There are perks to being the second born prince, and one is that I don’t have to live my life in the spot light unless I want to. Since I didn’t have to worry about politics and things along those lines because I wasn’t going to be king, which meant I could focus on being a skilled fighter in the military. I spent most of my twenties training to be a in the army and how to lead it. Now, I’m approaching thirty. I’ll be thirty in a matter of months. It’s time for me to start thinking of the dreaded marriage word.
My older brother, Dillion, is now king. Our father stepped down to illness that is affecting his memory. Dillion has been king for two years now. His rule is new, but firm. I’ve fully supported him. He deserves to be king. He married four years to a lovely woman named, Victoria. The had a son, Dalton, about year ago, and Victoria is very pregnant with baby number two that they have decided to not find the gender of until birth. My younger sister, Danessa, is dating a soldier that comes from wealthy family. My siblings are rocking the relationship department. It’s time I start to because I’m tired of being pursued by women who just want me for my title or women my mom throws at me hoping one will catch my attention. I can’t live off one night stands forever. The problem is finding someone who either interests me enough or someone who is okay with a fake marriage that’s actually a real marriage. Does that even make sense? All I know is I need to figure something out.
There’s also the political bullshit with the werewolves. Their council has recently replaced so dead member, and there has been a shift of leadership. They are getting ridiculous with their trading demands. It’s as if the werewolf council wants to upset us. I don’t know what this new leadership gains from starting shit with us bit things are getting a bit tense politically with them. I know Dillion has a meeting with the council soon to see if negotiations can be done. My brother doesn’t need my help with political shit unless it’s war and then my skills are needed. Let’s hope it doesn’t come to that. There has never really been a war between the species before, but if someone in their leadership is getting greedy or bad ideas we have an issue.
While I my brother plays his political games to see if he wins, I’ll be looking for something to entertain my time while looking for a potential bride. In the mean time, I’ll keep my training up because I am the leader of the army and I have to stay fit as well as sharp. Especially, if war is on the horizon. Was isn’t happening today, so to distract myself I decide to go visit my dad at the home for elderly and those who can’t take of themselves easily. My mom was quick to put the former king in a resident home. With his memory issues he is actually happier in the home. He has friends, he enjoys the activities, and he doesn’t have the burden of the crown any longer. Still, that doesn’t stop the fact that while my mom is still married to my father she has affairs. My mom was only a good queen because of my dad without him she’s better off shopping and staying out sight with her various lovers.
I call my limo. Rio is my body guard so to speak. Not that I really need one, he comes in handy with press and other things I don’t want to deal with. Rio is also a good friend of mine. We trained in the army together. It’s probably why I trust him with my life. I gave him a job of driving me around being my body guard when needed. I pay him well so he is able to support his family comfortably while having extra for hobbies and stuff for the kids.
Rio brings the limo around and I slide in. It’s a smaller limo. I might take my dad out if he’s in a good mood and mindset. There is a nearby winery we enjoy. I haven’t been to see my dad in a several months. I’ve been caught up with things. I try to see him as often as possible. The resident home is about two hours from the main city. Leave it to my mom to pick a home so far away. It’s easier for her so she doesn’t have to deal with my dad. In her mind he is already dead. She was left in charge of his care, and while I question some of her choices, she hasn’t totally fucked up. The place might be a couple hours away, but it’s nice and dad is happy. I guess that’s really all we could ask for.
