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Kael was already on the phone before I could say anything else. "Rook. I need a plate run." He had the photo in one hand and the phone at his ear, and his voice had gone flat and hard, the way it did in the parking lot. "Gray sedan. I can't read the plate off the photo but I got a partial. First three. Maybe four." I stood there with Lily on my hip and watched him listen. His jaw moved. "Yeah. Now." Pause. "No. Not tonight. Now now." Lily put her hand on my cheek. "Mama. Home?" "Soon, baby." "Home now." "Soon." Kael turned around. Looked at me. Then at Lily. His face changed — not a lot, not soft, but something in it shifted. The knife went back on the table. "Give me a minute," he said into the phone. He hung up. Put it in his pocket. Walked over. "Hey," he said to Lily. She looked at him. "Your mama's gonna take you home in a minute. But first I need you to do something for me." "What?" Lily said. "I need you to look at this dog." He held up her drawing. "This is the best dog in the whole world," Kael said. "And I've seen a lot of dogs. I'm an expert." Lily thought about it. Then she pointed at the drawing. "Dinosaur." "That's what I said." "You said dog." "I said dinosaur." She laughed. Actually laughed. Put her whole face into it. I had to look at the wall again. Kael stood up. "Rook's got a guy," he said. "Used to work federal. Runs plates out of a shop in the east end. He's fast." "How fast?" "Faster than the cops." I set Lily down on the rug with her crayons. She picked up the purple one. "So," I said. "We wait." "We wait." "How long?" "Five minutes. Maybe ten." "I don't have ten minutes. I have a two-year-old and a shift at two." "You're not going to work." "Excuse me?" Kael looked at me. That flat look. "You got a guy in a black car watching you. You think I'm letting you walk into that diner?" "I think you don't get to decide that." "I know I don't." He said it easy. "That's why I'm not deciding. I'm telling you what I think. Then you decide. But before you decide, you should know something." "What?" "That black car out front of Rita's today?" He nodded at the photo still in his hand. "That's not the first time. Rita called me last week. There was a car then too. Same description. She didn't tell you because she didn't want to scare you." My mouth went dry. "Last week?" "Last week. Tuesday." "Kael." "I'm not gonna lie to you and say it's nothing. It's not nothing." I sat down on the arm of the couch because my legs needed a minute. "Who is it," I said. "I don't know yet." "What do they want?" "I don't know yet." "Are they gonna — " I stopped. Couldn't say it out loud. Kael crouched down in front of me. Not on the floor. Down to my eye level. Like I was a person and not a problem. "Hey," he said. "Look at me." I looked at him. "Nobody's getting near her," he said. "Nobody's getting near you. Whatever this is, it's not gonna touch you. Not while I'm breathing." "That's a big promise." "Yeah." "What if you can't keep it?" His jaw moved. "Then I'll die keeping it," he said. "And that's not me being romantic. That's just the math." I looked at him for a long time. "You're too much," I said. "Yeah." "You're aware of that." "Yeah." "You say 'yeah' too much." "Yeah." I almost laughed. I caught it. It was close. --- The phone buzzed. Kael had it out before the second buzz. "Talk." He listened. His face did something. Then he walked away. Toward the door. Out into the hallway. I could hear his voice but not the words. Low. Fast. Then quiet. Lily looked up at me. "Mama?" "Just a minute, baby." I got up. I walked to the doorway. Kael was at the end of the hall with his back to me. He hung up. Turned around. "Well?" I said. He walked over. Slow. Like he was thinking about something. He held up the photo. "Plate's a dead end," he said. "Rented. Shell company in Delaware. Went out of business two years ago. Registered to nobody." "Nobody?" "Nobody real. Just a mailbox and a name that doesn't come up anywhere." "So it's a ghost." "It's a ghost." I leaned against the doorframe. "But," Kael said. "But." "Rook's guy said something else." "What." "There's a number written on the back of the photo." I looked at the photo in his hand. "I saw it," I said. "You saw it. It's the photographer's number. Webb's number." "That's what I thought." Kael's jaw moved. "I had Webb's number in my phone for six years. That's not it." The floor got very quiet. "Then whose is it?" I said. "Rook's guy put a trace on it. It's a burner. Disposable. No name attached. But the number was bought at a truck stop two states over. Same week you ran." I put my hand on the wall. "Somebody gave Webb that number," I said. "Or Webb wrote down somebody else's number on the back of the only picture he ever took of you running." Kael looked at me. "I want to call it." "Kael." "I want to call it and see who picks up." "Kael, that's insane. If someone's watching me, if someone's been following me, you call them and they know you know — " "Then they know I know." "That's not a good thing." "It's better than not knowing who's watching you." I looked at him. At the photo. At my daughter sitting on the floor of a biker president's secret room, coloring a purple dinosaur. "Fine," I said. Kael blinked. "Fine?" he said. "Call it. But I'm standing right here when you do. And if it's a wrong number, I'm gonna laugh at you." Kael pulled out his phone. "What if it's not a wrong number?" he said. "Then I won't laugh." He put it on speaker. Held it up between us. Dialed. It rang three times. Then a click. And a woman's voice. "Who's this?" she said. Not friendly. Not scared. Just flat. Kael's eyes didn't move from mine. "Who's this?" he said back. "I asked first." Kael's jaw tightened. "This number was on the back of a photograph," he said. "The photograph was taken three years ago at a gas station in the middle of the night. The photograph was of a woman and a little girl." Silence. "Hello?" Kael said. "Who are you to that woman?" the voice said. Kael looked at me. I looked at him. And then the voice on the phone said