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Chapter Eight
~Haven's POV~
"Can we help you?" A girl now emerged from the covers. I looked at her in disbelief. “I was so close to getting off.”
I shook my head. “No. I'm sorry I interrupted. That was...rude of me.”
"Haven..." Gabe whispered. "Um..."
I couldn't stay there. I couldn't look at him. I couldn't wrap my mind around the fact that most of my life was a lie. I ran out of the room. I practically stumbled down the stairs.
"Haven wait!" Gabe's voice called after me. I ran into the backyard. I couldn't breathe. My chest was closing up and I was crying and I was dizzy. I think was having a panic attack. I had to stop and lean against the house to catch my breath.
"Haven, what are you doing here?"
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