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Ember Frost’s pov
I, Owen Greystone, reject you, Ember Frost, as my future Luna and mate.
Today was the mating ceremony, the most significant event in any young wolf's life.
"Mom, hurry up! "I don't want to miss anything, and I want to see Owen before the ceremony begins," I said, fidgeting while my mother dressed.
"You understand how significant this day is, Ember. I have to look my best. Who knows, you might find your mate tonight!" she replied, stepping out of her room. I blushed, my secret stirring within me.
I hadn't told my family that Owen, the Alpha Heir, was my mate. I wanted it to be a surprise. As a wolf-less human, it felt like a divine miracle when we discovered we were mates on his twentieth birthday. Since then, we became close, and I've fallen for him.
I had been waiting anxiously for this day, the day I would know my place in the pack. And today was the day, and I couldn't hide my excitement as we walked toward the ceremonial grounds.
"See you later, Mum," I said with a shy smile, leaving her to find Owen.
"Hey, Owen!" I waved when I saw him near the bonfire with his friends, with a bright smile lighting up my face I approached them.
"Hey—" I started, but before I could finish, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me to a secluded corner. He released me instantly, as if I was a plague, scared I'd infect him.
"Why would you show your face here?" He growled.
"Huh?" I blinked, confused by his anger.
"Do you seriously think I would accept you as my mate? Ah, girl, you must be insane to believe that,” he snarled, his words hitting hard.
The noise of the ceremony drowned out our conversation, unnoticed by others. My chest ached with pain, and my heart raced. Owen's husky growl sent chills down my spine.
"Accept your rejection, you worthless human, and get lost. I feel sick just standing near you. You thought I would want you as my mate? A human, of what use will you be to the pack? You were overjoyed when you discovered we were mates, but here's the truth: I used you.” "If you had any sense, you would have found a quiet place to hide."
His words sliced through me, the mate bond twisting in my chest. I fought back tears, desperate not to cry in front of him, making me even more stupid. Maybe he was right. What could I, as a wolf-less human, give the pack? I wasn’t even a true member. On my sixteenth birthday, I discovered I wasn’t my parents' biological child. They’d found me in the woods. Yet they never made me feel useless, until now.
Owen made a strange guttural sound, urging me to accept the rejection. The thought of it, of admitting how pathetic I am, tightened my throat. I inhaled sharply, struggling to breathe.
"I, Ember Frost, accept your rejection, Owen Greystone," I stammered, trembling as pain surged through me, but I refused to let a tear fall.
Owen snorted, his eyes filled with disgust. "At least you aren't completely foolish. You're nothing but a weak, useless human. “A mere shadow, not a wolf”. “Have you ever looked in a mirror? You’re disgusting, stay in your hole and don't even think of coming back”.
When we learnt we were mates, he hadn't rejected me. We had shared moments, kisses, that made me believe he accepted me. But now I realised the truth: he was ashamed of me, afraid I would humiliate him in front of the others.
Owen shoved me to the ground, spat in my direction, and walked away, leaving me in my misery. A few passersby smiled at him as he passed, ignorant of our conversation, or perhaps they had heard and were quietly mocking me for daydreaming.
I inhaled deeply, trying to steady my racing heart. Breathe, Ember. Breathe, quit being a coward. Don’t let them see your weakness.
I stood, brushing dirt from my clothes, struggling to find my balance. I had learned to hide my vulnerabilities, even though I was fragile, easily broken. My friend Elena in the pack always defended me against bullies. My parents and my brother, Klaus, were gifts from the moon goddess. They never treated me differently, nor did they ever criticise my lack of a wolf. When I asked why I wasn't as strong as others, they would smile and say, "Everything has its time, Ember." Your time to shine will come."
But, look, I'd ruined it all.
Oh, Ember, you're dumb.
Owen's humiliation would spread, and his friends would go broadcasting how he had ruthlessly rejected the "shameless, daydreaming Ember.” My family and Elena would face disgrace because of me. He was right after all, I was useless, a burden they didn't deserve. I had to leave to spare them further embarrassment. My parents had endured enough; I couldn't add to their pain.
I didn't take any belongings as I made my way to the woods. What use were they to someone with no place among the living? It was the night of the ceremony, so if they're to mock me, it will be on my back.. I shivered at the thought.
With the help of the moonlight, I slipped into the woods, the bonfire’s glow fading behind me. My heart ached, Owen’s words “a mere shadow, not a wolf” carving deeper with every step. I didn't realise when tears began streaming down my face. The pain of being rejected by the man I love and leaving the pack was overwhelming. I cried aloud, certain no one would care about a “worthless” human who needed moonlight to see the path.
My parents should have left me to die in the woods years ago. I had brought them nothing but shame and humiliation. I was grateful for their love, for my brother Klaus, for the pack's kindness. They’d given me a home despite my human blood. But I was a stain on their flawless pack. Now, it was time to give back to the pack. It was time for everything to get back on track without a nuisance like me.
I wiped my tears with my sleeve, as if erasing my memories. I would leave them a pure and flawless pack tonight. The cold night air stung my lungs, making me cough violently. I am so useless that I couldn't even withstand such a slight change in the air. How could I have dreamed of being Luna? If Klaus or anyone else were in my place, they wouldn't be this fragile.
Tears stung my eyes as I reached into my pocket, fingers brushing the smooth stone Klaus gave me when we were kids. “For protection,” he had said, claiming it held the moon’s fire. I clutched it now, my only keepsake.