something that made my knees give out. "Tell her I'm sorry," the woman said. "Tell her I'm sorry and tell her he's looking for her and he's not alone." And she hung up. Kael lowered the phone. The room was so quiet I could hear Lily's crayon on the paper. Then Lily said, "Mama, why you crying?" And I realized I was. Chapter 6 Ends.Chapter 20: Kael was already moving. "Taz. Car. Now." "Kael—" I said. "Stay here." "Kael, I'm coming with you." He turned around. "No." "Then you're not going." He stopped. We were standing in the living room of his house with a burnt card in his hand and my mother in the kitchen and my daughter asleep upstairs. "Ella," he said. "That house is a trap." "I know it's a trap." "Then why the hell would you want to walk into it?" "Because whoever wrote that card is inside and they're asking for help." I pointed at the card. "That's not Silas's handwriting. That's somebody on the inside. Somebody who's been watching me. Somebody who put that card in with those flowers." "Or somebody who wants us to think that." "Maybe. But we're not gonna find out standing in your living room." Kael's jaw worked. "You stay in the car," he said. "Kael—" "You stay in the car, you stay behind me, you do exactly what I say, when I say it. And if I tell you to get down, yo
Chapter 19: I stood on the porch with a photograph of my daughter in my hand and a note from my uncle in my other hand, and I felt something I hadn't felt in three years. Not fear. Not exactly. Rage. It was cold and quiet and it sat in my chest like a stone. "He was in the diner," I said. Kael took the photo from me. Looked at it. His jaw moved. "Two days ago," he said. "Two days ago he was sitting in my diner taking pictures of my kid while I was carrying plates." "Ella—" "Which booth?" Kael looked at me. "What?" "Which booth was he in? In the photo. You can tell by the angle." He turned the photo over. Studied it. Solomon had been right about him — he looked at corners. At edges. At things people don't mean to show you. "Booth on the left," he said. "Back wall. Behind the pie case." "The one with the broken seat." "How do you know it's got a broken seat?" "Because it's got a broken seat. Rita's had a piece of duct tape on it since before I start
Chapter 18: Solomon came back down the stairs with a fresh cup of coffee and a look on his face like he'd already decided I was going to waste his time. "Talk," he said. I stood up. "The hearing is tomorrow at nine. He's gonna walk in with a lawyer and a file and a welfare complaint and he's gonna say I'm unfit and my daughter's at risk and the county needs to intervene. Right?" "Right." "So we don't fight it." Solomon stopped with the cup halfway to his mouth. "Say that again." "We don't fight the welfare complaint. We let him file it. We let him have his hearing. And then we turn around and file our own motion in the same courtroom on the same morning." Solomon set the cup down. "You want to counter-file at an emergency hearing." "I want to counter-file at an emergency hearing." "On what grounds?" "The land." Solomon looked at Kael. Kael looked at me. "Ella," Kael said. "That's not how this works." "Yes it is." "No. A welfare hearing is a welfar
Chapter 17: The basement smelled like old paper and coffee. The man's name was Solomon. He didn't give a last name and I didn't ask. He sat down across from me at a folding table covered in files and took his glasses off and cleaned them on his shirt. "Okay," he said. "First thing. You're not gonna cry." I blinked. "Excuse me?" "You're not gonna cry. Not in here. You can cry in the car. You can cry at home. You can cry in the shower. But not in here. Because the second you cry I start feeling sorry for you and I stop thinking straight. And I need to think straight right now." I looked at Kael. Kael was standing by the door with his arms crossed. "He's not a people person," Kael said. "I'm not a people person," Solomon said. "I'm a paper person. Paper doesn't cry. Paper tells the truth." He put his glasses back on. "Now. Start at the beginning. And when I say the beginning I mean the actual beginning. Not the part where you ran. The part before." I started at the
Chapter 16: "Ella Rae. It's your father. Please open the gate." I stood in the living room with Lily on my hip. The voice came through the speaker again. Calm. Patient. Like a man asking for a cup of sugar. "Go upstairs," Kael said again. "Kael—" "Go upstairs. Take your mother and Sierra and Lily. Lock the door. Don't come out." "Kael." He turned around. His face was flat. "Ella," he said. "I'm not asking. Not this time." I looked at him. At the door. At the speaker. Then I handed him Lily. "What?" he said. "You want me upstairs? Fine. But my daughter goes with you." He looked down at her. She was heavy with sleep and warm. She put her head on his shoulder. "Ella," he said. "You're not gonna fight with her in your arms. You're gonna hand her to Benny or Taz or somebody and then you're gonna do whatever it is you do. But she's not going upstairs without you knowing exactly where she is." Kael looked at me. Then he nodded. "Benny," he said. "Take
Chapter 15: I said it again because my brain couldn't hold it. "Pay up." Colleen had her hands over her face. "Mom." "I didn't know," she said. "I swear to God, Ella, I didn't know." "Didn't know what?" "I didn't know it was him." The kitchen was dead silent. Kael was standing by the counter with his phone in his hand. Sierra was in the doorway. Marisol had come in from somewhere and was standing by the sink with her arms crossed. "Start at the beginning," Kael said. "Slow." Colleen wiped her face with both hands. She looked like she'd aged ten years in ten minutes. "I bought the house eight years ago," she said. "With the money. I bought it outright. Cash. In my name. A little place on Tuller Street. Two bedrooms. A garden." "How much?" Kael said. "Ninety thousand." "And the man who sold it to you?" "I never met him. It was through a lawyer. A woman. She had all the papers. She said the seller was a company that had inherited the property and they want