One moment to shine. One moment to prove I’m worthy of the hype surrounding me. One moment to make Dorian proud. One moment to prove I can rise above the ashes of my forced burned down life. When Reese first disowned me from the family, essentially banishing me, I was angry and weary. My heart was full of grief over losing my father and the security of the world I once knew. I realize that old life had to burn so it could be replaced with something so much better. Today is the queen it’s birthday, it might be her day, but it’s my night. My night to make all my dreams come true. I look over myself in the full length mirror. I almost don’t recognize myself. I’m in a silver one should, asymmetrical A-line dress, with silver pumps that have jeweled small crescent moons, and matching silver crescent moons with stars. My hair is in soft waves with small star clips throughout. My makeup is gorgeous and almost makes me glow like the moon itself. I very much embody my stage Luna, and I love i
The last week, I’ve been back and forth between checking on my military bases and the castle. When I’m in the castle, I’m busy helping Ana get everything set up for her debut at my mom’s birthday celebration. Ana has been busy rehearsing and coming up with new songs. She told me I’m her muse, and I damn near asked her to marry me. I can’t explain the draw to her. I haven’t even been able to really pursue her the way I want because I’m distracted by duties to my people and helping Ana achieve her dream. It doesn’t leave much room for flirting, dating, and so on. The only real time we get together is in our texts, and that is definitely not enough. Ana is rehearsing today in the grand ballroom, the main ballroom for events, since her debut is tomorrow. I hope once she debuts, we can have a bit more time together. Especially, because we need rumors to start to fly that we might be a couple, and then we can confirm it. However, the rumors can’t start if we aren’t seen together or even ha
The last week has been spell bounding to say the least. It started with the epic fashion show of shopping I did at the palace with a new friend, Nessa, and the man who continues to hold my attention with the hopes that maybe something can be between me and the warrior prince. I want to trust Dorian, but I feel so railroaded from Robbie still. I question if Dorian truly wants me, or if I’m just some fascination. There is one major difference between Robbie and Dorian, and that’s that Dorian is more up front. He’s not hiding his agenda. He’s offered me away to get a little revenge on those who wronged me. Revenge is petty, I know, but I’m trying to do this on a level that is justifiable. Robbie played with my heart, all the while knowing he was never going to fulfill any of his promises. Reese banished me from my home, my pack, and he did it knowing he was leaving vulnerable. They tossed me aside because I was different. At least on Beldoore the humans are welcoming. I guess they reall
Today I’m having Ana come to the palace for her shopping day. I’ve acquired my fashion guru sister to help build Ana’s image as Luna because she is going to have a look when she is Luna on stage performing. She will also have an off stage appearance as well. Everything has to be crafted just right to make her launch successful. If she is popular Beldoore she might end up performing on one of the other three islands. Her launch needs to be flawless. There is a lot at stake with making things work with Ana. There isn’t just her music career. There is also the political aspect to this. Having Luna be a beloved pop star with a rock edge provides plenty of opportunities. There is no telling what the future holds. All I know is while I’m launch the career of a woman I’m very interested in seriously pursing in a relationship, I’m also potentially planning for a war depending on how things go with the werewolves. Dillion is working endlessly to appease all the werewolf council. Our trade agr
My stomach knots as I look the time on my phone. Dorian should be here any minute. I can’t believe he wouldn’t to meet at my home. It’s unthinkable in the werewolf world for someone so high in society to come to someone’s home much lower ranking. The social class is everything on Celeste and while it’s pretty important on Beldoore, I’m starting to find their social class is slightly humbler. At least from what I’ve seen. I’m still learning so much about Celeste, the humans, and even a bit of myself. I realize I was always so focused on the werewolf part of me. I was especially focused on my wolf and making sure I had one. I was surrounded by those with wolves who talked about how wonderful being in wolf form was. I desperately wanted to feel that and having a wolf would make me feel less of freak. Moving to Celeste permanently opened my eyes to how much I’ve shoved my human side down. I’m getting to know my human side, and it’s changing my perspective on things. When I first thought
I make my way to the dinning room and find Dillion eating his breakfast. His mate and son aren’t with him meaning he wants to talk business, which probably means politics. Dillion is sitting at the head of the table, so I take the seat to his right. The table is half full filled with eggs, bacon, sausage links, fresh fruit, and pancakes. One of the servants comes to pour me some fresh coffee. I thank her with smile before she tops off Dillion’s coffee. “Good morning, brother,” Dillion greets. “Morning, what can I do for you today?” I inquire casually, taking a sip of my coffee. I don’t put sugar or milk in it. I do it black because that’s how the military does it, and I wasn’t trying to come off as the spoiled royal. I earned the respect of the military, and now I lead it. “Straight business. I’m not surprised. Well, to business it is than. I’m having issues with the werewolf council. They have two new members, and they are about our age, and it seems like they are trying to make a