It's time, Ember. To be brave. I turned, gazing at the place I’ve called home for eighteen years. I closed my eyes, pressing the stone to my lips. “Thank you,” I whispered to my family, to the pack, to the life I’d loved.
With a bittersweet smile, I tossed the stone into the abyss. Then I fell off the cliff. The wind rumbled, swallowing my cry, as I fell, weightless, into the night. I was finally free forever.
Ember Frost’s POVAfter a while Eira said, “I think I’ll side with Orion this time,” Eira said at last. “You need to go back to the palace. Let them examine you, test what’s happening inside your body, and figure out how to stop the backlash. I refuse to watch my best friend lose her mind. And if you end up like Seraphina, locked in a quiet room and losing touch with reality, I won’t come see you.”I groaned softly. “That’s harsh. What if some overconfident doctor decides my brain needs trimming and goes straight for my frontal lobe?”Her expression darkened instead of softening. “I’m serious. That hemlock tree’s owner is clearly some loose-minded demon. And now look at you—you’ve caught the same bad habits.”I straightened up immediately, realizing joking wasn’t helping my case.“I’m not saying no,” I replied after a pause. “But what about your eyes?”Eira shrugged, her tone calm to the point of indifference. “Staying here won’t magically fix them. If there were an easy answer, Medin
Ember Frost’s POV“I can’t go back like this,” I said, shaking my head. “Eira’s condition is still unstable, and we don’t have answers. Returning now would make everything we did meaningless.”A spark of irritation flared inside me, sudden and fierce. Why did Orion feel the need to control everything? He wasn’t my parent. He wasn’t my master. What gave him the right to decide whether I stayed or went?Who was he to decide such matters for me?I knew he cared. I knew that. And I cared about him too. But I cared about Eira just as much. She hadn’t ended up like this on her own. I was part of the reason she’s in this nightmare, teetering on the verge of eternal damnation. Walking away felt like betrayal.“Stop telling me what to do!” I snapped, shoving him back. My voice trembled with anger. “Remember your place, Orion! You’re my subordinate, not my father! You have no right to decide for me. I don’t have to obey, and you don’t get to choose whether I stay or leave!”The room went dead s
Ember Frost’s POVHer explanation matched what little I could still remember, almost too closely. That alone made me feel relieved. At least my head was clear now, clear enough to feel fear at what I might’ve become back then. If greed and hunger had fully swallowed me, if I’d lost myself for just a little longer… I don’t even want to think about it. If I had harmed one of my own, I wouldn’t have been able to live with myself.“When the mark reacted, I knew right away that something was wrong,” Orion said quietly, his voice heavy. “I gathered people and rushed over. On the way, we ran into a group carrying Lilian back, unconscious.” His jaw tightened. “I was furious. Ember, you knew how dangerous that path was. How could you walk straight into it with so few people?”“I know. I feel awful about it,” I said quietly. “But we still hadn’t found him. I was scared something would happen if we waited.”He stared at me, clearly trying to hold onto his anger. But when my eyes met his, guilty,
Ember Frost’s POVMy chest ached with guilt all at once, strong and sudden. If there were a prize for being irresponsible, I would’ve taken it without question. I’d shoved the newly awakened “wolf child” to the back of my mind and left it there. I never meant to, but intentions didn’t change the outcome. The damage was already done.“I’m sorry,” I said quietly, and I meant every word. “I shouldn’t have ignored you for so long. Months, even. I promise I’ll be more careful from now on. I won’t let myself get caught by something like that again. The werewolf elders should know how to help me build some kind of mental barrier.”“Do you really think so?” Juniper’s voice sounded tired, almost resigned.“What do you mean?”“I mean… you don’t know who placed the mind-blocking curse on you, do you?”“…Do you?” I asked.There was a pause before she answered, followed by a soft sigh. “Alright. Then listen carefully. You might not like this. Ember… you were the one who cursed yourself.”I froze.
Ember Frost’s POVI rested inside the shell, stiff and icy, my body drawn inward like an unborn child sheltered in darkness. There was no fear left in me, only stillness. My heartbeat was slow and steady, my breathing shallow and even. If someone had seen my face, they would have found no pain there, only peace.Tiny flecks of silver light leaked from my body. They’d done what they were meant to do. I watched as they faded, one by one, until there was nothing left, just the quiet stillness around me.But I wasn’t ready. I refused to let them go.Why should something so kind, so gentle, vanish after walking me through the dark?At my silent insistence, the lights settled back down. Sinking into my muscles and weaving through me. They no longer resembled the purification runes I had known; they had become delicate sparks, poised to take flight. Their glow shone in silver and red veins of light, hidden deep within my blood, becoming part of me.Only then did the ache inside me ease.Exha
Ember Frost’s POVMy chest thudded so hard it felt like it might tear itself open. Heat rushed through my veins, wild and uncontrollable, scraping against my skin from the inside. It wasn’t just heat; it was torture. My body felt like it had been dragged too close to fire, and the pain ripped a cry out of me before I could stop it. For a terrifying moment, I thought I might actually burn alive.The purification runes went mad.It flashed and dimmed, surged and faded, driven by a rhythm that didn’t belong to me. Its strength rose and fell in uneven waves, as though it were breathing, alive, struggling, locked in a silent battle beneath my skin.I couldn’t breathe no matter how hard I tried. My body felt strange, like it was swelling past what it could hold, everything inside me grinding and sliding out of place. The runes twisted into an ugly shape, its lines breaking apart, splitting, and warping as if it was being torn from the inside. I could feel it straining, pushed beyond what it







