letting this place decide I wasn’t worth the effort.Then I remembered the way Kael had looked through me, not at me.I forced myself to my feet.The camp was already alive. Wolves moved with purpose, their expressions focused, their bodies conditioned for war. No one spared me a glance. I was invisible again, just another body that didn’t belong.Sera stood at the center of the training grounds, her posture straight, her gaze sharp.“You’re late,” she said.I glanced around. I was the only one not already in position.“I didn’t know the schedule,” I said quietly.“That’s not an excuse,” she replied. “Survival doesn’t wait for comfort.”The lesson w
I walked until my feet bled.I didn’t know how long I had been moving, hours, maybe days. Time blurred when hunger gnawed at my stomach and fear pressed against my ribs like a second heartbeat. The forest swallowed me whole, its shadows stretching longer as the sun dipped and rose again.Running had been easy.Surviving was not.The bond at my neck burned constantly, not warm, not comforting, just there. A dull, relentless ache that reminded me I wasn’t free. No matter how far I went, Kael was still tethered to me through something I couldn’t cut and didn’t understand.I hated that.I hated that even now, broken and alone, the bond refused to die.By the second night, my body began to fail me.My legs trembled when I walked. My vision swam when I stood too fast. I drank from streams I prayed weren’t poisoned and ate what little I could catch. More than once, I collapsed against a tree, pressing my forehead into the bark and wondering if leaving had been a mistake.But then I remembere







