تسجيل الدخولTamara’s POV
The silence after blood is never quiet.
It hums.
Low. Heavy. Like the air itself remembers what just happened and refuses to let it go.I sit on the edge of the narrow bed they dragged me back to, my hands still shaking, wrists raw where iron had kissed skin too tightly. The room is smaller than the dungeon, somehow worse. Stone walls. One torch. A single window too high to reach, barred like a reminder instead of a hope.
My dress is ruined. Torn at the hem. Dark with dirt and something else I don’t want to name. I press my fingers into my palms until my nails bite, grounding myself in pain that belongs to me.
I won’t cry.
I won’t give this place that satisfaction.The door creaks.
I don’t look up. I already know who it is. My body knows before my mind does, that shift in the air, that pull, that infuriating awareness that has followed me since the day Kieran first looked at me like I was both prey and problem.
“Still alive,” he says.
His voice is calm. Too calm. Like what happened earlier didn’t leave blood on the floor or screams trapped in the stone.
I lift my chin slowly. “Disappointed?”
He steps inside, closing the door behind him with deliberate care. He’s changed. Fresh shirt. Clean hands. No visible trace of what he did, or watched in the dungeon.
That somehow makes it worse.
“You’re braver than I expected,” he says. “Most people beg after what you saw.”
“Most people are weak.”
His mouth twitches. Not quite a smile. “You should be careful. That mouth is going to get you killed one day.”
I meet his gaze without flinching. “You keep saying that. And yet here I am.”
He moves closer. Not rushing. Never rushing. Kieran is patient in a way that feels cruel. He stops a few steps away, far enough that I can breathe, close enough that my body betrays me by noticing him anyway.
“You saw what happens to those who defy me,” he says quietly. “And still you stand there pretending you aren’t afraid.”
“I am afraid,” I say. “I’m just not afraid of you.”
That earns me a real smile. Slow. Sharp. Dangerous.
“Liar.”
“I’m not a liar! And it’s high time you do whatever you want with me and stop wasting your time, thinking my father would show up for me.” I snapped.
“You don’t tell me what to do. I decided your fate, because you belong to whatever I decide.” He said as he moved closer to me, breathing loudly in my face.
I hate that my body reacts to him.
Hate it with a fury that burns hotter than fear.“You’re wrong,” I whisper. “I don’t belong to you at all.”
His hand lifts slowly, deliberately, and for one terrifying moment, I think he’s going to touch me. My skin hums in anticipation and dread all at once.
Instead, he grips my chin. Not rough. Not gentle. Controlled.
“I never said you belonged to me,” he says. “I said you don’t belong dead.”
Our faces are inches apart. I can smell steel and smoke on him, something dark beneath it that feels like danger given shape.
“And what,” I ask, voice steady by sheer will, “where do you think I belong?”
He studies me like I’m a puzzle he intends to dismantle piece by piece.
“To the truth. To where everything changes,” he says. “And the truth is a cage most people can’t survive in. Everything is where people never wish upon their biggest enemy.”
He releases me abruptly, stepping back as if touching me too long would change something neither of us is ready to name.
“You’ll stay here,” he adds. “You’ll eat. You’ll sleep. You’ll watch.”
“Watch what?”
He opens the door.
“Me,” he says. “And watch what happens when people test my mercy?”
The door closes behind him with finality.
I sit there long after he’s gone, my heart still pounding, my skin still buzzing where his fingers were.
This place isn’t just a prison.
It’s a test.
And I don’t know which of us is failing it.
Outside, somewhere beyond the stone and iron, screams echo again, distant this time, but unmistakable.
I close my eyes.
Not in fear.
In promise.
If Kieran thinks he’s caging me, he’s wrong.
Cages only work when you believe you belong inside them.
I do not belong here, nor do I belong anywhere. He could kill me if he wants to, because I never cared about that. I’m as good as dead anyway.
My mind drifts to my parents….
My father. He must have done something horrible to Kieran for him to kidnap his daughter wanting him to come see him. But what he didn’t know was that he kidnapped the wrong child.
If it were my sister, they wouldn’t think twice before running here to get her.
My world has always evolved around her. Always. And I don’t think that would ever change.
Maybe. Just maybe. The Moongoddess could be kind enough to make me a better person for myself so my parents can regret ever treating me like that.
A maid brought me food.
A slice of bread with fish.
Truth be told, I can’t remember the last time I had a good meal. Definitely not my house because every good meal was given to my sister while I chose to eat another food.
“Are you cold? Would you like me to bring you a blanket?” The maid asked as she watched me shivering.
“Don’t bother. I know your Alpha wouldn’t allow you and might reprimand you if he finds out. So stay out of it. I will be fine.” I said.
“He’s a good man…” I cut her off before she could finish.
“A good man wouldn’t have someone else kidnapped. I know he’s your Alpha and you have every right to say good things about him, but..” She cut me off.
“Your father killed his father”…..
I froze.
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